I was seated on a beautiful throne, smiling and waving at the crowd gathered before me. Jamila was walking towards me, with a beautiful golden crown. The cheering from the crowd became louder as she drew closer to me. My smile widened as Jamila lowered the crown to my head. There was more cheering from the crowd. Leaving the crown on my head, Jamila withdrew her hands and stood near me.
That’s when the crown started moving, burrowing deep into my hair. The lower end seemed to grow spikes that started sinking into my head. The pain was immense, and I screamed out. The crowd had now gone wild, cheering and chanting at the same time. I lifted my hands and tried to pull the crown out of my scalp, but it was all in vain. Instead blood ran down my head and tainted my hands. I screamed and tried to yank it harder but it just kept burrowing, going deeper.
Suddenly, I was awake, panting as my heart pounded against my ribcage. My breaths were coming out in puffs. I sat up, feeling relied. It was only a dream, a nightmare. Placing a hand on my chest, I waited for my breathing to normalize.
Within a few minutes, everything returned to normal. I started to feel better so I lay down again and covered myself. It was hard to sleep after such a nightmare. I couldn’t stop thinking of Jamila and what she had done to me in the dream. Could it be possible, that the witch was plotting something against me? I did not even know her, and neither had I ever done anything to her but she had betrayed me when I sought help from her. Why would she have done that? If she could do something like that, it was highly possible that she could do worse. I resolved to stay far away from her to avoid any trouble. I was not going to let her lure me to a deadly trap.
As I continued to lie there and wait for dawn, my feelings changed from fear to something else. I began to feel the heat. My whole body was aching for the touch of only one man in the world. Ridian. The image of him naked filled my mind. It kept coming back to me no matter how much I fought against it. I recalled seeing him walking around naked, how his dick had become erect and stood out proudly. I recalled how Kelly’s vagina had swallowed it whole.
I had rejected it, and now I wanted it so badly. I could feel the wetness pooling between my legs. Somehow, my hands found themselves there, caressing the engorged nub at the top. I moved my fingers in circular motion while thinking of Ridian’s big strong ones. I thought of his dick as I pushed a finger through my opening. It was very warm, and as I moved my finger I felt really good.
The sensations from my walls were amazing. I started to move faster, and the feelings continued to build up. I continued to move my fingers in and out until my insides exploded. My legs shook and I slowly withdrew my fingers. I felt so much better.
Just when I thought I had calmed down, the raging sensations started again. I groaned. Where was this coming from? Jamila, I thought. Was she messing with me because I refused to let her help me? This couldn’t be random. I had not been feeling that strongly lately. Even when I had seen Ridian that morning, I had felt mostly hate for him.
“Good morning,” I said to Cara, Agnes and two other women when I got to the kitchen. I got there early when they were just starting to make breakfast so there were more people. The other women were making breakfast for other members of the royal family.
“Good morning.” Agnes said.
“You look terrible,” Cara commented. “Rough night?”
I nodded. “Had a nightmare, and couldn’t sleep after that.”
“Oh, what was it about?”
“Someone was trying to kill me in front of a large group of people.”
“Do you know that person?”
“Yep, but let’s not talk about that. How are you?”
“I’m aright. Ken is coming back today so I’m excited. I’ve missed him so much.”
“Who is ken?” I asked. I had not heard the name before.
“My mate. He went on a diplomatic visit to another pack.”
“What’s his position?”
“He’s a bodyguard, for the beta.”
“Oh okay. Good for you.”
“Don’t feel bad. Your mate will come around, too. I’m sure. If he really didn’t want you, he would have rejected you already. The fact that he has not done that means there is still some hope for you.”
I sighed. The only reason he had not rejected me was because he enjoyed seeing me suffer. I was pretty sure even Cara did not believe the things she was telling me.
The ache in me had reduced but it was not completely gone. Talking with the ladies helped me ignore what was going on inside my body. It felt like a curse. It was too strong, and yet I could not end it. Could it have been that Ridian told Jamila to make me feel horny using her powers? He was the one who had said he wanted to wait until I went begging for him after all? Could he have contacted Jamila to speed up things? I was becoming more and more suspicious each passing minute.
When the food got ready, Cara and I took it to the alpha’s floor. I sniffed around to find out if there were other wolves in proximity. There was scent of one other than the alpha. I sighed in disappointment. I had hoped that he would be alone. I would have felt better.
“He really loved miss willow,” Cara whispered as she washed her hands at the sink. “I think the break up was not easy for him. He had changed so much when she was with him, and now he has gone back to who he was before, trying to use sex to fill the gap she left.”
I knew she was just trying to explain his intolerable behaviour, but I was not about to feel sympathy for a man who was making my life a living hell.