She tried to get rid of grip subconsciously, “Roan, let go of me, let go of me.” She had never been with a man like that. Halle was freaked out.
“Halle, please don’t leave me.” Instead of releasing her, the man tightened his arm even more. She opened her mouth wide and didn’t know how to confront him, and all of a sudden he turned around and pinned Halle down on the bed.. At the same time, his handsome face appeared above her.
“Halle, please don’t leave me…” Roan continued to whisper when his thin lips gradually got close to Halle. Halle felt she was almost out of breath at that moment…
“Hah…” Halle’s heart was pounding, while her moan was drowned in that man’s kisses. Roan kissed her gently on her lips, as if they were acting in some idol drama. So romantic, so fancy that made her drown.
Halle suddenly lost her strength and didn’t know how to resist.
She simply felt dizzy after getting drunk.
The man’s hands naturally went down when they were kissing. He was unbuttoning her clothes, one button after another, and there was no chance for her to fight back. But her reason told her to stop him. She waved her hands and wanted to remove his hand, while Roan’s hand was like a heavy stone that was hardly to move. He impatiently tearing up her buttons, and with a slap sound, all of her buttons scattered everywhere, “Halle, please let me do this. Halle, I miss you so much.”
“Ah…” Halle never had sex with any man before and forgot to struggle because of the alcohol. She completely lost herself in the warm as well as ambiguous state.
Roan was still kissing her, again and again, it seemed that he enjoyed doing it and could never get tired.
“Calm down, don’t be afraid. You are so gorgeous tonight, Halle. Please let me continue, okay?” He continued to seduce her, and the way he was calling her name was so natural, as if they had been couples for many years.
She held her hands around his neck. No matter she was opening her eyes or not, she could feel that he was kissing her, leaving her body glowing and making her floating. That feeling was more dramatic than what the books said. Halle forgot who she really was and didn’t know what she was doing.
“Halle, could I continue?” Roan asked again gently. His voice was so magnetic and charming.
Halle didn’t make any sound, but kept circling with her finger on his back. She bit her lip tightly and tried not to make the moaning sound that made her embarrassed.
During that night, everything went on like a fairy tale, and everything became unrealistic. She closed her eyes tightly and listened to the pounding of her heart.
When she was in a trance, she suddenly couldn’t help shouting, “Ah…”
The pain came from the lower part of her body made her conscious. However, what had happened had happened.
When she thought she was dying from that pain, it faded away gradually.
She half opened her eyes and combed his hair with her hands. She could feel his black and smooth hair flowing between her fingers. It was short and a little bit pricky.
“Halle…” Roan called her name again, then he moaned and lied on her as if he was boneless. The atmosphere was full of the scent of alcohol and cologne.
He fell asleep. Maybe he was drunk.
Everything happened so naturally.
Without knowing why all these things happened.
Even Halle herself didn’t know what was going on.
She had her first sex with a man and he was drunk.
Her tears suddenly ran down from her eyes and she choked quietly. Roan told her before that he would never touch her if she refused him. But now, they had done everything.
She crawled her body and felt helpless in this romantic atmosphere.
Tears kept running down from her cheek, wetting her face, also wetting her heart.
She was wrong. She failed to resist his seduction.
She knew he had many women. She also knew she shouldn’t fall in love with him. However, she felt everything was out of control and she seemed to love him.
Her fingers landed on his asleep face quietly. His face was gentle and soft in the dark. She could still remember the first time she met him. At that time, she was completely drunk, and now it was his turn.
What was he thinking about?
She rubbed his eyebrow and tried to rub away his worry.
No! Suddenly she didn’t want him to know what happened tonight.
She didn’t want to look debased in his eyes.
Halle tried to stand up. She knew blood was definitely left on the sheet. If she didn’t want him to know what happened tonight, then…
She had to take care of the blood.
She walked out of his room and tried not to make any sound. The pain made it a little difficult for her to walk. She staggered to her room and turned on the light. When she saw her flushed face from the mirror, she turned on the tap and gradually washed away her exhaust and pain with warm water.
That’s something every woman would have to go through, only once in a woman’s lifetime.
But she didn’t regret since the man was Ronan.
Ronan really had done many things for her.
