I never used to care for sharing myself and sharing my life. Sharing secrets or telling lies. I did it how I want to do it when I want to do it, say it how I want to say it, and play it how I want to play it. I had a good mind for business and an even better head for having fun and getting pleasure, not referring to that head you will find upon my shoulders. I did not have to lie and I have not lied to either.
The way I see it, I have not blatantly lied to Ava, she has not asked what it is that I do. I have not had to tell her nor tell her a lie either. I have asked her what these things are that she does and she has been avoiding the answer.
My blood is starting to boil.
Trayton ~ “Dominic have you heard anything from Emma.”
Dominic ~ “Not a fucking word and you?”
Trayton ~ “I have heard nothing from Ava either.”
Dominic ~ “Do you think they are fucking around?”
Trayton ~ “I swear if she is with another fucking man then the shit is gonna be loose.”
Dominic ~ “And I will fucking break the asshole’s bones if she is with someone else.”
Trayton ~ “They are up to something, I just don’t fucking know what it is yet.”
I try to call her again.
It rings
And rings
And rings some more
Eventually, it goes to her mailbox
Trayton ~ “Phone me.”
Dominic ~ “Still nothing?”
Trayton ~ “No, it just fucking rings.”
Dominic ~ “This is a great way to start a relationship.”
Trayton ~ “This fucking thing is fast seeing its ass out the door. I don’t do fucking business like this, I don’t intend doing a relationship like this either.”
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Meanwhile at the girl’s work…
Ava ~ “Trayton has phoned nearly six times already.”
Emma ~ “And Dominic has at least ten.”
Becca ~ “You bitches better answer your phones.”
Ava ~ “You know we fucking can’t.”
Becca ~ “You know that Trayton is going to be fucked off.”
Emma ~ “Dominic is probably going to have my head,”
Ava ~ “This is the perfect way to start a relationship off.”
Emma ~ “It is not like we can just tell them.”
Becca ~ “Yes you can. At least it would have been bad. Now it is ten times worse.”
Ava ~ “You really not fucking helping.”
Emma ~ “You just made me feel more shit than I already am.”
Ava ~ “Fuck this is a total mess.”
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Back with Trayton
Trayton ~ “Fuck this, if she does not answer me then she must fuck right off. I wish I saw this fucking lame ass shit before I fell in love with her.”
Dominic ~ “I think that Emma can take her shit and go.”
Joseph ~ “You assholes wanted to go get all serious with these girls. ook how your asses have landed on your face now.”
Trayton ~ “If I was not so pissed off I would have fucking punched you.”
Dominic ~ “Have you tried phoning Becca.”
Joseph ~ “Why the fuck will I do that? I am not hung up on her pussy.”
Trayton ~ “Just fucking phone her.”
Joseph ~ “No, just now she thinks I care.”
Dominic ~ “Just damn phone her.”
We watch as Jo tries to phone Becca.
Joseph ~ “Fuck she rejected my call.”
Trayton ~ “For fuck sakes. I am done. I don’t want them here around anymore.”
Dominic ~ “Don’t you think you overreacting?”
Trayton ~ “Do I look like I am overreacting?”
Joseph ~ “Yes it does. You jumping the gun thinking the worse.”
Trayton ~ “I don’t like being fucking played with. Especially from a woman.”
The night drags on and finally, we are locking up to go, it is close to midnight, I am moody and highly irritated. My blood is still boiling as red as it did before. They say relationships are hard but this is just bullshit. When I get home, I am kicking off my shoes and relax in the Jacuzzi with a bottle of good whiskey. God forbids the one that pisses me off.
Just as I start settling down my phone lights up.
Ava ~ “Hey baby.”
After ignoring me the whole day, this is what she comes up with “Hey baby.”
Two minutes later.
Ava ~ “Are you okay baby?”
What a fucking stupid question. Do I look okay, you ignore me and I must look okay.
Two minutes later.
Ava ~ “Are you pissed off at me?”
Another dumb-ass question. Of course, I am pissed off with you. You don’t fuck around and I am just okay with it.
Two minutes later.
Ava ~ “Please talk to me.”
That ain’t going to happen, what part of pissed off is she not understanding. I do not want to talk to her.
Two minutes later.
Ava ~ “Let me know if you want to talk.”
If I wanted to talk I would have answered you eight minutes ago. It is not happening.
Dominic ~ “Did your girl message you?”
Trayton ~ “Yes but I did not answer. Did yours?”
Dominic ~ “Yes but get this. I asked her if I’m going to see her tomorrow.”
Trayton ~ “What the fuck did I say earlier.”
Dominic ~ “Yes I know but hear me out. So she says to me only very late evening like eleven or twelve.”
Trayton ~ “What the fuck.”
Dominic ~ “So she tells me they got this work thing.”
Trayton ~ “Work thing my fucking ass. Whatever they up to I don’t give a fuck anymore.”
