Alex
– Fuck…. there is seriously something wrong with me …. I can’t control my lust and anger when ever iI’ with tKate… she bring the best and worse out in me …. but still if something happen to tKate by my action I would have never forgive myself ….. she looked so scared of me like I’m going to kill her baby… damn those feelings kill me …
Shawn enter the room he looked a little disturbed then said
‘ what happen to Kate she is not looking good may be you should…’ may be he looked into my expression and realized iI’m the one who upset Kate.
He said ‘ man! What the hell is wrong with you if you hate her so much then don’t marry her… but fucking realized that she is pregnant with your child whom you are clearly abandoning before the birth…. your such a bastard’
I looked to him ‘ Shawn don’t fucking start I know what I’m doing and your my lawyer so fucking support me’
He said ‘ I wish I wasn’t your lawyer…. that fucked up thing do did in pre-nup is beyond unacceptable and how can you fucking disown your unborn child …. it is not the babies fault dude…. for god sake looked at your actions and think what you are doing to this child’
I replied ‘ I don’t want this baby … I never wanted this … Emma is my only child she deserves everything …. Emily was my world and I lost her but Emma is the only thing left of Emily I will never fucking share myself with other baby …. she is my first priority not that baby ‘
I know I’m acting like a cruel bastard but that’s truth I can’t lose Emma.
Shawn looked disgusted with me and said that its time to get married.
When I enter the office I looked at Kate’s father, he was there and having a word with Kate… well honestly it was looking he was accusing Kate again about something the way Kate was listening with broken expression … at that moment I felt as if I should defend her, but I stop myself, when I was closer to then I heard Kate father’s saying
‘good riddance’ ‘ whore of a mother’ ‘ a disappointment ‘ …. by looking at Kate I can imagine that it was truly killing her… never understand why can’t he accept take his own daughter … then I thought this is exactly i was doing with my unborn baby.
The next hours was blur we got married… signed some documents … Kate father’s hug me and completely ignored her.. my mother tells Kate to eat something … then Kate and me were sitting in the car and going to fucking home sweet home.
Kate
I was so tired with today, all the happening has made me feel sick… after my incident with Alex.. I try to keep quite in the car and looked outside the window …. Alex was also tense but I don’t know about what now …. so I didn’t bother him …. when we reached home I stood awkwardly in the lounge no idea in which room I am going to stay in …. Alex want to cabinet n made a drink for himself n keep looking me very strangely … he came closer to me then slightly run a finger in my cheeks by then he looked behind me n his expression changes and he become again heartless angry man … when i looked behind what he saw that makes him so angry … it was the large picture of Emily n Alex wedding day displayed in the sitting area …. he said
‘ your room is ready it is two door next to emmas .. go n have rest … the maid will do the unpacking of your stuff tomorrow’
I was little confused he said my room does he mean he will still stay at his old room not with me…. will sometime I really want to laugh at my thoughts that why would he want to share a room with me… im just an unwanted wife… a disappointment like my father said
Alex said ‘ dnt stand here like that, look Kate today my emotions are every where so plz dnt test my patience ‘
I moved to my new room, without my husband… so that’s how I start my new journey.