Kate
Days turns into weeks and weeks turns into months ….. but Alex indifference towards Aria was same … He never give her any love or kisses whenever he came from office …. he just picked Emma and played with her even Emma notice that and asks him why don’t he give kisses and hugs to Aria that he give to her …. Alex looked very uncomfortable and tried to make any excuse… he never even goes to nursery to check on her once or how she is doing, I even doubt that he have any idea that that Aria is now 6 months old and she started to grow daily so healthy and beautiful … that one look at her will make any one falls in love with her….
I usually have to keep Aria out of Alex way because of one incident he clearly told that when he is in the home Aria should be not around
That incident started…. Alex was having a very important call from office… and Aria was keep crying so loudly… Alex was becoming extremely annoyed and disturbed… he told me to take her somewhere… I didn’t know he just put some important papers in the lounge….
Aria was getting very fussy to be in her room so I brought her outside the room and started roaming around with her in the house suddenly Martha called me to come in kitchen … some dish she was making is not coming up good … I put Aria in her baby chair n give her the toy to distract her…. When I was in the kitchen within 2 minutes I heard Aria was crying so loudly and Alex was cursing again nd again…. my heart dropped when I heard them … I run and saw Aria was crying so hysterically I become so worried that something is happening to her I automatically picked her asked her ‘ What’s wrong my baby… Are you hurt… tell me … please tell mama.. what happened… Oh my god Alex you tell me what happened’
He looked so angry and intense ‘ Nothing happened to her… she dropped the glass of water on these paper… these were so fucking important… I just unintentionally said loudly what the fuck…. she get scared’
I become angry ‘ what’s wrong with you Alex she is just a baby… she didn’t even know what she did… n you shouted at her …. n know she is too scared …’
He looked defensively ‘I know but I didn’t shout at her… it was reflex action from my side…. you should have not put her here … especially when I’m home make sure she is in her room….. ‘
With that he storm in his office.
I kissed Aria and coo her then told her that mama will protect her from everything… and I start crying with Aria softly.
That was few months ago….. today was Emma first day of school… she is going to play group, my Emma is in no mode of going
‘ But mama I want to play with Aria no with new peepls’ Emma. said
I gently told her ‘ Baby you can come after school and play with Aria and its only 4 hours and it’s peoples not peepls OK…’
With that Alex came and picked up Emma kissed his head ‘ Baby girl your mama is right its only few hours and your going to be back soon… now lets have breakfast first and then you can tell me what do you want for your coming birthday’
Well that take all worries off our Emma.
In our the dinning room we were having breakfast … Alex said ‘ Kate are you sure you can pick Emma on time?… I mean with your gym and yoga thing’
I have started yoga after Aria… Rachel become my companion in that….
I replied ‘ of course no problem… I will be free till that time and pick up Emma’
Emma said ‘ Daddddddyyy…. listen na I want horsey baby for my birthday’
Me and Alex laughed for her obsession with horses and ponies
Alex replied ‘ you mean a pony… what do you gonna do with that… you don’t even know how to ride’
Emma said ‘ I know daddy I know to ride … and you will help also… please daddy ‘
Alex smiled ‘ OK we will see… but no promises’
Emma pout ‘OK daddy but I know you will buy me’
Alex and me just laughed at her cute assumptions.
Martha come in the dinning room holding Aria baby food in a bowl…. which I found to be quite full
Martha said ‘ Mrs Alex Aria is not having her breakfast I tried but she is throwing it and crying…’
I replied ‘ she was not having my feed too… this is very important she have this… give this to me I will check’
Martha reluctantly said ‘ I think she is becoming cranky just sitting all the time in a room… I thought to take her outside the garden but today is little cold so avoided it’
Martha knows I can’t bring Aria outside when Alex is there… I just asked Martha just give me the bowl I will try…
Emma said ‘ mama bring Aria here she will eat here ‘
I saw Alex become tense so I said ‘ hmm I think Aria is not hungry … but she will cry here more and disturb everyone… so I will feed her in nursery..
I went to nursery and picked up my crying baby… Looking at her my heart breaks that what a terrible mother I’m … she clearly want to go out … but because of Alex I can’t… my baby have to gone through this so many time and I don’t know how I will stop this
I decided to take her with me during gym… may be out of home she will be less cranky
I said to Aria ‘ oh baby I know I’m bad Mommy but I love you so much I will take you out for a little walk … now open your mouth and eat this yummy food’
I was trying to feed her but it was all in vain… then I found the door was knocked and saw it was Alex .
‘ we are leaving ‘
I replied ‘ oh give a second I coming’
Alex replied ‘ no need you relax …. I just…. you can bring her outside during breakfast now a days… its OK …. we will be not disturb’
I looked Alex with stunt expression and with that he left.
Alex
‘Alex’ Kate moaned
It was driving me crazy when she is lost in passion and when I know she is so close…. I pounded her sex with force she was breathing heavily and then we both get come together ….
I was lying on top of her, I was kissing her delicate neck… every time with her is electrifying.
I removed my body from her n lay next with her… she was smiling softly and lovingly at me… that it hurts me… for her… cause I knew long before she had feeling for me.. but now I know she might be falling for me… which is not good … cause I can never be that man she wants and so much deserve …. I’m still living in my past, my heart cant move on that fast…
In order to stop feeling guilty I stand abruptly ‘ Are you taking on pills on time ‘
She looked confused ‘ yeah I’m… as doctor has suggested ‘
I replied ‘ good… you should take it regularly… I don’t want any mishap again’
As soon as I said those words I found Kate to flinched…. I know I hurt her with my words… again… fuck I said her child to be mishap … what the heck is wrong with me.
Kate with expressionless face said ‘ I won’t disappoint you again’
With that my heart drops and I closed my eyes… I felt Kate to be moving slowly to the bathroom…
After a minute I found the baby monitor to be vibrated … and I hear lightly Aria was crying…. Kate keeps her word, the baby monitor volume is quite low even I cant hear it most night, mostly Kate woke up before Aria cry … like she knows the schedule of it…. I know she is too tired most of the time but she is keeping everything in order from keeping Emma as first priority and fulfilling my needs and requirements and managing a baby like a pro…
Aria was crying now loudly … I hope Kate gets out of the wash room soon… after a minute Kate cames out fresh after taking a shower
I said ‘ She is crying ‘ while pointing at the monitor
She looked scared by that and without saying anything she want to nursery
If I ever said this to Emily she would have give me of a hell time that why wouldn’t I go myself help the baby…
But Kate is so different… so soft and understanding…
After coming back to bed take looked worried but keep quite… I felt something was bothering her…
I said ‘ what’s wrong’
She looked at me and shake her head…. I asked again while turning my body towards her
She replied ‘ ah…. I think… Aria is little sick …. I felt her body to be little hot…. I hope nothing is wrong may be im overreacting… ‘
I also become little worried With that news… my heart also have a weird sensation.. which I don’t want to name it …. I don’t know how to respond then I said ‘don’t worry it might be nothing … by morning she will be OK..’
My answer might be cold but I hope to god its true….
She give me a sad smile ‘ yeah I hope so’
She then said ‘ so tonight is Emma’s birthday … everything is almost ready … but you have to picked up the cake from bakery OK don’t forget that’
I laughed ‘ Emma’s birthday cake if I ever forget I will have hell to pay… so everything is getting along …. without the catering and party organizer thingy… and also the guest list?-”
She smiled ‘ don’t, worry caterers will be on time … and since its in our garden… so arrangement will be done easily… about the guest list I called everyone … if you want to invite someone else do tell me’
I told her that its a big day tomorrow we just rest.