Dominic ~ “I don’t know about you but I’m pulling my cock out of this one.”
Trayton ~ “I totally agree.”
Dominic ~ “Are you going to tell her?”
Trayton ~ “I intend on fucking ignoring her.”
Dominic ~ “Won’t they think that everything will still be okay then?”
Trayton ~ “You fucking right. We must say something to them.”
Dominic ~ “What the fuck do we say?”
Joseph ~ “Have you two assholes heard yourselves. You sound fucking hilarious plotting to break up with your girlfriends.”
Trayton ~ “Shut the fuck up.”
Dominic ~ “Fuck off before I punch you.”
Joseph ~ “Just fucking ditch their asses. You making it way too complicated. That’s why we don’t get involved.”
I am just sending her lying ass a message. This is not working out.
I am feeling nervous and my body is tense. There is a knot in my stomach and my heart feels like it is going to explode. I don’t know this feeling, this feeling is not what I want to be feeling. That amazing feeling in my guts are gone.
I decide to do it subtly.
Trayton ~ “I heard you have another work thing tonight?”
Ava ~ “Sorry baby but I do. I will make it up to you.”
Trayton ~ “Do you have a work thing tomorrow night as well?”
Ava ~ “I will know tonight.”
Trayton ~ “What is it exactly that you do?”
Ava ~ “Did I not tell you?”
Trayton ~ “Would I ask you if you told me?”
Ava ~ “What is wrong with you?”
Trayton ~ “What is wrong with me?”
Ava ~ “Yes with you.”
Trayton ~ “You lying to me.”
Ava ~ “I am not lying.”
Trayton ~ “Is that going to be your answer?”
Ava ~ “Come on Trayton.”
Trayton ~ “No Ava, go enjoy your work thing.”
Ava ~ “Please can we talk?”
Trayton ~ “I am done talking, we are done.”
Ava ~ “Trayton please. You overreacting.”
I refuse to answer any more of her messages. I will not be played for a fool. I don’t care if I am overreacting, I have laid my heart out there and I am not about to become the dumb asshole that is going to get hurt. I don’t know what this feeling is, but I have never been so fuelled by anger before. She has brought something ugly out of me and I don’t like it. It scares the shit out of me.
Joseph ~ “Fuck it looks like you about to kill something.”
Trayton ~ “Please get me a whiskey before I fucking explode.”
Dominic ~ “Let me guess it’s got a name and it starts with an A.”
Trayton ~ “She fucking tells me I am overreacting. Does it look like I am overreacting.”
Joseph ~ “Fuck I am not answering that.”
Dominic ~ “And I still like my fucking jaw. Did she tell you about tomorrow’s thing as well?”
Trayton ~ “I fucking ask her what her thing is and she still damn lies to me. I told her it’s done, I don’t need this bullshit.”
Dominic ~ “I told Emma we done, she did not take it so well.”
Trayton ~ “I have never been so angry and disappointed at the same time.”
Joseph ~ “You two asses just had your first fight with your girls.”
Trayton ‘ “Thank fuck it is the first and the last.”
Joseph ~ “We will see about that.”
Trayton ~ “Don’t get fucking clever with me. I still need to fucking break something in front of me. Might as well be your jaw.”
Joseph ~ “Fuck you a mean ass when you get played with.”
Trayton ~ “This is not the type of mean-ass that I would like to be.”
There is a word that a man like me never needs to say but it has just become a word that will be uttered for the very first time. Regret. I regret letting myself out there to get hurt. Another word a man like me thought he would never say. Hurt. These have brought me to a wave of unmistakable anger. I am angry that I am letting a women hurt me like this. She is making me regret every single thing and the moment I have shared with her.
Trayton DeCarlo does not get played for a fool.
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Meanwhile on the other side of town…
Ava ~ “He is furious.”
Emma ~ “Dominic completely exploded.”
Becca ~ “I told you bitches to say something.”
Ava ~ “I don’t see why I need to fucking explain myself to him.”
Emma ~ “They just overreacting.”
Ava ~ “They making a big issue out of nothing.”
Becca ~ “You lying to him. Of course, it is a damn big issue to him. Why did you not tell him the truth when he asked you to?”
Emma ~ “Why don’t they tell us what they are hiding.”
Becca ~ “Who says they are hiding something. You the ones running around doing ‘work things’,”
Emma ~ “Could you not come up with anything more stupid.”
Ava ~ “I did not know what the fuck to say.”
Becca ~ “Well it looks like you don’t need to say another thing again. They have dumped your asses.”
Ava ~ “It will blow over.”
Emma ~ “They just upset.”
Becca ~ “I don’t think they the type of guys that will let something blow over.”
Ava ~ “Thanks.”
Emma ~ “You are not fucking helping at all.”
