I see his face instantly get red. Then he takes deep breaths trying to calm down. He was not expecting what he walked in on. Still this sharing thing is getting on his nerves I can tell. All the guys are getting testy. I don’t know how much more they can handle. Alphas are notorious for being possessive. The fact that these two have to share and they are not loving it, is beyond any common sense. I am sure the Elders are waiting to see if someone gets ripped apart.
Victor lets out a frustrated growl. “Peter, you’re quick.”
“Apparently.” Peter huffs.
I climbed down from Victor. “I will see you tomorrow Victor.” Trying to defuse the situation. These two have sparks between them and not the good kind.
“You better believe it babe.” He gives me a quick kiss then leaves.
Peter smiles at me. “You’re up and moving around. I am very happy to see that. If you get my drift.”
“How could I not? You have made it really clear that you want me, since day one. Even when you were bullying me. The fact that I am healed must be like nectar to you.”
Before I can even blink he is on me, right where Victor was. “You smell like him. All over. I have to give you my scent.” With that he slams his lips to mine. He starts rubbing his body against mine. Hands everywhere. I would like to say that it was bad, but it wasn’t. He is different from Victor but I can feel the pull for him too. His hands on my body feel amazing. I let out a small moan and Peter took that as a call to continue. “I want to mark you so bad.” He mumbles against my skin. His hands are under my shirt now. I of course still don’t have a bra on.
“Peter,” my voice is like a squeak. There is hardly anything to it. “You can’t mark me yet. I am not fully healed.”
“I know, but it doesn’t stop me from wanting it.” Then he looks into my eyes. “How are you feeling?”
“I feel fine. I don’t really feel any pain.” His hands are still caressing my breasts. “I still feel like I need to get this work done. However you keep doing that and I think the work will fade from my mind.” My voice is more normal now, but I am having a hard time catching my breath. He is turning me on. There is no doubt about that. I just had sex with Victor. This makes me feel like a slut. I still can’t stop my body from reacting.
“What work could you need to do right now?” Peter pulls my legs around his waist. Then I am back against the wall. “I think you might be well enough for me. I can’t help it. I would like to be the first one. I told you, I want you.”
Then I have a look that I can tell Peter doesn’t like. “Um.”
“I am not the first am I?” Disappointment is evident on his face.
“Sorry, no.”
“I’m not talking about Hector.”
“Neither am I.”
“Crap.” He pulls back a little. This just makes me feel more like a slut. Peter is still holding me, he just isn’t pushing me against the wall any longer. Then he looks to the bed. “Well, it wasn’t there. I would smell it. Who was it?”
“Do you really want to know?”
“That way I know who to resent.” Peter smirks at me. “Alright maybe you’re right it would be best if I didn’t know. I just hope he doesn’t gloat.”
“I don’t think he is the gloating type. However, I will tell him not to.”
“Well, second isn’t so bad.” Then his lips are on mine again. I don’t know how far he is planning on going. I am feeling bad. Dirty even. My body isn’t getting the message though. I can feel him under me. He has me in his arms then he pulls away from my lips and walks me to the bed. He lays me down, then climbs on top of me. He is laying on me grinding into me. We are both moaning. His lips start to trail down my jaw to my neck. “I want you to tell me when you are ready for marking. I want to be the first for that. Please do that for me.”
He is looking at me with pleading eyes. I can’t help the words that are coming out of my mouth. “I can let you have that. If you do something for me.”
“What do you want me to do?” He looked really skeptical.
“If we do go that far. I want you to use protection. I want to know who the father of my pups are. I may feel like a slut but I am not going to push it that far.”
A look of concern crossed his face. “Babe, don’t ever think that you are a slut. This is your fate. I will respect your wishes, but don’t ever think that you are a slut. Fighting the mate bond is like fighting your own arms. Why do you think that the three of us have come to this agreement? We know that making a choice like this would be like cutting a part of yourself off. We would never want to put that on you.” He kisses my cheeks. “You are perfect, nothing is wrong with you. Anyone who thinks differently needs to get a life. Maybe a good ass kicking.”
I chuckle. Regardless of how I feel about all of this, Peter has made it a point to always make sure that I don’t feel bad. I do still feel like I am a bit of a slut, but somehow Peter’s words make sense. “One more thing.”
He groans, “What babe?”
“Anyone at any time could walk into this room. I would rather not be caught in the middle of something.”
“Oh, good point. I don’t want anyone to see my naked beauty.”
“Really you think you’re that hot.”
He smiles the biggest smile I have seen yet. “I wasn’t talking about me babe.”
This has me blushing. How can he be funny, caring and so passionate at the same time? I find myself wanting him. I don’t really care how, but he has made me feel better about the whole situation.
I think he can tell what I am thinking. “One problem babe. I can make out with you right now, but I don’t have any protection on me, so that is as far as we can go right now. I made a promise and I will keep it.”
“Thank you.”
“But Monday, unless we are at war, be prepared to be taken. I will hardly let you breathe.”
“Promise.” I can’t believe the words that are coming out of my mouth.
“You couldn’t keep me away. I need to be with you as much as you need it.” Peter continued to kiss me as he ground into me. I found myself clawing at his back. The passion coming through our connection is overpowering. I find myself lost in Peter. We are not even in the hospital, I couldn’t tell you where we are but it feels unreal. “Olivia, you are so hot. I can hardly handle it.”
All he gets from me is a moan. He is slowly pulling my shirt up with his teeth. He gets about half way then his gaze falls on my wound. I start to put my hand over it, I don’t like it. It is a reminder of Hector. Peter pulls my hand away and kisses over the wound. “Don’t hide anything. You are beautiful to the last drop. I wouldn’t change any part of you.”
“I would. This just reminds me of Hector. A part of my life that I would rather forget. He took so much from me. This is going to remind me forever. I would rather just not have it.” I try to put my hand back over it.
“How about this? Think of it this way. It was the day that you were free of Hector forever and the men of your life saved you. The day that your life started over. Don’t let him rule over the rest of your life.” Peter kissed the spot again. “This mark is special to you, don’t let it be something bad. Nothing on you is bad.”
“I will try to look at it that way. That guy just ruined so much. I have been alone for so long. I just get scared something will happen and you will all leave me again. I try to make sure that the connection that we have is one that is going to last. You don’t know me very well and a lot of the connection that we have is the bond. Face it if we didn’t have the bond. You probably wouldn’t be with me.” I don’t know where this realization is coming from but I push Peter off of me. “I don’t know if I can deal with this right now.”