Hesitantly, I lift slightly and kiss him, his caution slips away as he kisses me back. His weight presses down on me, and one of his hands grip my thigh, pushing it higher up his waist as he presses his erection against me. His hardened length runs through my slick folds and hits my clit making me moan into his mouth, which he quickly swallows as he kisses me harder.
My heart beats erratically in my chest but not out of fear, just out of realizing what we are doing.
I roll my hips against him, liking the friction it causes against his heated flesh. Everything feels heightened and alive. Some dead part of me awakens, knowing he will never hurt me, and I trap myself in the confines of a past that is no longer my future, smashing through a barrier I placed to protect myself.
Andrei groans as my arousal coats his cock, but he doesn’t move. Instead, he lets me move against him as his open-mouth kisses devour the skin of my neck. His hot mouth moves lower as he dips his face, taking my hardened nipple in his mouth. My back arches, a whimpered moan leaves my lips as he flicks his tongue over it.
His hips move slowly when I feel his tip press against my core. My breathing hitches and my body’s natural reaction kicks in despite me wanting this, anticipating pain, and making my eyes clench shut.
“Open them. You are safe with me,” Andrei whispers as his lips press against the corner of my mouth. “Open your eyes for me, Sage,” Andrei repeats, and I open my eyes to see his hypnotic, penetrating gaze watching me. He presses his forehead against mine.
“Right here with you, always with you,” he grabs my hand and places it in the center of his chest, allowing me to feel the steady rhythm of his heart beating against my palm, and his arm returns to rest at the side of my face.
I nod as sparks ignite all over me, and calm washes over me in waves.
Turning my face up, I capture his lips and move my hips against him. My heart falls in time to the beat of his rhythm under my palm. Andrei pushes against me, kissing me harder, his tongue playing with mine when I feel his aroused flesh stretching me as he thrusts into me.
There is no pain, just stretching and a sense of feeling full. No violence, just his hand running up my thigh and gentle lips moving against mine as he stills inside me, waiting to see my reaction.
Andrei pulls away. I suck in a breath, and he smiles back at me. “Are you okay?” He whispers, remaining still, and I nod my head quickly.
Andrei moves his hips slightly, gauging my reaction, watching my face, and feeling me through the bond. He rocks his hips, and my walls clench around him, and he smiles, leaning down to kiss me.
He groans into my mouth, pulls out slowly, and pushes in again. I roll my hips against him, getting used to the feeling of me stretching around him as he slowly moves against me.
My hips meet his gentle movements while his lips move down my jaw to my mark. He runs his tongue over it, making my walls flutter around him and my hips buck as pleasure washes me, coating his length in my juices as he moves a little faster.
Friction builds up, and my body reacts and wants to chase the feeling, find where it ends as I move my hips, wanting him to go faster.
He growls as my heels dig into him, my nails dig into his hip while I keep tugging him to move, the other grips his hair, pulling him closer. He nips at my neck, and his canines graze and tease my skin, making my breathing heavier and my skin heat, and warmth slivers through me.
Andrei purrs, thrusting in harder but not picking up pace, and I growl at him, needing him to. When he suddenly rolls, pulling me on top of him. His cock is still buried deep within my walls. He moves so he is leaning against the headboard with me straddling him.
“You’re in control,” he whispers, pressing his lips against mine.
My hands go to his shoulders, and Andrei’s hands move to my hips, rocking me against him. Nervousness sweeps over me as he gently shows me how to move, and I roll my hips against copying the movements. His hands fall away, letting me move at my pace.
I roll my hips against him when I feel him grip my wrists, placing my hands on the headboard above his head, and I grip it, moving faster.
“That’s it, love,” he purrs before his lips wrap around one nipple while his fingers roll the other.
My body moves and clenches as I find my own rhythm, and I become lost in the feeling building within my stomach. Sparks dance along my skin as it heats the faster I move.
Euphoria rushes through my veins as I writhe above him, his hands trail down my sides, his mouth on my heated flesh. The next moment, I feel him grip my hips, and he thrusts up into me, making me gasp as he meets my movements, making me moan.
The sound is dirty and guttural like flesh slapping flesh. The room fills with the heady, exotic scents of my arousal and sex. His hand moves away, but I pull it back, wanting him to impale me on him as my stomach tightens, my muscles tense as I climb higher to the precipice, and my head falls back as he slams me down on him.
Andrei leans forward and clutches me as I ride the high of my pleasure builds, and my walls clamp down on him. He purrs loudly, and the vibration sends me plummeting over the edge, making me cry out as my walls grip him.
Everything pulsates. My orgasm ripples through me, leaving me breathless when my canines lengthen. His scent washes over me, and I sink them deep into his neck as I fall into pleasurable bliss.
My entire body feels heavy when Andrei groans, his teeth biting into me, making me clench tighter around him, milking his cock as he comes within my walls, spilling his hot seed into me and leaving me breathless as I collapse on top of him.
“I love you,” I whisper against his neck, and he chuckles, turning his face toward mine.
“I love you too,” he says, pecking my lips before moving and rolling me onto my back.
I feel heavy and relaxed, sleep wanting to take me as he pulls out of me. Andrei tucks me against his body. Goosebumps rise on my skin as the high recedes and my temperature drops. Andrei tugs the blankets up before wrapping his arms around me, and I melt against him, letting my eyes fall as sleep takes me.