(Harry’s POV)
After many months, I’d been drinking more. Thanks to Dan. His party was amazing with all the booze and few sexy girls. Did I introduce Dan before? Oh he was just a college friend. Never mind about him.
Roman and I had been drinking since an hour yet we didn’t stop. How can we, if all our favourite brands were at one place? I noticed Vickie entered the party along with her friends.
“We should’ve brought our girlfriends too, Harry.” Roman said drinking.
“They will literally run away if they see a party like this. It looks like a strip club. I’m sure Dan didn’t invite them.” I laughed.
Roman nodded his head and kept drinking. A dark blondie in her sexy dress barely covering her body walked to Roman. Damn! She was really hot. She stood in front of him running her hands inside his shirt. She sat on his lap and leaned in to kiss him but he rejected her saying “I have a girlfriend.”
She stood straight laughing at him. I looked at that moron with a shocked face, who rejected a hot chick. She then walked away.
“You are not serious, are you?” I asked narrowing my eyebrows.
“What?”
“C’mon dude, how can you reject her? Look at her. Isn’t she tempting?”
“I’m committed to Anna. You know that. I will not cheat on her.” Roman gave a very stupid reply that proved him as a big moron. Very big.
“So what? You are decided to leave all your enjoyments? We are here to enjoy, man. Look at everyone. They all have girlfriends and boyfriends still enjoying except you.”
“Oh really? Why are you not with any other girl from the day Stella entered into your life? Because you are committed to her.”
With his words, I bursted into laugh. I replied in between my laughs “It’s because I didn’t want to. Not for her. I will never let go of my enjoyments for a girl.”
Another hot chick strolled to us and wrapped her hands over my neck sitting on my lap. Wow! She looked so tempting. I held her waist pulling her close to me. I started kissing her arms while my palm kept squeezing her thighs.
I gazed at Roman saying “Roman, don’t be a Romeo man. Enjoy the life.”
Roman smirked at me and walked to the blondie whom he rejected. They both started kissing and walked to a room. I stood from there and threw the girl on my shoulder. We entered a room and I bolted the door. The girl took off her shirt seductively. I smirked noticing how desperate she was for me. I pushed her to the bed and I straddled over her. I broke the kiss after kissing her so hard that left her short for breath. I took off my shirt and my head started spinning. When I was about to tear her clothes off, I saw a cute, innocent girl instead of that hot and sexy chick.
I shook my head shutting my eyes tightly. Without opening my eyes I started kissing and sucking her neck for which she started moaning. Hearing her sounds made me turn on more. I was hearing her dirty moans telling how she was begging me to take her but when I opened my eyes everything was getting stopped. I was seeing a complete different girl. I was seeing Stella. What the fuck!
I tried to not remember her face but I was failing. Why the fuck am I seeing Stella’s face? Though I tried to ignore it and continue with her, the remembrance of Stella’s face was making me stop enjoying with the girl. Finally I gave up with my inner battle and stood from there.
I strolled away after wearing my shirt, leaving the girl alone. I knew she had been cursing me under her breath but I couldn’t help it. Stella’s face was making me irritated. What the hell happened to me?
I walked to the living room where everyone else were enjoying. I told Dan that I was leaving and asked him to inform Roman that I left.
I got in my car and started to drive off there. My eyes were blurred and I kept seeing her face everywhere. I didn’t understand what the fuck was happening to me but one thing was sure. I was going crazy. I stopped the car and washed my face with water. Then I continued driving though my eyes were drooping and my head was spinning. Somehow I reached my home without hitting any vehicle or the worst without getting admitted in the hospital as a result of any accident.
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(Stella’s POV)
The best thing about weekends and holidays were we can enjoy the whole night, sleep late and can wake up late. No one shouts at us to move the lazy ass off the bed. Especially moms.
I sat on the bed yawning. I moved a little to take my cell phone that was on the table. I turned it on and noticed Vickie’s missed calls as well as message notifications from her.
Seriously? Why the hell that bitch called me?
Before I opened the notifications, Anna entered in crying. I threw my cell phone aside and stood from the bed looking at her confused.
“Anna?”
She hugged me and kept crying her eyes out. I felt so scared looking at her. I patted her back calming her though I didn’t understand why she was sobbing. I made her sit on the bed asking “Anna! What happened to you?”
“Roman… Roman…” She started hiccupping. I gave her the water bottle and she drank.
“What happened to Roman? Does something happened to him?” A jolt of fear crawled over my body.
“He said he only committed to me but it was false.” She continued crying.
“Anna! I don’t understand.”
She showed me a video on her cell phone. It was sent by Vickie. There was Harry too along with Roman. They were talking about enjoying with the girls. My vision blurred when tears started forming my eyes. A girl sat on Harry’s lap and he was talking about enjoying with her. Roman started kissing a girl and they strolled to a room. Harry walked away carrying the girl. What the!
