Chap 26

Book:One Sided Love Published:2024-6-3

Alex
Kate stand up and started to move towards her balcony which has swing chair… she sit there her hair was flying with light breeze , she look so breathtaking….
I sit with her then said ‘ Kate I… this is not an easy thing what im going to say but believe me my intention was never to hurt you… but I Alway do hurt you … maybe I will still hurt you in future but please please forgive me … I’m so so sorry … when Shawn and my mom told me what Helen said… I just felt that I should kill myself for insulting you and for not supporting you…. Kate please say something … hit me.. yell at me… god I deserve this but please say something’
She was still not looking at me… she had a very calm but sad expression
Then I held her face nand plead her to say something but she turns looked at the sky.
Then she said ‘ Alex I know you feel guilty … you always say sorry for your action… but yesterday I need you a lot … you a made a promise that you won’t love me or my baby but you will respect us… but yesterday it shows you forgot your promise … you never trusted me … when ever some one say something about me you believe that…. but what hurts the most when you told my father and Helen that I trapped you and that you don’t want this baby … it fucking kills me ..’
I replied ‘ Baby please forgive me… I said this when things were tough between us and your parents were blaming you so I have to say something to show them that no one will take Emma and Emily place… please Kate forgive me’
I kneel down next to her lap, I apologized again and again… then Kate always the kind soul run her hands on my hair, said ‘ Alex I know you will do this something like this again … I forgive you for now…’
I kissed her. then said ‘ thank you thank you thank you … Kate I will try to not hurt you… but have demons in there which I’m trying to not bring them out again… pplease bear with me’
She give me a sad smiled then kissed me… I was so lost in the moment that she loudly moaned and I realized I was touching her inner part, dam she was wet
She flushed by her moans and quietly said ‘ sorry.. its my hormones which makes me so..’
She looked embarrassed what she was saying
I finished her sentence ” you become horny ‘ I said with a teasing smile
Kate blushed she said ‘ oh my god.. its..
I replied ‘shh babe.. its OK to tell me everything about your body… I loved to satisfied you… as long as I remember I made a promise to you yesterday that I still have needs to full filled… but if you don’t feel…
Kate ‘ Alex I want you.. so please don’t stop what you are doing’
Well who is stopping me now I Kate her to the bed, then fulfilled my promise three times in a night.
Kate
When we are finished Alex and I were breathing loudly, my body so content that all I want to do was sleep after this strong pleasure worthy love making… Alex was looking very tense, he then said ‘ ‘kate I just want to ask one more thing which I should ask before but its bothering me a lot now… did you listen to me and Shawn at Emily’s wedding?’
I looked embarrassed and realized that yesterday I have said those things and now Alex will think I was eavesdropping..
I replied ‘ Alex… hmm.. yes I did… but it was by chance not deliberately..
Alex has horrified expression ‘ why didn’t you say something at that time to me… even to Emily… she would have given me hell for that’
I replied ‘ it was not important… you guys were married.. I was disturbing your marriage life because of your opinion about me… I think was OK to let it go’
Alex replied ‘ shit … damn shit … I have been hurting you for a long time and you never said a word… you should believe me I don’t believe those words any more… I was a fool to say something about you’
I kissed his cheeks then say ‘ it was in the past Alex… I forgot it, you also forget it’
He passionately kissed me.. then I dozed to sleep .