She appreciated what he had done for the Hill family and Natalie.
She washed out the blood, which was already dry, between her legs. Seeing the red spots on the floor, she found she still couldn’t accept the truth. Now, she was not a virgin any more.
Halle put on her rode and suddenly came up with an idea.
Ronan wouldn’t know what happened.
Halle changed to the clothes she wore before they were drinking and sneaked into Ronan’s room. She lied down beside him quietly and gradually fell asleep when smelling his scent.
However, she didn’t have a good sleep because she was worried and kept on thinking.
In the morning, Halle felt some movement. It was Ronan who was turning over and Halle was conscious immediately. When she looked up and found he was looking at her in a confused expression. She screamed out, “Ah…”
“Halle, why are you here?” Ronan asked her perplexedly. It seemed that he remembered nothing about what happened last night.
“You, just put on your clothes first.” She turned around and sat up to check her clothes. When she found she still wore the clothes on, she pretended to ask him in a relieved manner, “Ronan, you’re really not good at drinking. Why did you pull me to your room?”
“I…I don’t know.” Dumbfounded, Ronan tried to remember what happened last night and answered .
“Sorry, I’m on my period. Ronan, sorry. I dirtied your sheet. Let me wash it.” She grabbed the sheet and hid it behind her when Ronan was wearing clothes. She was pretending to cover the blood on her pants.
But the truth was there was no blood stain on her clothes.
Ronan replied in a low voice, “Just leave it there. I will ask the maid to clean it. Let me make the breakfast and send you to school.”
“No need. I can wash it.” Halle was delighted when she walked out of Ronan’s room. The sanitary pad she bought yesterday really helped her. It seemed Ronan didn’t doubt her.
She put her hands on her belly and thought how wonderful it would be if she could get Ronan’s baby. She would not complain about leaving him if that really happened.
When love came, you could not keep your heart.
She thought she really fell in love with him.
After having breakfast, Ronan drove her to school. Halle was in a trance all day. On the day when they were in the hotel, she was freaked out and she questioned him harshly. But now, she wished to cover everything up.
It was hard to understand how people would change. Even herself couldn’t explain why, but it was true that there was something going on in her heart.
She started looking forward to leave school, so that she could meet him again at night.
Every night Ronan would return home to have meals with her. When he couldn’t make it on time, he would call her to explain. Sometimes Halle thought this was the life she was looking forward to. No matter whether Ronan truly loved her or not, she felt this apartment was her home.
She really loved this feeling.
This kind of life went on for a week and she gradually got used to being with him. However, he never had sex with her like that night.
He pulled her on the sofa in the living room after having dinner, “Halle, my grandfather will be back tomorrow. Can you ask for a leave so that we can pick him up in the airport.”
“Okay.” She agreed without hesitation. It should be her obligation. Ronan had helped her to handle the problems in the Hill family and she would definitely pay him back.
“You can wear that chiffon dress. What about a pair of white kitten heel?”
“Yes.” It was his choice and Halle knew he had a good taste.
“Halle…” Ronan looked straight in her eyes and said, “My grandfather wants a grandson.” He finally told her the thing he had been worried about for a long time.
Halle knew what he meant. She was abashed and didn’t know what to say. She lowered her head and replied, “I…I am not ready.” She was afraid that she would fall in love with him and was hard to leave him in the end.
She was pleased even she only had one sex with him.
“Ok, I respect you. See you tomorrow, good night.” Ronan stood up and left a somewhat moist kiss on her forehead slightly. Halle shivered subconsciously, but he already moved away his lip and started to walk to his room.
Halle was dumbfounded on the sofa. She felt lonely when seeing his fading figure.
“The XXX flight from Hawaii has already reached the airport…” A graceful female voice came from broadcasting. Halle’s hands shivered. She suddenly became afraid of meeting Ronan’s grandfather.
Ronan’s big hand held hers, “Come on, Halle, my grandfather arrived.”
She put down the coffee cup and Ronan took her out of the VIP room in the airport. He didn’t care about the curious looks from the passengers.
Halle lowered her head to see her shoes and Ronan’s body. The moisture in her hands made her anxious. She was worried about whether Ronan’s grandfather would like her.