Esmeralda
My stomach twisted in knots when our bare bodies brushed against each other. It was mild at first, but his touch grew rougher and more possessive with time.
I gulped down the dry lump stuck behind my throat when I saw how his strong hands grabbed my waist firmly.
We were too close. So close that the connection almost drove me nuts.
My heart pounded against my ribs the moment my eyes met his.
Gemstone green eyes on mine.
It didn’t take long before green rings started to form around them.
Sparks!
Wild sparks coursed through my veins with voltage like that of electricity.
His touch brought fire to my weak bones. His closeness made me go numb.
I couldn’t move. I couldn’t talk. I just stood, watching him take over me.
Drowning in the sea of intense strange pleasure, my body succumbed to his demands and I watched him do things to me.
Things I once fantasized about him.
To the Moon goddess, I haven’t felt like this before, not with anyone. Maybe because I was a virgin.
Peeking my eyes open as my orgasm washed through me, I caught a glimpse of Alpha Kade struggling with self-control, but it was slipping from him.
I’m yours, Alpha Kade. Do whatever you want with me.
Shameless!
The voice in my head rang. But I was too occupied to listen.
Too occupied with my own orgasm. I didn’t care what shame was.
This strange feeling, I wanted more, more than I could ever imagine.
I wanted Kade.
I wanted him to do things with me, naughty things that mates do. I wanted him to take me to cloud nine and back.
Fuck! What was wrong with me?
I was about to get lost in the bottomless abyss of pleasure when something poked the entrance of my pussy.
Something hard, something huge, something long.
A loud painful scream replaced my involuntary moans as the sharp pain traveled to my brain, causing me to jerk away from his grip.
The pain was so intense, it was like a knife was used to stab my pussy.
Fuck!
I underrated how painful sex was.
Concern laced in Alpha Kade’s eyes when I winced in pain, clenching my thighs together.
I could feel several questions bubbling in his head as his concern turned into curiosity.
What was he thinking about?
“Are you a virgin?” He asked, furrowing his brows as his sharp green eyes watched me keenly.
“Uhm,” I started, feeling flushed at the realization that I was almost naked on his bed.
My small fingers tug the sheets quietly and I wrap them around my chest region.
“Are you?” He asked again, increasing my heartbeat.
Not now, Moon goddess.
I find this question uncomfortable.
Silence ensued as my fingers tugged my hair, playing with it.
“Esmeralda?” He called, causing my breath to hitch.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
How do I answer him? Help me, Moon goddess.
“Are you a virgin?” He leaned closer, unconsciously placing his hand on my exposed thigh.
I let out a sharp breath at the resumption of the sparks that revived the tingling sensation down to the opening of my vagina.
“I am,” I said in a hurry, “I haven’t… done this… with anyone,” I stammered, letting my head fall forward in shame at the sight of my bra that lay across the bed.
“Oh my goodness!” He exclaimed, “Fuck, what have I done?”
“Hope I didn’t hurt you?” He asked, giving me those rare concerned looks again.
“I’m fine,” I managed to force a smile.
No, I wasn’t!
Your dick was so big that it almost ripped my hymen open in one plunge!
It hurt like hell!
“Are you sure? I didn’t know what came over me, I’m sorry,”
What did I just hear?
The Blood Alpha was apologizing to me?!
Or was I hearing wrong?
The Blood Alpha never apologizes.
Don’t feel special. He only did that to get into your pants the second time.
The voice in my head said mockingly, but I knew better than to listen to it.
“It won’t happen again, Esmeralda,” He whispered against my ear, holding my hands against it and giving them a light kiss.
Oh no, Alpha Kade, it will repeat itself.
The action made my sore pussy vomit more juices.
Get hold of yourself, Esmeralda!
But it was hard. By the Moon goddess, it was hard.
“I should get going before I do something irrational again,” He said, taking his hands off my thigh and making me miss them.
Fucking stay, Alpha Kade.
“Did I do something wrong?” I tried to stop him. I didn’t want him to leave, especially now that I was enjoying his company.
I didn’t want to be alone again.
“No, you didn’t,” He stopped briefly before putting on his shorts.
“You don’t like virgins?” I asked, making him stop briefly before continuing what he was doing, “Is that it?”
I lowered my head, pretending I didn’t see him when he took a few steps to the bed I sat on before sitting on the edge.
The closeness was suffocating.
“I don’t hate virgins, it’s just that I didn’t expect you to be a virgin,”
“Wow. So you expected a loose mate..” I blurted, feeling a bit annoyed at his choice of words.
“Don’t get it twisted, I didn’t call you loose. It’s just that I don’t think I deserve a virgin as a mate, Esmeralda because I’ve done things with a lot of girls,”
Ouch.
“I don’t deserve you, you are too good for me and I don’t want to hurt you again,” He stated with his eyes glued on mine.
It took a lot of strength to keep my cheeks from blushing hard.
Was this real?
A surge of emotions took over me and my lips collided against his, biting his bottom lip.
His hands found the sheet on my chest, tossing them aside to reveal my bare boobs that he wasted no time squeezing.
“So soft,” He moaned against them as he took my nipple in his mouth, suckling on them like an infant suckling on his mother’s breasts.
We were engrossed in the moment that we didn’t notice the door swing open till a faint gasp jolted us back to reality.
My eyes were filled with horror when I locked my gaze with a surprised-looking Jade who stood transfixed on a spot.
Embarrassment filled me to the brim when I realized my closeness to the Alpha and how scantily dressed I was.
Fuck!
She shouldn’t be seeing this.
What would she think of me?
Ashamed, I fled out of Alpha Kade’s quarters, shielding my bouncing boobs with my palms and ignoring how he scolded Jade.
Kill me now, Moon goddess.