I don’t want to have lunch at this time. I don’t want to make lunch for me alone. I don’t like eating alone. I lie down on the bed for a more wgile. It was only one pm of the day. Still i have long day to go. I thought to myself.
Then I remembered Beast. And suddenly i feel something inside me became alive. It wanted to ran to the beast now. It wanted to play with him. Like it did yesterday at that lake. It wanted to ride on the back of him while he was on a run. It wanted to listen to his grrrr sound. It wanted to be with him
But who was it?
I feel so bored that I thought of going to find him and play with him. Who knows if he wants he can answer my all questions. But it was like almost impossible because for that he have to turn into human. And he didn’t want. That I guess.
It was strange…. He was something like half wolf and half human. I should be afraid of him but I was not. Instead i feel safe and secured with him . I felt like I know who he is. I know what he is. I know he won’t harm me. I felt like I’m all secure around him. And i like that feeling very much
I lazily got up and went to the kichen. I booked some soup. And then I got a packet of instant noddles from the freeze. I boiled them. I put the spices on it chilly and even that oily thing. I put some extra salt. I cut some green veggies and put them on the noddles. After a few while, the food was ready.
I felt my stomach grumbles as I saw the food. I put it on a bowl and went to the table. I put it on table. I took a spoonful of noodles and blow some in it. It was so hot that I don’t have the courage to eat it directly. I blow air and put it on mouth. It was so good. It was spicy, veggies were there and it was well Cooked. I quickly finished the bowl of noodles in a while.
I then cleaned the plate, I washed them and dried them. I put it on its rack.
I went to the bed. It was about two pm now. I took out a bag and put an umbrella, an ear phone, some chips and a bottle of water on it . I also put an extra set of clothes on it, in case I play on that lake with him again.
After that I changed into baggy pants and long sleeved shirt. I then got out of the apartment.
I went to the road where I parted with beast yesterday. I really wanted to go to him. But I didn’t know where he will be. I don’t where he exactly stays.
I thought for a while and decided to go to the place where I met him at second time. I followed the main road and went to the place where I met him . At that time I was not sure if he was real or not, then I saw him again here at this place.
My mind was all over him as I went to that place. I keep looking around as I went there. I really wish to meet him.
After a few minutes of walk i reached there. Now I was using umbrella because sun was so bright today . I parted the bush and went inside
“Beast” I called out for him. But there was no response.
“Beast” I called again. But still no response.
“Beast”
“Beast”
“Beast” I called out few more times. He didn’t respond to me even once. I felt sad inside. All the excitement was now turn into disappointment. I looked around with little hope but I didn’t find him anywhere.
I got out on the road. I don’t know what to do now. Maybe he was at that lake. One side of me thought . What if he isn’t there ? Another side reminded.
Just go. He may be waiting there. One mind says.
Don’t go. What if something like before happened? Another one says.
Beast always saved you and he will save you this time too. What are you afraid of?
What If he didn’t came? What if really something like that happened ?
I was really on a dillema. I really don’t know what to do, ? I felt lost.
I sat there for a while and keep thinking. And i still couldn’t decide.
‘Arrrrhhh its better if I go. Even if I return now I’ll be thinking of him and can’t do anything else. Nothing will happen to you. ‘ I said to myself and got up.
I went towards the forest where beast took me yesterday. It was a bit deep inside the forest. She I was going inside and inside, all the pictures of yesterday was coming in my my mind. He saving me from that weird creature and getting me on his back. Taking me to that most beautiful place for calming me down.
He surely didn’t speak but he understands me well. He knews what I was thinking. He knew if I’m low or in high spirits. When he took me there yesterday, I not only forget the fear also I was playing with him, I was laughing happily.
It’s just that I made him sad at the end. I made him low by asking to answer my questions, asking him to solve my problems… Even though he always saves me…..
While thinking these I saw beautiful lake in frontof me decorated with white lotus at the middle. Surrounded by a lot of green grasses at its side. The lake looks so beautiful even at the day.
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