I can’t care about anything anymore, I want to die with this damn devil if I can.
I love him for four years, he tortured and trampled on me for four years, now I do not love him anymore, but he still will not let me go, I’m done, all this everything I really enough, I want to kill this person, and he died with him so that he can no longer torture me, no longer can.
Marlon stopped moving and his dark, ink-like eyes looked at me as if he didn’t know me for a long time.
But the anger has burned my sanity to nothing left, I was like a mad beast with red eyes and continued to curse fiercely, cursing Marlon, cursing with the most vicious words in the world.
I don’t know how long I cursed, I don’t know how long I went crazy, for a long time, I breathed heavily and slowly calmed down, I stared at Marlon who didn’t touch me anymore with red eyes, and spat out word by word: “Marlon, if you dare to touch me again, I will definitely die for you, aren’t you not used to me not loving you anymore, if I die, you will never I love you again kind of habit!” I said, giving Marlon a cold, desperate smile.
Marlon stared deeply at me, then got up in silence, the dim light in the bedroom enveloped Marlon, I could not see the expression on his face, I heard his low husky voice slowly spoke: “Rachael, this is the path you chose, do not blame me!”
“You, what do you want?” I stared at him warily.
Marlon didn’t even look at me: “A person who misbehaves, once he has tasted the punishment, will definitely behave and will never do it again!” Marlon said, without looking back, he closed the door and left.
“Marlon you make it clear to me, you come back!” But no matter how much I shouted, Marlon didn’t come back at all.
I was suddenly very scared, very regretful, tears lost control of the crazy flow down, I know Marlon this person too well, he always know to pick the enemy’s soft spot to start, just like he knows I care most is Davidson.
Why, why, I just couldn’t bear it, why, if he therefore relents to Davidson, punish Davidson, in the end what to do, Davidson is still so small, so small ah, where he can bear the punishment.
I regret that I could not scrape myself alive, but if I had just been willing, the baby in my belly would probably have been gone!
Jesus Christ, what the hell am I supposed to do, what the hell am I supposed to do!
But no matter how much I prayed, or frantic tears, no one could respond to me, only the time was running out, and I spent every second like a year, and I was afraid that the next second I would see Davidson covered in wounds, or more serious than that.
Suddenly, the door was opened and I jerked towards it: “Marlon, I was wrong!” But the words froze in the air, the one who came in was not Marlon at all, just a female bodyguard in black, and this bodyguard was not the one before at all.
As soon as the black-clad female bodyguard entered, she looked at me with cold and hatred, as if I were her father’s enemy.
I couldn’t care less and said in a panic: “Sister, where is Marlon? Please help me get Marlon here, I have something to tell him!”
The female bodyguard snorted, “Help you? You’re a vicious woman who didn’t just get Raya killed, but you want to get me killed too?”
I froze: “What are you talking about, I don’t even know the Raya you’re talking about!” but just as I finished my sentence, I realized something.
The female bodyguard sneered as she approached me, “Of course, what can a snake hearted woman like you remember, you don’t even have a conscience, how can you remember the people you got killed!”
“The person who accompanied me to deliver lunch that day!” I spoke word for word.
The female bodyguard suddenly raised her hand to hit me, but her hand stopped in mid-air: “You vicious woman, if you want to stay with Mr. Redford and be a rat, why did you lie to Raya? Do you know that Raya, because of you, has already…” The female bodyguard could not continue, her eyes suddenly reddened.
I was suddenly a little afraid to ask, but, I did: “What happened to her?”
“Raya is dead, dead, because you, a vicious woman, Mr. Redford killed her!” The female bodyguard roared at me through her tears.
My breath hitched and I could no longer speak.
I just wanted to escape, but never thought Marlon would be so cruel as to kill her.
“I’m sorry, I’m really sorry, I, I didn’t mean to do it!” I apologize, but this apology is seem so pale and weak, that is, even I myself feel mocked.
“I’m sorry, is it useful to be sorry, you vicious woman don’t pretend to be here, when you cheated Raya didn’t you think about the consequences, didn’t you think about what Raya would be done by Mr. Redford after you succeeded!” The female bodyguard had a sad look on her face and her eyes were full of anger as she stared at me: “Just like when you forced yourself to stay with Mr. Redford, didn’t you know that your sister, Alicia, would be sad and upset, no, you never thought that Alicia was your own sister and you shouldn’t treat your sister like that, and you didn’t think that Alicia had a baby in her belly? Alicia still has a child in her belly, right, you woman is not only vicious, or so dirty and disgusting!”
I looked at the female bodyguard, but could not say a word, no matter how, I have killed an innocent girl is not really true.
In retrospect, the female bodyguard named Raya is also about the same age as me, I think it must not be married, much less have children, but it is such a flowery age is gone, her life is so short, those things that must be experienced on the road of life, she is not the same, so because of a deception of mine, harmed her life.
The female bodyguard snorted coldly through tears, “You vicious woman has nothing more to say!”
“I’m sorry!” I could say nothing else but apologize, really, only in vain.
The female bodyguard stopped talking to me, plucked out an icy glance at me, and slammed the meal she brought up on the counter.
“I don’t want any, thanks!” I said.
But the female bodyguard simply ignored me, directly took the spoon, pinch open my mouth, rudely into my mouth, I tried to spit out, the female bodyguard cold warning: “I tell you, if not Mr. Redford’s orders, I really want to see you starve to death, but since Mr. Redford wants you to eat, then you must give me all the grains of food in! !”
I wanted to shake my head, but the female bodyguard is finally practiced, not to mention that I was still so chained limbs, where I could resist, only as a fish to be slaughtered, poor let people move.
The female bodyguard was unbelievably rude and shoved all the food down my throat raw, then picked up the empty bowl and left, as if there was a virus in this room.