What does a man like me do when he changes, does he lose himself, or does he just lose parts of him that no longer exist, the parts that were bad, but not all parts were bad, at least that is what I believe.
Yesterday was amazing, but how do I do this, what happens past the kissing and fucking. I don’t know, I have never been here. I have never liked a woman so much that I want to spend all my time with her, I have never felt that incredible feeling that I feel in my guts when I am around her. How long does this last, does it last forever.
How do I let her into my life, let her into my life she knows nothing about. How do I tell her who I really am?
Dominic ~ “Glad to see you have some clothes on this morning.”
Trayton ~ “If I was you I’d keep my mouth shut.”
Dominic ~ “I think it’s more like you keeping it shut with all that moaning.”
Trayton ~ “If you don’t keep it shut you will be moaning.”
Dominic ~ “So yesterday.”
Trayton ~ “So what about yesterday?”
Dominic ~ “Is this thing real?”
Trayton ~ “What thing?”
Joseph ~ “The thing with you and Ava.”
Trayton ~ “As real as I understand it?”
Dominic ~ “What does that mean?”
Trayton ~ “I don’t know how you do this thing. I don’t even know what the name for this thing is.”
Joseph ~”It means you are a couple.”
Trayton ~ “That sounds fucking ridiculous.”
Joseph ~ “You are boyfriend and girlfriend.”
Trayton ~ “Do I look fucking twelve to you?”
Dominic ~ “It says that you are dating.”
Trayton ~ “That sounds fucking stupid.”
Dominic ~ “Then what the fuck?”
Trayton ~ “It is a thing.”
Joseph ~ “I suggest you don’t tell her that.”
Trayton ~ “It’s what she wanted.”
Dominic ~ “You can’t call it a thing.”
Joseph ~ “She will fucking flip.”
Trayton ~ “It’s a thing, I don’t care if she flips. Does it need a fucking label?”
Dominic ~ “When you are a woman it does.”
Joseph ~ “They like that type of shit.”
I am calling this a thing until I understand what it is and even know what to call it, how far it’s going, and how serious this gets
Trayton ~ “Fuck the thing. We have a bigger ass problem.”
Dominic ~ “What bigger ass problem?”
Trayton ~ “The other thing.”
Dominic ~ “What is up with you and the fucking things?”
Joseph ~ “What the fuck are you talking about?”
Trayton ~ “The other thing we do. Have you told the girls?”
Joseph ~ “You would fucking kill me.”
Dominic ~ “I would not fucking dare.”
Trayton ~ “Are you and Emma serious?”
Dominic ~ “As serious as your thing.”
Trayton ~ “What the fuck are we going to do?”
This is a conversation I am not ready to have with her yet, this is a conversation that we will have when I know to what level this thing is going to. For now I am not saying a word, it is a secret that I am going to have to keep from her
Trayton ~ “I am not telling her a thing.”
Dominic ~ “She is going to flip when she finds out.”
Trayton ~ “I don’t give a shit. I am not telling her a thing.”
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Meanwhile on the other side of town
Emma ~ “So you and Trayton finally.”
Becca ~ “How was it?”
Emma ~ “I’m sure it was fucking amazing. Especially with that cock.”
Becca
“He has a fucking cute ass.”
Emma ~ “And that kitchen. The way he was flicking those hips.”
Becca ~ “Fuck I heard how hot that was.”
Ava ~ “Fuck how long were you watching us?”
Emma ~ “Long enough to know I am trying it next.”
Ava ~ “Trayton will kill you.”
Emma ~ “He has to catch us first.”
Ava ~ “Stop talking about my man’s cock, we must get ready for work.”
Becca ~ “We have been fucking around since we met the boys.”
Emma ~ “We have not been in for a week.”
Becca ~ “Do they have any idea what we do?”
Emma ~ “I am not telling Dom, not just yet.”
Ava ~ “I am not telling Trayton either.”
Becca ~ “They are going to flip.”
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Back with Trayton
I have not heard from her today, it is late afternoon, I am sure they are coming in later but I still need to hear her voice
Trayton ~ “Hey baby girl.”
