Aqua Louise Pov :
I kept packing my belongings in tears, I don’t know why I have to be bad luck, just why?, why can’t I smile for one day? What type of offense did I commit in my previous life to be hated like this. I’m also tempted to hate myself. I cried as the tears refuse to stop. I sat down on the bed and clutch the clothe in my hand tightly to my chest.
I’m tired, I’m seriously tired that I might give up anytime soon. This pain is too much for me to bear, looking around the room that I’m going to live behind. Just a few days ago I’m already acquainted with this place that I’ve taken it as my new home, and just in a split of the moment, I’m going to leave everything behind. Why? I cried.
I have to go maybe at least when he stops seeing me his hatred for me might lessen, remembering him saying he with I just die made my chest tighten. I’m I ugly? why do I have to go through so much pain? I thought maybe if I live our pack and ran away to another place all my suffering and pain will be alleviated but right now I don’t even know what to believe anymore. I’m so tired.
I stood when I found out I have no answers to all the questions I’ve been asking myself. I walk to the remaining clothe I have and pack them up. I wipe away my tears and look at the room for one last time. The room that has given me shelter over my head, the room that has accommodated my unlucky self, I sigh knowing this going to be the last time I see this room. I huff angrily
“Why does he have to agree to the deal when he knows he still going to treat me like trash?” I ask myself fighting back my tears, these days I’ve been crying too much.
“Mate is bad….. really bad….. ” Scarlet cried out in my head as she whimpered repeatedly.
“Scar… I’m tired” I muttered slowly
“Don’t be” She muttered slowly, Scar must be hurt just like me,
“I might give up, this is too much”
“We ain’t giving up mate will love us,” Scar said, and I got angry and shut her off. Scar is funny is it the make that is sending us away or another?.
I walk towards the bag fully packed laying on the bed, I sign and zip it up having nowhere in mind to go but determine to give the Alpha what he wants, I fling the bag on my shoulder and start walking towards the door, but the door suddenly open and ma Olive entered.
I signed when I remember I’m going to live without saying farewell to the woman that is just like a mother to me. The woman that brought me out of the street and gave me a roof over my head, the woman that took me in not minding I’m a stranger, the woman that treated me like a daughter even when I know I was rejected by my mother and by the world itself. I concluded that only an angel in human form can do that. I ran towards her closing the distance between us I embrace getting in a right hug, inhaling her motherly scent, I laid my head on her shoulder and cry out my heart while she keep on patting my back.
We stayed like that for a long time before she finally break the hug, I wanted to tell her I’m about to live but she shut me up with her finger and lead me back to the bed, she sat me down first and carried my bag dropping it in a corner. She sat beside me. I look down as I fidgeted with my finger already feeling ashamed for my altitude. But I was surprised when she cupped my cheeks making me face her.
“I know everything child, he said you to live right?”
“Yes ” I nodded my head, wondering how she got to know but maybe the Alpha told her.
“You’re wondering how I found out?” She asks and I try to look away but she tightens her hold making it impossible for me
“I already told you that you’re the only one that can change him. You have to be strong” She said looking at me
“He asks me to live….. he detests me,” I said with tearful eyes
She look at me for some time then spoke up,
“You’re living nowhere, I brought you here and this is where you belong, understand?”
“Alright ma,” I said nodding my head happily, at least someone understands me. I thought to myself, feeling happy knowing that someone cared.
“I have a plan,” She said looking at me expectantly and my eyes widened immediately
“What?” I ask. She looked around as if she’s checking out for any third person. And then she said for me to bring my ear closer which I did and she lean in and whispered.
“You have to start ignoring him”
“Bang!!!”
“What?” I ask and she nodded at me
“But I can’t do that”
“Well get used to it, if you ever want him to notice you, then we should start with that”
“Alright so how do I do that?” I ask and her face beams with smiles as she fans herself dramatically and flips her hair
“Damn she’s a drama queen,” I thought and smile
“First you have to stop looking at him, even if you see him, act like you don’t okay?”
“It’s going to be hard but I have no choice so okay” I replied and she smile and patted my hair muttering
“Good girl, secondly you both need a makeover”
“Who and who?” I ask obviously, she looks at me and turns like she’s thinking
“You and Diamond”
“But why?” I ask
“Because they are needs something to open their eyes, those two are nutt heads,” She said sighing like a mother like she’s tired.
“Okay so what’s the last”
“Prepare I’m marrying you two off”
“But ma I don’t want to…..”
“Shhhh……. follow my lead, prepare everything starts tomorrow” She winks at me and walks out.