“Don’t you touch me!”
I snapped open my eyes, but was greeted by Marlon’s smile, gently saying to me, “It’s so hot, how can you not dry your body, be a good boy, stop it!”
“Marlon, I said, don’t you move me, don’t you move me!” I hissed, but it didn’t help a bit, not a bit.
Marlon dried the towel by himself, covered my body and began to wipe it carefully back and forth.
Anger, shame, and humiliation rolled over me like a wave.
If I were sick today, Marlon could watch over me like this and wipe my body, I would definitely be moved for life, but at this moment, I only have hate, overwhelming hate that will completely consume me.
“Marlon, you’re not even human, you don’t have any feelings, you’re not human, I hate you, I’ll never forgive you this life, next life, ever, ever, I’ll never forgive you, I’ll hate you, every moment of every day!” I stared at Marlon and swore word for word.
If I once loved him deeply, then how much I once hated, then how much I hate and regret now.
Marlon, however, doted on my nose: “Rachael, look at you, you’ve lost your temper again, and you’re actually saying such things, you’re getting worse and worse, you’re just relying on me to spoil you, aren’t you?”
I listened to Marlon’s words, looking at his face this deep tenderness, I laughed, I haha sneered, I finally chillingly plucked out a look at Marlon, closed his eyes, and no longer speak.
What’s the point of talking to such a person!
However, no matter how I deceive myself, no matter how hard I try again to make myself ignore the towel wiping on my body, but, the touch of the towel falling on my body can’t deceive myself.
The towel moved down from the top little by little and finally landed on my most secret place. Shame, endless shame, consumed me. I hated it, I hated it, but there was nothing I could do about it. My own body was actually powerless.
Tears flowed out quietly, I don’t face, gritted my teeth fiercely, swallowed all the humiliation, all the anger, all the hatred, all of it into my stomach.
But, I bit the blood raw, but still to no avail, still, hate it!
But this more torturous punishment than death has finally passed, and for a moment, I suspected I would die here, at the hands of Marlon, but, I didn’t.
“Go to sleep when you’re tired!” Marlon tenderly put the quilt over me, then got up and went to the bathroom.
I slowly opened my eyes, tears flowed freely, but I was surprised that there was nothing I could do but weep.
Bang!
The bathroom door was closed and Marlon walked back in, I immediately rubbed my tears on the pillow, even if I had to die, I didn’t want this demon to see me in tears.
Marlon walked to the bed, began to undress, and then came up, I just slowed down a little bit of panic instantly doubled back, I was stiff, vigilantly stared at Marlon, but I know, I am more vigilant, but also useless.
Marlon lay down beside me and took me into his arms in a twisted way, his hands caressing my face, beauty a bit all endless tenderness, people who do not know will think he has been deeply in love with me for thousands, tens of thousands of years.
Then he fit over and his light kisses fell one after another on my face, on my eyes, on my nose, and then covered my lips.
Panic, endless panic wrapped me up, my soul trembled with fear in the depths, this was my greatest fear, don’t happen, never, never happen!
But, my scared, frightened prayers were of no use at all, Marlon slowly covered up, he forced himself to be close to mine, his hands stroked slowly and forcefully over my body, his kisses gradually became frenzied and wanton!
“No, no!” I shook my head in horror and prayed, but Marlon’s dark eyes gradually became thick with madness, just like a crazed beast.
“Rachael, I miss you, I miss you so much!” Marlon’s kisses fell furiously on my lips, my neck, my body; “Do you know, I miss you so much, I really really miss you, you used to be so nice and gentle to me, I really miss you, you haven’t smiled at me for a long time, Rachael, will you smile!” Marlon’s voice is very low and low, giving the illusion of deep emotion and sadness.
But I wasn’t in any mood to laugh at him at all, because I was scared, I was really, really scared.
I used to be deeply in love with this man, so he kissed me, I could be happy for many days, ridiculous even the kissed place can not afford to wash with water, but now, I only feel disgusted, only feel afraid, I am afraid that Marlon defiled me, I even the whole soul is afraid.
The last time I fainted, the doctor had warned me to be careful, I can’t imagine that if Marlon forced me to take it now, it would be a miserable situation.
I guess the baby I was expecting, will leave me forever because of this!
No, I could never allow such a terrible thing to happen, never.
I forced myself to calm down, forcing myself to face the hostility, anger are all convergence, I gritted my teeth, with the most gentle tone of voice: “Marlon, I beg you, do not do this to me, okay, this kind of thing needs two love, and so I am willing, we in … ”
But no matter how I say, Marlon but as if not hear the same, his movements, his eyes, more and more hot, he fell on my body’s touch as to eat me, simply do not give me the slightest detour.
My body trembled slightly, but I did my best to hold on: “Marlon, you stop, OK, let’s talk, I beg you, you stop, OK,” I begged, my voice already suffused with tears.
I could no longer make any sound, his dominant intrusion swept my lips and teeth, leaving me nowhere to escape, while his movements became more and more unrestrained, his strong body had completely enveloped me.
My eyes suddenly widened in horror, my reason faltered and could no longer support me, I bit Marlon’s mouth like a madman, the rich blood filled my lips and teeth, but I could not feel it at all, I just yelled like a madman, struggled like a madman to resist, although, my struggle my resistance looked like a worm without limbs, ridiculous and pathetic, but I was mad like a madman I yelled, “Marlon, don’t touch me, you can’t touch me, if you touch me again, I’ll bite my tongue!” I looked at Marlon with red eyes and hostility.