Ava ~ “Hey you.”
Trayton ~ “What happened to baby?”
Ava ~ “You hijacked it first.”
Trayton ~ “What did I do first?”
Ava ~ “Called me baby.”
Trayton ~ “We both can say baby girl.”
Ava ~ “No then it’s an echo.”
Trayton ~ “What is an echo?”
Ava ~ “What you sounding like now.”
Trayton ~ “I have not heard of anything dumber.”
Ava ~ “You will see how dumb it is when you start doing it.”
Trayton ~ “Do you know how dumb it is thinking it?”
Ava ~ “Did you just call me dumb?”
Trayton ~ “I might of perhaps.”
Ava ~ “You might have perhaps not be getting any sex.”
Trayton ~ “You can’t do that.”
Ava ~ “Then don’t call me dumb.”
Trayton ~ “Then you just not very clever.”
Ava ~ “Trayton!”
Trayton ~ “What? Am I seeing you later baby girl?”
Ava ~ “Uhm. We girls have a work thing.”
Trayton ~ “Then afterward.”
Ava ~ “It might be a late work thing.”
Trayton ~ “How late is late?”
Ava ~ “Well close to midnight.”
Trayton ~ “What fucking work thing takes until midnight?”
Ava ~ “Nothing important.”
Trayton ~ “When will I see you then?”
Ava ~ “We can come after then.”
Trayton ~ “Don’t you have to be at work in the morning?”
Ava ~ “Not until the afternoon.”
Trayton ~ “What fucking work hours do you work?”
Ava ~ “Flexible hours.”
Trayton ~ “Very flexible hours if you ask me.”
Ava ~ “I can come in the morning?”
Trayton ~ “I have a work thing to take care of.”
Ava ~ “Guess we both have thing things to do.”
Trayton ~ “Guess so. I will phone you later again.”
I know nothing about this woman, all I know is that we have got this great thing going on but I don’t know who she really is, I don’t even know what works she does that makes her work at some ungodly hour.
Trayton ~ “Are you damn assholes ready. We need to get to town.”
Joseph ~ “What is this thing I heard about the kitchen?”
Trayton ~ “None of your business.”
Joseph ~ “I thought we were not allowed to do it in the kitchen.”
Trayton ~ “The fucking asshole should not have been home in the first place.”
Dominic ~ “Your ass should not have been on display there in the first place.”
Trayton ~ “You should fucking not look at my ass in the first place.”
Dominic ~ “I was trying to look at her pussy but your ass was in the way.”
SMACK
Trayton ~ “Don’t fucking look at my girl’s pussy.”
Dominic ~ “Don’t fuck in the kitchen then.”
Trayton ~ “It’s my fucking kitchen.”
Joseph ~ “Can you two just fucking stop it, we are here.”
Jackson is a business partner, I have known him for years, we meeting at his club to discuss some pressing issues today if drinking and fucking around can be considered pressing.
Jackson ~ “Trayton”
Trayton ~ “Jackson. Still as ugly as ever.”
Jackson ~ “Fuck at least I can make this ugly still look good. Yours just fucking stays there.”
Trayton ~ “Glad to see your hospitality has not changed.”
Jackson ~ “What can I get you?”
Trayton ~ “Same as always.”
Jackson ~ “So I heard you bought a club.”
Trayton ~ “Kind of last-minute thing for a girl.”
Jackson ~ “Fuck have you ever heard about flowers or chocolates.”
Trayton ~ “Hey, I am not the fucking one getting married.”
Trayton ~ “What happened there?”
Jackson ~ “I just knew it was time to take our thing to the next level.”
Trayton ~ “How did you know what thing the thing was?”
Jackson ~ “She made it, I just followed it.”
Trayton ~ “What the fuck does that mean?”
Jackson ~ “Whatever she made it, I made it.”
Trayton ~ “Sounds to me like you were too shit scared to call it your thing.”
Jackson ~ “Don’t tell me the male whore Trayton DeCarlo has been hooked.”