Tears fell on my cheeks and no word came out from my mouth. I felt my heart broken into million pieces. How could Harry do that? Though I didn’t propose him I was his girlfriend and Roman… he was loving Anna. Harry provoked Roman to do the things. Anger rushed through me and tears kept streaming down continuously.
“They never loved us really.” Anna kept crying.
I wiped my tears and told her “Anna! Please don’t cry. They will answer us for what they did. Call Roman.”
“I already did. He kept apologising me. He asked me to meet but I didn’t.”
I cupped her cheeks saying “Anna! The video says it’s Harry’s fault. Roman was saying he was committed to you but it’s Harry, who changed him. Meet Roman. Hit him, shout at him and do whatever you want then decide a thing. Got it?”
Anna nodded her head and hugged me. She then stood from the bed and walked away to meet him. I was bursted into tears pulling my hair frustratingly. A mix of sadness, anger, frustration and all the emotions welled inside me and I couldn’t control them anymore. I quickly got ready and walked to Harry’s house.
I didn’t even talked to Granny properly. I walked upstairs and reached Harry’s room. He was sitting on the chair near the swimming pool. I walked forward and stood beside him.
“Stella?” Harry stood from the chair looking at me.
“Where were you last night?” I gritted my teeth.
“What?” he narrowed his eyebrows.
“Where were you and what the hell were you doing last night?” I shouted.
He clenched his jaw and shifted his gaze away from mine.
“Fucking girls. Am I right?” I yelled.
He kept quiet ignoring me. He was not even looking at me.
“Speak.” I shouted angrily and hit his chest with my palms.
“Yes. What’s your problem?” he shouted back.
I scoffed hearing his answer and shouted “How can you do that? Did you forget you have a girlfriend? You even made Roman do the things. Anna is crying.”
“Why the fuck are you making a scene now? Just because you are my girlfriend doesn’t think I will act like you wish.”
I was frozen hearing him and my tears didn’t stop. I wiped them saying “Okay. Leave about us. Why did you do this to Anna? She treated you like a brother, Harry.”
“Stop accusing me like I had done a very big crime. It’s just for one night and it’s not a big deal. Yes I made Roman do the thing because I didn’t want to see Roman’s life tied only to your friend. I wanted him to have his own fun.”
I scoffed hearing him and shouted “You can’t talk like this. Anna is crying out there.”
“Look Stella! Do not make a scene. If she wants, tell her she can enjoy with another guy but not shackle my cousin, restricting him to not enjoy his own life.”
With his words, my rage grew high and he got a hard slap from me. His face fell to a side and I could see he was fuming.
“How dare you?” he held my arms shouting.
I pushed him back shouting “Fuck you, Harry. I never thought you would speak like this. I feel like shouldn’t have met you.”
“No one is stopping you to leave from my life now.”
“If leaving is this simple for you then why you kept roaming around me? Why did you show me that much care? Why did you force me to be your girlfriend in the first place?”
“Because I wanted to enjoy the word Stella’s first boyfriend. The girl who doesn’t even care anyone, fell for me.”
“This is why you forced me to be your girlfriend? You don’t have any feelings on me.” I kept crying. “What about that night in your room? The night when we were about to had it.”
“It’s just one night. It was just an enjoyment. You… you asked me to not stop, right?”
I gasped hearing his answer. I fell on my knees and kept sobbing. I began slapping my cheeks frustratingly as I understood how much wrong step I had taken. He just treated me like all other girls.
“Stella?” Harry stepped forward and I stopped him showing my palm “Don’t. Don’t come near to me.”
I stood from there and stepped back. I kept shouting “Just one night? Is it so, Harry? Did you think I just wanted to be fucked by you like all other girls? I was a fool. A total fool to start admiring you. To cherish you. To trust you and to love you, Harry.”
“What?” he looked confused.
“I loved you Harry. I’ve been loving you. I loved you much that I decided to give myself to you.” I shouted at top of my lungs.
He was taken aback with by outburst. He said “You knew I won’t get into any commitments or any serious things.”
“Yes I know. But why did you care me much? Showed me much affection? Fought for me? Helped me always? Made me feel like I’m special to you? Made me feel like you too love me like I do?”
Harry stood like a rock without even moving. I didn’t understand whether he was framing words to answer me or he was just ignoring me but one thing I understood clearly. I made a big mistake in my life. The mistake of loving a person who doesn’t even care about others feelings.
I turned back and started to leave but before I left, I told him “You broke my heart, Harry. I don’t think it can be fixed again easily.”
I ran away wiping my tears. It felt I was not going away from his house but from his life.