Kate
My little angry pinked princess enter this world 5:30 in the morning she was crying with her strong lungs… when the doctor laid her on my arms… it was such a beautiful moment that I will never forget till my last breath… she was breath taking… she got Alex blue grey eyes and Alex’s unique light brown with golden touch hair…. she looked like him with my lips … I stare at her… then I start crying that what a beautiful thing I have created… she is so precious that I want to protect her from every harmful things.
Rachel and Shawn soon came to the hospital before they were taking me to the labour room.. Shawn was shocked I was all alone … but I told him that Alex has to be there because it was urgent… soon I was then taken to the labour room…
After my delivery, I was sent to ward … then I was fall asleep.
When my eyes open for I don’t know how many hours… I saw Alex was there lying awkwardly in the hospital chair… I called his name… he doesn’t respond … I found him in wrinkle clothes and he was deep in sleep … I called him again … then he respond
‘Kate’
I said ‘ Alex… for how long were you sleeping in this chair … ‘
He confused, looked at his watch ‘ may be for 2 hours … its 8:30 in the morning’
I replied ‘ you should go home… you look so tired’
He said ‘ I’m OK… I’m not gonna leave you alone… when I heard your voice message I become so scared… I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you’
I replied ‘ you have to be in Canada too… don’t feel bad apparently you could not help me .. you don’t know how to deliver our baby girl’
He laughed, then became still when he heard that we had a girl
I can’t stop myself and asked ‘ Have you seen her yet?…’
He looked down ‘ No…. I came directly to you and then I fall asleep’
I replied ‘ Do you want to see her?’
He replied ‘ Kate…. I… you need rest… ‘
He kissed my forehead to leave.
Alex
Everything is falling apart… I don’t know what to do and what not to do.
Shawn came he give me a coffee … I was sitting in the sitting area…. I tell Shawn ‘ thanks dude and not just for the coffee… for being here …. thanks a lot’
He shrug ‘ never mind dude… it was nothing… I wished you had been here too on time… Kate really needed you… but I now understand about your deal…. so did you informed kates parents … they should be here too.
I replied ‘ no I didn’t … tKate’s father’s has taken Emma to Disneyland … maybe that’s why they are not here but I’m going to call them soon’
He looked little annoyed he said ‘ you know Kate had called them too when she can’t reach you… her stepmother picked the phone but never listen to her or asked why she called, then she hunged up on her…. a normal person will think why would she called them at this time but her parents never called her back to even check her…. but a shitty parents they are…. I remember when Emily was in labour Mr and Mrs Evan never left for a single moment … but what they are doing to Kate is unbelievable’
I just sighs loudly …. tKate was so alone on her difficult time of her life no one was there for her…. not even me….. I feel like shit that people around Kate don’t give a shit about her…. I remember Emily time and Kate was there all the time., her parent’s hold Emma and brought gifts, even threw a house warming party, now no one was happy for Kate’s new born baby… no one even congratulated her…. fuck I’m also one of them…
Shawn said’ Have you seen your daughter… she is just like you…. what a beautiful thing she is… you will fall in love with her…. well I have clearly fall for her…. now I can’t wait to have my own kids’
I become still and shocked … Shawn must see my face.’ You still haven’t seen your daughter…. but a ungrateful fool you are… dude at least see her, may be it change your mind’
I want to but that promise I made with myself with Emily. .. with Emily’s mom … that Emma, is my only kid… fuck I can’t lose control..
I replied ‘ stop it Shawn its too much for me … I need a break…
With that I went for a walk.