Trayton ~ “You make it sound like it is an achievement”
Jackson ~ “It’s a fucking victory for the girl that has landed you.”
Trayton ~ “I am glad you are finding it amusing.”
Jackson ~ “It’s fucking hilarious”
Trayton ~ “Let’s rather stick to business than jokes.”
Jackson ~ “Before we do.”
Jackson ~ “I’m inviting you to my bachelor’s.”
Trayton ~ “Of course, when?”
Jackson ~ “I will get Ant to send you the details.”
We end up spending a bit more time than anticipated, getting a slight bit drunk, and ending back at the club quite pissed.
I phone my baby girl.
There is no answer.
She did not say when her work thing starts, it might have had already.
Trayton ~ “What is up with this fucking work thing of the girls?”
Dominic ~ “I don’t know and I did not ask.”
Trayton ~ “How can you not fucking ask?”
Dominic ~ “She sounded like she was going to punch me if I asked any questions.”
Joseph ~ “I don’t care.”
Trayton ~ “What do you mean you don’t fucking care?”
Joseph ~ “Because we don’t have a thing.”
Trayton ~ “Are you still fucking that Kiara girl?”
Joseph ~ “On and off yes.”
Dominic ~ “What the fuck does on and off even mean?”
Joseph ~ “What we man whores used to do before your cock’s have gone soft.”
Trayton ~ “My cock has not gone soft.”
Dominic ~ “From the kitchen thing I’d say it gone harder.”
Trayton ~ “Are you fucking sick?”
Dominic ~ “How am I supposed to miss it when it is in the way of her pussy.”
SMACK
Trayton ~ “Stop looking at my cock.”
SMACK
Trayton ~ “Stop looking at Ava’s pussy.”
Dominic ~ “Stop have sex in the kitchen.”
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Meanwhile on the other side at the girl’s work
Ava ~ “Fuck he just phoned me.”
Emma ~ “Stop making an issue out of it.”
Becca ~ “He is gonna know something is up if you carry on like this.”
Ava ~ “I need to distract him. Cover me for a few minutes.”
I need to know what is running through his head
Ava ~ “Hey baby.”
Trayton ~ “Hey baby girl.”
Ava ~ “See how weird it sounds?”
Trayton ~ “Ok, you right it does sound weird.”
Ava ~ “How is your day going?”
Trayton ~ “Might have drunk too much at my meeting.”
Ava ~ “Might of or have?”
Trayton ~ “Ok I have.”
Ava ~ “What type of business meetings do you have?”
Trayton ~ “The interesting kinds.”
Ava ~ “What interesting kinds?”
Trayton ~ “The same kinds like the works things you have.”
Ava ~ “It sounds complicated.”
Trayton ~ “It sounds like all things that are things are complicated.”
Ava ~ “Do you know what else is complicated?”
Trayton ~ “Please don’t let it be another thing.”
Ava ~ “My fingers sliding into my panties.”
Trayton ~ “I hope you in the fucking bathroom.”
Ava ~ “I am running my fingers through my smooth lips, they are wet and so soft, I can feel every bit of my tender skin.”
Trayton ~ “Ava? Are you in the bathroom?”
Ava ~ “They are aching for you to touch them.”
Trayton ~ “Fuck I want to do more to them than touch them. I want to lick you and taste you, bite you and suck you, I want to fuck you crazy with my tongue.”
Ava ~ “I am slipping my finger inside me, I am pumping in and out as much as my panties allow. I can hear the noises my wet pussy makes.”
Trayton ~ “I want to slide my tongue inside you and lick your juices, I want to pump my tongue in and out your pussy.”
Ava ~ “I can imagine you taking my hand away and slipping your fingers inside me instead.”
Ava ~ “Can you feel me baby?”
Trayton ~ “Oh fuck I can feel you, you are soaked in your own juices.”
Trayton ~ “I can feel my fingers slip in with your fingers into your tight pussy, pumping in and out together.”
