I also took a ticket from the counter and entered the hall.
When i got inside I saw glance of them sitting at a place. I quickly went there and sat just behind them. Thankfully There was a empty place even though it was not the seat written on my ticket.
The four of them were seated in front of me.
The movie has just started. I sat just behind them. They were enjoying the movie while I was looking at her only. I really wanted her to speak to me.
They enjoyed their movie with popcorns and drinks. But I wasn’t. I was feeling envious of her friends. She was laughing and enjoying with them. While I just wanted to speak a word and wasn’t able to.
Yesterday I was just upset that I couldn’t talk to her then that thing happened and… I and my wolf were so pissed at seeing my mate touched by someone else while I was drenched in cold drink. I just want her to came to me and talk but she was driving me to nuts…. I really was going crazy.
I don’t even know what am I doing here…. I am just putting petrol on my anger by seeing her having ice cream with others… going shopping and enjoying with other people than me…. And now she was watching movies… Enjoying popcorn and cold drinks, chatting and laughing where I was here…. Going crazy, following her like old pervert , making my own heart jeleous , making my own head messes…
When movie was coming to an end Anyee and Cami cried . At the scene where Yelena was holding Natasha’s grave, both of them were sobbing. They went out after movie and I quickly hide my face by bending down. I acted as if I was reaching out to get something.
Movie had ended here… I literally don’t know the story of the movie because I was busy observing her rather than movie. I only know some if the scenes….. What a waste of money. Ehhh. … .. .
Movie had ended and lots of the people coming out of hall were mostly crying just like Anyee and Cami.
I felt disgusted at how people were crying over a movie. What was there to cry ?
I came out of hall like a lurking ninja in the woods. I stand beside a door and hides from them. The four of them were standing and talking before me
Let’s go and eat something. ” she said. ” What do you guys want? ”
Really???
You should better care about what I want…..
“let’s have ramen today. ” Cami suggested.
“Ok. I know a good place. Let’s go” Rick said.
And then they moved towards their car.
I wanted to follow them but I don’t think I could tolerate more…. I really was pissed that she was happy without me….
I them went opposite of them and went back to my villa. There was no one inside. I used my fingerprint and opened the villa’s entrance.
I went inside but I didn’t have the heart to enter the villa. I looked at it from the garden… It was just like me… It’s not a home… It’s just a villa…. aloof and emotionless… Maybe… Perfect from outside… But alone… Having a wall around it…
I didn’t enter the villa instead i went to the garden…. There was a water fountain in the garden surrounded by a beautiful garden of flowers. In between of them were some benches in the shadow of a big umbrella and some were shadowed by the tress itself.
I went under a tree and sat on a bench. Inside of me was so suffocation. I wanted something but I don’t know what…
I picked up a big stone from the garden and throw it in the fountain as hard as I can.
Lots of water splashed out of the fountain as the stone reach it’s bottom.
I closed my eyes and then her face appeared in front of my eyes. I saw her smiling face… I opened my eyes quickly not to see her but even though I opened my eyes, I saw her. . .
I don’t know what to do… I don’t feel good being here because her face started appearing in front of my eyes, and then I don’t feel good following her…. Because she was enjoying her day without me…
In between this I realized that I had started wanting more than just staring at her from far…
I shook my head and forced myself to not to get her in my head… She was happy without me… And i saw that with my own freaking eyes…
I sat on the bench and held my head in my both hands. Even though I couldn’t control the mess in my head ? .
Then I put my hand in my pocket. I found a packet there. I took it out and it was wolf powder. I stared at it for a while, then I don’t know what came in my mind I grabbed it and put in in my mouth.
I felt a bit dizzy. I felt my wolf becoming weaker inside. He was stumbling. Slowly slowly Ray was sleeping. I sat there like that for few more minutes. I felt a bit weak after my wolf was gone.
After a while, I got up from the bench. Enough was enough…. I can’t be in peace if I stay here or even if I stay around her. It’s better to have her around …..
I went to the parking area and took out a black Mercedes Benz and drove out of the villa.
I drove the car towards her apartment… When i reach there , the sun has set already and the street lights had started to glow.
I reach down her apartment and took a round in front of her building.
“How do I know where she lives ?”
I read her resume ?. And of course I don’t forget once I saw it let alone my mate’s address.
I don’t see her, not here not anywhere. I don’t know if they still were at the restaurant thing or have they returned already.
Should I check her apartment ?
No… What if she saw me? What would I say ? Why would her boss and mate be here ? Speaking of mate don’t she realises that I’m around? … Oh oh she is underage. Wow she is so lucky to be underage, she at least can live as she want while I have to tolerate this mental trauma and the mate bond thing.. I don’t even know her let alone be liking but the mate bond was making me passionate about her…
Arhh… I’m thinking all about her….
I think i should better check on her than living in this suffocation….
I got out of the car and went on the building…. I took the stairs because I was afraid I will met people on the elevator. It wasn’t so late for people to go out.
I reached her floor and saw her door in front of me. I looked around, no one seemed to be near. Then I went to her door and try to peek through the peephole.
I saw a living room inside furnished with most important things only. It was not that expensive, it was just so so.. There was a table and a couple of soda inside.
I tried to look around but I don’t see anything except a closed door behind one of the sofa.
I put my ear in the door and tried to eavesdropping. I was a werewolf and of course my hearing power was much more than a human but… I didn’t heard inside. Maybe that haven’t returned yet.
I turned around and went out of the building as the way I came in.
I went back to the car and sat on the driver’s seat. I pulled up the windows and waited for her to come.
I looked at the watch and it was seven at night. People had started coming out of their house for the clubbing and parties.
I kept looking here and there but she didn’t appear. I checked the watch, it already was eight and still she wasn’t here.
Time went from eight to nine, nine to ten, ten to eleven, eleven to twelve yet she wasn’t there.
What was she doing till this late, I don’t know why was she out till now and I started feeling a bit anxious .
I keep waiting her overnight…. I keep sitting inside the car, outside the car, on the bench and everywhere.
Before I saw her anywhere , I slowly slowly felt sleepy and I slept inside the car.
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