Today’s the day for Shawn to leave the country to finish his study and become a licensed doctor. Liza was with her to send him off. While the car is going towards the airport, Liza was talking lots of things, but Shawn’s attention seemed not to be with her. Liza noticed him and called out Shawn.
“Hey! baby I am talking. Are you even listening?” Liza bit her lips and looked at Shawn with sad eyes. She thought maybe there’s a problem with Shawn and he doesn’t want to talk about it. He has not been with himself since morning.
Shawn snapped and looked at Liza. He tried to smile to cheer Liza and it lifted her mood. He does not want Liza to get worried because of him.
“I am so sorry baby. It’s just that, I am really going to miss you a lot when I’m abroad. I feel sad today though I’m still here with you” Shawn said and held her hand.
Liza felt satisfaction when she heard Shawn’s feelings. She was still amazed by how Shawn changed after the accident. After all, Shawn still chose her over Luna, and she cannot help but smile and feel happy. She pulled Shawn to her embrace and hugged him tightly. She’s willing to do everything just to keep Shawn away from Luna, even the other girls lurking around or even dared to talk with Shawn.
After the previous day Luna had decided to leave Shawn, he started to feel something in his heart that he cannot explain or even wonder. Last night, he dreamed about Luna and him doing intimacy. He thought some of his memories were coming back. He even thought that maybe Luna was telling the truth, that they really had a relationship, but he can’t feel it. The feeling of being in love with Luna.
No matter what he does, why he still cannot feel something when he thought of himself and Luna being together? But there are two things for sure he felt something weird. The moment he saw Luna crying and when he heard her saying she will leave him. He completely felt something was removed from his body. He doesn’t understand those weird feelings that happened to him.
Maybe if his memories would come back, the thing about him and Luna was completely over because he already believed that his love for Luna had already ended since the accident.
When they arrived at the airport, Shawn decided to go to the restroom before leaving.
“Liza, I am going to the restroom. Wait for me here. It’ll be quick”
“Okay baby. Be quick” Liza smiled and waited for him at the airport bench and started scrolling her phone to browse social media.
Shawn washed his face and looked at the mirror. He was looking at himself. He needs to erase and avoid Luna in his life because he knows that he loves Liza so much and not Luna. He then came back to his senses after the 3rd wash.
“No. I love Liza. Only Liza. Shawn, the only person you love is Liza, okay? Not everyone, not even Luna”, then he smiled and wiped his face.
After he came out of the restroom, he saw a familiar figure outside. She was leaning against the wall waiting for someone while staring at her phone.
“L-Luna? How did she know that I’m here?”
Why is she here? I thought she would forget about me, for real. Shawn suddenly thought when Luna walked toward him.
“What do you want?” Shawn asked her with an emotionless face. He was just looking at her, not interested in seeing her. He doesn’t want to see Luna today because he kept remembering his dream about them last night.
“I just came here to send you off and say my farewell because this would be the last time that I am seeing you. After that, I will definitely forget about you and everything between us” Luna smiled bitterly and lowered her head. She does not want to see Shawn because she knew once she attempts to look at his face, her tears and emotion she kept on her chest will burst out.
“You don’t have to and need to send me off. Liza will do that job”, he replied with a mad face looking at her.
Luna nodded silently. The man he loved so much is about to leave, and the saddest part is he doesn’t even want to see her, even for the last time.
“I am sorry for making you mad, but… but don’t worry I’ll never disturb you again” She lowered her head to avoid crying. She was holding her tears because she cannot show Shawn how hurt and desperate, she was
“Luna before you go, why don’t you at least listen to my advice?” Shawn thought of something that will make Luna leave and never come back to his life
“Advice? What advice?” Luna asked with confusion
“Find someone better than me and avoid pestering me in the future. Never disturb me and never show your face to me, ever again” Luna froze after hearing Shawn’s advice.
Why does he keep on pushing me away? Does he know that I’m hurt, really hurt every time he says bad towards me? She thought
This time, he really made Luna’s heartbreak. He made her cry and in pain
Is he really the man that I loved before? Because the old Shawn would never say something that could hurt me and make me cry. She thought while she was about to…
Pak!
Luna slapped him. This time, her tears and emotion she kept for a long time had shown. She was in her fragile and broken state.
“Is that what you want?!” Luna asked while crying. After all the hardships she sacrificed for Shawn, she got nothing from him but hatred and pain.
“Yes!” Shawn was shocked by Luna’s slap, but he answered like it was nothing for him
“Fine! If that’s what you want. You will never see me again! I promise you, that you will and would never find me, ever!” Luna said that made Shawn freeze.
“Let’s forget each other now. Goodbye Shawn” Luna left with a broken heart.