Ava ~ “I am slipping another finger in. I am twisting my fingers, I am thrusting faster and harder. I curl my fingers deep inside my pussy.”
Trayton ~ “I want to see you finger yourself harder and faster, I want to hear you moan. I want to flick my tongue over your clit while you pumping your fingers inside your pussy.”
Ava ~ “Oh fuck that feels good.”
Trayton ~ “I can feel every wet inch of your aching pussy.”
Trayton ~ “Baby girl moan louder for me, fuck that pussy.”
Ava ~ “I am slipping my fingers out and are moving it back up through my pussy lips to my clit, I am pressing deep into my sensitive center. My clit is hard and, I am rubbing deep and fast, it is making my body tremble.”
Trayton ~ “I want my tongue and teeth into that clit, rubbing and sucking it so hard. I want to feel you go wetter.”
Ava ~ “I feel the warmth start growing in my body. I am still rubbing my clit over and over again. I am getting close.”
Trayton ~ “Baby girl I want to hear your pussy as you go faster, let me hear your pussy.”
Ava ~ “Fuck Trayton I want you between my legs.”
Trayton ~ “Where the fuck do you work?”
Trayton ~ “I want to fuck that pussy. I want my cock ripping you apart.”
Ava ~ “I am going faster and harder and deep now. I can feel myself go harder with every stroke.”
Trayton ~ “Fuck my cock is so hard for you, I want my hard cock digging into your clit.”
Ava ~ “Baby I am going to cum.”
Trayton ~ “I want you to scream for me baby girl, scream my name.”
Ava ~ “My legs are starting to shake, I feel the warmth between my thighs explode. I feel my cum all over my fingers.”
Trayton ~ “Fuck I want that cum on my face.”
Ava ~ “Aaahhh fuck Trayton. Shit that felt good.”
Trayton ~ “God dammit. What the fuck was that?”
Ava ~ “They call it phone sex.”
Trayton ~ “Can we rather have the real sex? Phone sex is not helping my cock.”
Ava ~ “Don’t you let your cock help itself?”
Trayton ~ “Never have never will.”
Ava ~ “Why not?”
Trayton ~ “That’s what you there for.”
Ava ~ “I can’t always be there.”
Trayton ~ “You just have to.”
Ava ~ “I must get back to work. I will speak to you later again.”
Trayton ~ “Bet you cute ass you will.”
Ava ~ “Trayton.”
Trayton ~ “Yes, baby girl I know that was fucking awful. Talk to you later.”
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Back at the club with Trayton
I can’t help to leave the office with a big ass smile on my face and a raging hard-on in my pants. This fucking girl is going to drive me nuts
Dominic ~ “What you fucking smiling about?”
Joseph ~ “You don’t have a girl in there so you did not get fucked.”
Trayton ~ “She just fingered herself and it was fucking awesome.”
Dominic ~ “Where the fuck is she then? I don’t see Emma.”
Joseph ~ “It’s phone sex you dumb fuck.”
Dominic ~ “Fuck that sounds hot”
Joseph ~ “Don’t tell me not one of you dumb asses has had phone sex before.”
Trayton ~ “I did not even know there is a damn word like phone sex.”
Dominic ~ “We never took numbers that’s why we never had to before.”
Trayton ~ “You fucking took numbers when you weren’t allowed to.”
Joseph ~ “It was for emergencies.”
Trayton ~ “Bullshit.”
Joseph ~ “I never had as many girls as you guys did.”
Trayton ~ “Cause you fucking did seconds and thirds.”
Joseph ~ “Fuck I did not know you noticed.”
Trayton ~ “How does a man not notice pussy let alone the same pussy twice.”
Dominic ~ “What fucking place does she work at that she has phone sex at.”
Trayton ~ “I don’t know but I intend to find out.”
She is hiding something from me. She thinks the phone sex out of nowhere will kill my curiosity where she is at until the very late hours of the night. She has been avoiding questions and not giving straight answers. I get I am holding secrets from her but what can possibly be so big that she needs to be hiding them from me.
Should I rather just be honest with her even though she is lying to me.