I came home and directly went to the little bar in the house. I drank and drank a lot of drinks to control my anger. I was not that emotional fool… But this mate bond was messing with me.
That night i drank lots of wine that my stomach gave up. It started to twisting inside. I felt sourness all over my mouth and throat. I tried not to but i vomited all over the bottle of wines. I even couldn’t got up and ran to bathroom. I just lie down on the dirt that I caused.
I was feeling so disgusted. It was the first time that I vomited by drinking wine, I usually had good tolerance but I think I just drank a lot today.
I tried to move my arms but my both arms felt like they have gained thousand of pounds in a click. I can’t even lift them up. I kept struggling for a while and then I slept in that disgusted place.
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“Sir sir” someone shook my shoulders very hard.
I tried to open my eyes but it was so heavy that I closed them instantly.
“Wake up sir, it’s already ten ” he again shook me.
I applied a bit of force on my eyes and opened them , in front of me was Frank my house keeper.
He was hired by Liam. He usually came in the morning to clean the house. If I need to eat at home, he makes it and went home. I usually eat outside at meetings at night so he didn’t stay till night.
I slowly lift up my head and saw that I was still on the pile of that Shit I made. I got up and felt so disgust at myself. I looked at Frank and he was looking at me with weird face. He had never seen me like this before.
“Clean the mess and made me honey water ” I ordered him and went to my room. I did that because o was ashamed of what I did.
I went to the room and then took a towel from the wardrobe. Then I silently went to the bathroom. I quickly turned on the shower and stood down the shower. I felt good while the cool drops of water started to blow the dirt away.
That day, I kept using soap again and again. I even bathed for thirty minutes. I scrubbed my head to toe. I kept rubbing myself untill I was satisfied.
When I got out of the bathroom, Frank was already at my bedroom with honey water.
I took the honey water from him. He silently went to the washroom to do the clothes.
It is always like this, I usually don’t speak to people. I don’t feel the need to.
I gulped down the honey water at once. I don’t like the taste of sweet so of course I didn’t like this either. Still i drank it . I don’t need hang over for all the day at office.
At office……
Shit today was Sunday. How am I going to go office at Sunday? And if I go, she won’t be there…
I hit my own face with my head. I was expecting her to came to me and talk yesterday but those things happened. And i thought she might came to me today but I forget today was Sunday…. Forget about the apology she won’t even met me in the first place.
I started feeling so irritated inside. My wolf was not in a good state also.
I opened the wardrobe and took a bag and then put a shirt and pant that were not so expensive and I put a black cap on the bag.
“I’ll be out… Don’t make any food for me ” I shouted from the living room and then cane out of the house without waiting for his answer.
I quickly ran towards the jungle leaving the city. As soon as I reach jungle, I took cover in a tree and then turned into my wolf form.
I took the bag in my mouth and ran towards the forest. I felt the fresh air soothing my fur. I felt much better here. I love running with wind, I love the feeling when the grasses touches my fur while running, I love running to less the weight on my head.
I keep running and running, till I smelled her. I feel her presence around. I got a strong scent of vanilla and rose. My wolf got excited at once. My wolf only cared about his mate… Wow.
I again got covered beside a tree and quickly transformed into my human form. And then I wore the clothes that I took before the run. I felt nice that I actually took those clothes.
After wearing clothes I followed her scent. And in a while, I found her in the market.
All of them were in front of A S market. They were four in n, one was Anyee another one was her lover Rick but didn’t knew who was the fourth person… She must be a friend I thought inside my head.
I saw Anyee and Rick coming from opposite side of my mate. She was waving at them crazily untill they came near to her.
When they get together. They started introducing themselves. I was a bit far and all I could see was hugs and hand shake things.
I wanted to hear them so I went closer to them unnoticed.
.”Anyee this is my best friend Camila and Cami she is Anyee”my mate introduced her best friend. But shouldnt I be the person to be there. I keep looking at them and they hugged each other.
“And” she turned to Rick ” This is Rick. Rick she is Camila”
They both shook their hands.
“Lets go inside now. ” she said. And four of us entered the mall.
This was a big mall and everything was available here. We went to the second floor to buy some clothes. Anyee and Cami were so similar. They were trying clothes, asking how is it again and again, going in this shop, that shop and that shop.
While she and Rick seemed uninterested and tired of this. They took whatever they needed in first two shops and now they were both like “this suits you” , ” you look good on this”, ” this is beter”, and so on.
I was following them but they had no idea about it. I was angry…. So much angry because I couldn’t handle her getting touched by someone else and I got drunk last night. But she didn’t even know about it. She didn’t care about me.
Finally after hours of shopping they were tired and I thought they might go back home and then she might think of me but nothing like that happened.
They decided to go for ice cream. Cami and Anyee were very happy with their shopping and Riley and Rick were happy too . They went to a ice cream parlor in the first floor. And then they order their ice cream.
“Venella for me and chocolate for Cami. Anyee, Rick what will you guys take?? ” my mate said.
“Chocolate for her and strawberry for me” Rick replied.
“you like strawberry?? ” she asked suppressing her laughter.
“yeah, what’s wrong? ”
Three of them laughed so loud. And Rick became red tomato. Yep me too…. I didn’t like her laughing with others when I wasn’t a bit happy.
” whats so funny. What is wrong with strawberry ?” Rick pouted.
Three of them became silent. They were suppressing our laughter and it was so clear in their faces
“phew.. Phew phew… “Anyee couldn’t control anymore. Her laugh was coming out .
“hahaha…. ”
They laughed our heart out. The people around were looking at them. She looked around and shh them.
Then they had our ice cream without looking at each other because while we look at each other they’ll start laughing.
When we were done with ice cream , tgey thought of getting out.
” It’s just 2 . Let’s watch a movie. It’s so fun to be with you guys. ” Rick said.
She looked at them and they were like they were waiting for this words to came. They agreed instantly.
I felt more anger at that. I was so angry while her fun was not finishing.
Then Rick and Riley went to their cars to keep our shopping bags at car while Anyee and Cami went to get tickets.
When they came back they were holding four tickets, drinks and popcorns.
“which movie ?” ahe asked.
“Black Widow” Cami replied.
” You ok with that?? ” she asked Anyee. .
” I love marvel ” Anyee replied.
“You guys got a lot in similar. ” Rick said.
” let’s go now. It’ll start soon. ” Anyee said.
All of them entered the hall.
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