“W-what? I can’t…. I can’t do that!” I really can’t do that. Im not a murderer! I can’t do such a thing. Even if, he is so bad, I can’t just kill him. I don’t want to be in jail.
“But, it c-could save y-you. Just l-listen to me s-summer. Y-you have no choice.” its manners. do i really need to kill him? It could save me? But how?
But, how will I trust Ryan?! He is a vampire too! He wants my blood too! They were all vampires, even Rin!
Just trust him summer!
“How?” I asked in a serious tone. Im desperate. if these are just the only way to save myself from him, then i will.
He didn’t speak but he pointed the small box near to us. I quickly grabbed and opened it. Its kinda hard to open because the box is made of wood, but I manage to open it using a hammer that I saw behind me. my eyes grew bigger when i saw a silver knife inside it. Damn, thinking that I must kill him makes me feel very guilty. I never kill people and I know, this will be hard for me to do.
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before I leave from the hidden place or whatever, I helped Ryan to get out of the silver chain because he is catching his breath. He is tired and it is because of the silver chain that is tied up in his wrist.
“I’m sorry, teacher. i never meant to do it, Im just shocked because of what you were trying to do…” i lied. Im not even sorry. Damn him! After trying to rape me? You should be the one to say sorry!
He sighs. “Sorry, I thought…. You were ready” what the fvcking fvck?! Im not ready, for fvck sake! I never wanted to be raped! I swear, I’ll kill him for sure. Im not going to give him my virginity, not to my psycho teacher. And not to anyone else!
And do I look ready, am I really fighting? Annoying! I want to do nothing because of the annoyance I feel. how did he say that I’m ready when he saw how much I wanted to break free earlier?
“It’s fine, teacher. I was just surprised earlier so I suddenly panicked, and one more thing I can’t give my dignity to someone like you.” after I said the last thing I said my eyes widened, especially when I saw the teacher’s mouth hanging open and with anger in his eyes.
I immediately took back what I said. “I-I mean, someone like you isn’t r-ready yet. Like me.” I said, his anger immediately disappeared and was replaced by a soft expression. “Sweetheart, im ready. You don’t know how i control myself not to ravish you. So, please. say that you’re ready. I really want to have our own family.” he pleased but i just laughed very awkwardly.
“Teacher, I-I’m not ready yet. W-don’t rush me” I looked away because his eyes were pleading. Summer, you’re here to kill him. don’t let him fool you once again, using his face. Not again.
“Sweetheart, I want you jealous just like before we went like this. But I know, you’re being like this to me because you have many questions to ask. So, ask me and I’ll answer it”
Yes, answer it teacher. make sure you’re not telling lies.
Yes, answer it teacher. Make sure you’re not telling lies.
“Please, sweetheart. I want you to love me like you did before.” he begs and i give him my sweetest fake smile. I secretly rolled my eyes because of what he said. I want you to love me like you did before? I never loved him. Its just my thought.
“Okay, then. What’s with you and Samantha? Don’t you ever dare tell lies, teacher.” I raised my eyebrow and waited until he spoke. “What do you mean? What’s with Samantha—-?” I cut him off. Shit! still telling lies! Still denying it!
“Damn it, Lucas! Stop denying it! Just spill it out!” I shouted with anger. I want to hear what is the truth and I’ll never get what I want if he’ll deny it every time I ask him. It’s about my friend, yeah. she is still my friend although she tried to kill Michaela—our friend.
“But im telling you the truth. I never had a relationship with your friend—”
“Then, what about the hospital? You even shouted at me and walked towards her! Now, tell me teacher. Tell me!” I can’t believe this. I can’t.
I don’t know why I’m acting like this. Its neither like nor love. I don’t feel love towards him, even like. I know, I’m just curious. Curious about them.
“Its about Samantha’s twin sister. Her name is Svetlana. Svetlana was the one who tried to kill your friend.”
What the fuck? She has a twin?!
“I was there to talk to Samantha about her twin for hurting your friend, because I never thought she’ll do that. Svetlana was a good friend of mine, not until she confessed her feelings towards me. At that time, I already met you so, i tried to avoid her. But then, i found out that she has a twin. and its samantha. I found out too that Samantha is your friend so I manage to get close to Samantha and ask her some random questions about you. Svetlana found out that I like you that time, she even blackmailed me. We’ve been boyfriend and girlfriend for years, but im not really into her. she was mad at me because of trying to get some more information about you. And then we broke up.” he explained. “She promised herself that she’ll hurt you no matter what happened. She is very desperate. And then, days had passed after that, I talked to her to stop but then, she kissed me. she asked me to kiss her back and i did. Because she promised, she’ll not go to hurt you but then, I saw her trying to kill your friend.” he added.
“I-its all your fault, t-teacher. If you didn’t love me, these will never happen. Michaela won’t be there at the hospital.” I blame him. yes, its all his fault! I thought it was me! Damn that Svetlana, how dare she hurt my best friend! I even slapped Samantha because I thought it was her who tried to kill Michaela.
“I know sweetheart, I know” he smiled at me. And he holds my cheeks but I slap his hand. “I heard you talking to that fvcking doctor. You want my friend dead. How c-could you!” i scolded him and i tried to calm my self not to slap him but i can’t. I slap him, very hard. And I never regret slapping his face.
“Its for your punishment, sweetheart. i told you before, i’ll kill your family and friends if you’ll tell them everything. You’re being stubborn, you did tell them. So, even I don’t want your friend to get hurt. I must kill her because of what you did.” he smirks darkly. He holds my chin before placing his cold lips against mine.
“I will never forget what happened, sweetheart. Because, it lead us to be here. Alone with you. We both know, We’re meant to be. You just keep denying it.” he whispered to my ear before licking my earlobe. he kissed my neck down to my collar bone, he even sniffed my collar before I felt his fangs inside it.
It hurts. It does, but I can’t even speak a word. I didn’t bother stopping him. All I can feel is the pain and the warm tears that fall from my eyes down to my cheeks and neck. I’m tired, I’m so tired. I can’t escape from him. Should I stay? But I have to kill him! Killing him is the only choice that I have. But I can’t even move my body. How? Please god, help me.
I felt his fangs inside my neck. He leans me down to his bed so he can sip my blood properly. I felt nothing but the pain. I don’t care if I’ll run out of blood. If I die because of this, then fine. I won’t fight against it. I just want to say…
I’m tired.
To be continued…