three days had passed and im still here, with him. I’m still thinking about those words, about turning into a vampire and I hate to admit, I can’t escape this. I don’t know how and when I will turn into a vampire like him. And I know, its coming and I can’t stop it.
I’m scared!
“Sweetheart, stop overthinking.” he whispered before hugging me very tight. He sounds so very concerned to me but deep inside, he is happy about me turning a vampire. I guess he always prayed for this to come, and yeah, its coming. I hate the fact that the Lord granted his wish. does lord really have a plan for me? Or, does the Lord want me to be like this?
I sobbed a little so I covered my mouth with a blanket to stop the next sobs that would escape from my mouth. “Aw, is that what we called, Tears of joy?” he asked and started kissing my nape. those kind of words hit me. Tears of joy? Why can’t he feel the pain that im lifting? I want to be a normal girl who is always busy, studying, hanging out with friends, and be with my own family but then, teacher ruined it. The day he showed up at our school, he already ruined my dream. he ruined everything that i have. And now, I’m going to be like him. I don’t want to be immortal.
“T-teacher, I don’t want to be like you. P-please…. Just let me go” I turned around to face him. i saw pain through his eyes like what my eyes are but he manages to keep a cold face. “I won’t let you go, sweetheart. You’re my world, my life. If I’ll loose you, how will I live? Please, don’t be selfish.” he then wiped my tears off. “I’m not, teacher…. I’m not selfish, because you are. you’re the selfish one, you’re doing these for your own good. You are thinking about yourself being broken. How about me? I just want to have freedom, but you’re not letting me have it. You’ve been hurting me, physically and emotionally.”
“Maybe, I am. But, I want you to be happy with me. I don’t give a damn, sweetheart. I will and I can kill every person who loves you and you love. I can do—” I cut his words.
“Stop it, teacher…. S-stop using people that I love against me. You know, that’s my weakness.” I cried. Why is it that every time I feel the love of my life, I keep silent and cry? I can’t always do anything but agree to what he wants to happen when it has to do with my family and friends.
“I know, just listen to me and they’ll be good. obey your master, sweetheart” he smirked. His words sound like teasing and I hate it.
I hate how he manipulates me. And im so stupid! I’m so stupid because I let him manipulate me. And Im still letting him manipulate me.
the way he wipes my tears, i already knew, he is teasing me as if he wants me to do it. Damn, I can smell his blood. Just now I felt the thirst since a few days ago so I grabbed his arm then buried my fang.
his fresh blood can make me feel thirsty.
“Hmm…” I said weakly while continuing to suck the blood from his pulse. I don’t know if he feels the pain the way I sip his blood, but im thankful. He didn’t even bother to stop me.
“See? Sweetheart, you can’t even do anything to stop. i can feel, you love being with me. Stop denying it.” he whispered and wiped my lips using his thumb.
“I d-did that because im thirsty. Not because I love being with you. Stop this shit, teacher. I swear, Once I get out of here, I’ll tell them everything.” I warn him and slaps his hands that are now on my cheeks. Its not that hard but I saw how his mouth opened.
“Like, I’ll let you. Come on, sweetheart. You don’t know what’s on my mind right now.” he smirked devilishly. I don’t like his way of smiling. But I knew I had to get up from the bed and run away from him.
“Nah ah, sweetheart.” He then dragged me back to the bed. I was led by fear and panic, so the only thing I could do was to struggle, especially when his body approached me.
“No, no no no! Please, im begging you! Don’t do this! I-i promise! I’ll be a good girl, p-please… Teacher!” I begged but I only cried more when I heard the sound of something being torn and I didn’t make a mistake because I wasn’t wearing anything else.
“Of course you’ll be good girl. You’ll obey me. so, stop fighting back and Let me unhook your bra.” he said but I continued sobbing and fighting. I couldn’t kick him because he was sitting on my knee.
“N-no! I don’t want to…. That’s right! t-stop….” I pleaded and tried to fight him because he was trying to remove my underwear. I couldn’t move my hand because he was holding it very tightly.
“Damn it, sweetheart. You’re so sexy.” he whispered to my ear and then, he licked it. disgusting Terrible. I don’t want to lose something that I care about just because of this. I want to give it to the person I love and not to a bad person—who after all is not a person.
“Don’t do this to me, please. I’m begging you, stop.” I can barely recognize my voice because I’m having trouble moving and I’m sweating profusely even though the room is air-conditioned. “Ah, summer… continue doing that” he moaned as he pointed to my knee hitting the thing in the middle of his thigh every time I tried to move my legs. He wasn’t naked because he was only wearing boxer shorts.
I poured all my strength to lift my knee then kicked the object in the middle of his thigh. He immediately got rid of me and I took that big chance to get out. I stood up from the bed and picked up his t-shirt that was already on the floor, after all, my clothes were also ruined.
“You gotta get out of here, you gotta get out of here…. Calm down, summer, calm down.” I said to myself as I continued to run and turn in each hallway. While I was running, I saw a small piece of wood just on the floor. it looks a bit like what I’m walking on so it’s not immediately noticeable.
“W-what is it?” I asked softly as I lifted that tree and peeked under it. It’s very dark. I can’t see anything.
“Sweetheart… Stop playing hide and seek. you know, i can easily find you” i heard his footsteps, looks like, he is just near. I had no choice but to go downstairs which was very dark and slowly closed the wood. I didn’t fall because I could feel the stairs being walked on I went down to an even darker place.
before I reached the end of the stairs, I immediately heard the sound of a chain rattling. I couldn’t move right away and was thinking twice whether I should stay inside or go out.
“H-hmm…” I heard that voice that made me feel even more afraid. what if, its teacher? Was it from the teacher? Is it his voice?
“S-summer? I-i-is that y-you?” I still hear it. It’s obvious that he’s having trouble speaking, but how did he recognize me right away? Besides, the teacher is not your voice.
But maybe he’s just pretending!
That’s right. What if he just pretends to be someone else so that when I approach him, he will take me again? But I can’t confirm that if I don’t approach where the voice is coming from. Fvck this curiosity. I wanted to ignore the voice but I can’t. i feel like, its very important to talk to that guy from the dark. Even if I don’t want to feed my curiosity, I still went down the stairs and tried to find the voice that I just heard minutes ago.
I kept walking and walking until I felt something in my head. I pulled it down and the lights turned on, I wanted to get out of here when I saw blood and many sharp things, not until I saw Ryan with a silver chain on his wrist. He is wearing a short but only short. He looks very weak and tired.
“R-ryan?” I asked silently as he turned his head up to face me. “S-summer…”
“Ryan w-what happened? You don’t look fine….” I asked again and started to walk towards him.
“Y-you wanted t-to k-kill him… R-right?” it asked. I want to answer Yes but I don’t want to kill him, I don’t want to be a killer like him. I can’t do that either, my conscience can’t handle it.
“I don’t know…” I whispered. It’s true, I don’t really know the answer or how I should answer him. Its not like, i wanted to kill teacher but he is fvcking sick as a psycho. He will hurt me again and again. I can’t endure it.
“A-as far as I know, Vampires are not easy to kill if you d-didn’t know how to…. But, Rin t-told me… If you stab the Vampire’s heart using a s-silver knife, they’ll die…”
“U-using a silver chain to a Vampire c-can make us w-weak, so please…. S-save your self f-from my cousin….
please, kill h-him”
To be continued…