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Back with Trayton…
Maybe this is a question I should have asked before I went and got my ass all in love with. A discussion we needed to have before we ever got involved. Jumping into the deep end is not always the best way to learn how to swim. I think I just got myself drowned.
Trayton ~ “At least we have a welcomed distraction tonight.”
Dominic ~ “Can’t believe that ass is getting married.”
Trayton ~ “I think he is just the lucky one when it comes to men like us landing love.”
Joseph ~ “Hey that bitch is crazy but she is the crazy type of crazy that he needs.”
Trayton ~ “Some asses are just luckier than most of us.”
Joseph ~ “Where the fuck are we even going?”
Trayton ~ “Ant just said we should meet up at the club.”
Joseph ~ “Well let’s get your newly single asses out there.”
Trayton ~ “Don’t fucking dare try to bring a woman near me”
Dominic ~ “I will rip off your damn balls.”
Joseph ~ “Fuck you are a bunch of mood killers. Maybe on second thought, stay away from any women.”
Trayton ~ “It’s a damn bachelor’s. What the fuck can possibly go wrong.”
Dominic ~ “With Jackson and his dumb ass crew.”
Joseph ~ “Almost anything.”
Trayton ~ “Those three are the dumbest bunch I have ever seen.”
Dominic ~ “How they have not blown each other to pieces amazes me.”
Joseph ~ “Did she not pop one in the one ass’s foot?”
Trayton ‘ “She has done a lot of crazy-ass things.”
Dominic ~ “Now she is the kind of women that I would land my ass in bed with.’
Trayton ~ “If you only get all of them like that.”
Joseph ~ “He will fucking have your jaw if he knew you talking about his girl like this.”
Trayton ~ “And he knows I will fucking have his balls.”
Just then my phone lights up.
Ava ~ “Trayton can we please talk?”
I ignore her and pocket my phone.
Joseph ~ “Let me guess it is the ‘ex'”
Trayton ~ “Don’t clever with me. You will fucking scrub my shoes for a week.”
Joseph ~ “Fuck your balls are tense.”
Trayton ~ “And fuck yours are about to be ripped off.”
Joseph ~ “Now we are going to have to deal with a frustrated asshole again .”
Trayton ~ “Fuck off. I will get laid.”
Joseph ~ “Ya right just like you did last time.”
Dominic ~ “Says him that is still fucking the same two women.”
Joseph ~ “At least I am getting laid.”
SMACK
Joseph ~ “What the fuck is that for.”
Trayton ~ “I just fucking felt like it. You talking a bunch of shit.”
We get to the club and meet the rest of most of the crazy-ass family inside. This is bound to get totally out of hand. There is nothing like a good bachelor’s party to take a man’s mind off things.
Anthony ~ “Glad to see you two assholes are still alive.”
Dominic ~ “Fuck off.”
Joseph ~ “Who the fuck is your asshole.”
Anthony ~ “From where I am standing it is you.”
Joseph ~ “From where I am standing you looking to be slapped.”
Anthony ~ “Still, a girl doing the bitch slapping thing.”
Dominic ~ “You still a man looking to be smacked.”
Anthony ~ “Do any of you assholes actually know how to do more than just bitch all the time.”
Trayton ~ “Fuck can you three idiots stop it already.”
Anthony ~ “Trayton is good to see you.”
Trayton ~ “Where is Jackson?”
Anthony ~ “Up on over there. I am going to have to ask you all to hand in your pieces. We don’t want anybody starting to wave them around.”
These things almost always lead to some kind of trouble, especially when it comes to these bunch of idiots. You’d think such a big ‘family’ will get along, guess again, they’d whack each other at the first chance that they can get
Trayton ~ “You know the drill.”
Dominic ~ “No calling you Trayton tonight.”
Joseph ~ “No calling you boss in front of strangers either.”
Jackson ~ “See you have your lapdogs trained well.”
Trayton ~ “If only they would listen more often.”
Jackson ~ “How is that girl of yours?”
Trayton ~ “What girl?”
Jackson ~ “Fuck don’t tell me already.”
Trayton ~ “Fucking shortest thing I have ever had.”
Jackson ~ “Was longer than most of your other things.”
Trayton ~ “You make me sound like I am a whore.”
Jackson ~ “No more like a male slut.”
Trayton ~ “Where are you taking these bunch of assholes tonight.”
Jackson ~ “They insisted that the last thing I need to see is some other woman’s pussy tonight.”
Trayton ~ “Would not expect anything less.”
Jackson ~ “We heading off to my club in about ten.”
I think looking at some other women’s pussy tonight is just the kind of distraction that I need. And what better way to get it is having it right in front of my face or on my lap. I have never cared much for strippers but tonight I am up for what they have to offer.
Dominic ~ “Where we off to boss?”
Trayton ~ “Jackson’s strip club.”
Joseph ~ “Nothing like some fresh pussy.”