Several times, he actually still couldn’t help but think, in a bad way, that it would be better to hold each other tightly rather than suffer as he was now.
Even if they hurt each other, even if they are pierced by the thorns in each other’s body and torment each other, it is better than … chewing on the barren, hopeless torment of being left alone in the long years to come …
Muddled, he fell asleep again. When Zige opened her eyes again, she found herself leaning on his shoulder. The bed blanket was still draped over her, and underneath the blanket, her hand, was held firmly in his large palm.
Skin against each other, a warmth passed through his palm.
This will close the face. Warm?
It must be her delusion.
Zige sneered and skimmed her mouth, wanting to pull her hand away. However, only after struggling a little, that big palm tightened unexpectedly. She frowned and looked at him. He still had his eyes closed and didn’t wake up, as if such an action was just a subconscious behavior.
She tried again and realized that his grip was extremely tight.
“Lan Yu Feng, let go!” Zige was suddenly a little afraid of such a touch, she got annoyed and simply broke his fingers.
She couldn’t believe that he wouldn’t wake up after this!
Breaking them off one by one, his fingers, little by little, whitened and gradually became stiff as well. Finally, slipped from her hand …
The hollow in his palm made him slowly open his eyes.
In the next instant, there was a blackness before his eyes, and the thin blanket was thrown unceremoniously over his head, blocking all sight of him.
Body, stiff and cold.
The cold air from the airplane plucked at his skin like knives.
The darkness before us is like a dark abyss …
And he, alone, in the abyss, tormented …
Day after day … day after day …
From getting off the airplane to the villa, along the way, the atmosphere of the carriage was particularly dull, and no one of the two broke such silence. Zi Ge just averted her face to the window, looking at the streets of foreign countries, flashing through the stream of color.
That supermarket …
That Street …
That restaurant …
They, at one time, all walked hand in hand one by one.
At that time, she was very silly and naive, and even foolishly fantasized … that they might actually go on like that …
Walk to, the end of days …
However, now look back, the past is just a hot slap in the face, one by one, so that she will be that pain, remember the bone.
The car came to an abrupt stop before she snapped back to her senses. All the thoughts she had just had ruptured, and more than anything else on her small face was just indifference.
Without waiting for Lan Yu Feng to say anything, she gathered her clothes, pushed open the car door, and left with her luggage.
In this city, there is no longer any snow, but it is still surprisingly cold.
The sound of the cane falling heavily to the ground behind him could be clearly heard. His wounds had just recovered, his muscles had not yet adapted, and he, with every step, was struggling to walk.
Zige, however, hardened her heart and did not turn around, but just pushed open the door of the villa impatiently.
“Little Bean.” Just after putting down her luggage, she immediately called out to the child. After a glance around, she realized that the entire villa was empty, where was the child’s figure?
She, again, fell for it?
With a chill in her heart, she turned around and stared intently at Lan Yu Feng.
Lan Yu Feng managed to step into the house, and her sharp, blade-like gaze swept over, causing him to only feel the pain in his knees grow worse.
“You lied to me?” She questioned.
“No.” He stopped in his tracks and returned her gaze. In his eyes, it was all candor and equanimity.
“No?” She snorted, looking back at the empty house, “You told me where he was. You said that if I just came, I’d see him! Now, where have you hidden him?”
The nasty feeling of being made a fool of again, mixed with the loss of not seeing her child, made her a little emotional.
Pregnant women have a hard time controlling their emotions.
“I’m a bit tired and need to rest.” Lan Yu Feng didn’t return her words and sidestepped, avoiding her to go inside.
“Well, you rest and rest well! I won’t serve!” Zi Ge responded in a nonchalant manner, lifted her luggage, and turned around to leave.
“Meng Zige!” One step, without even having the time to walk out, her hand was clasped. Lan Yu Feng’s face was stern and cold, staring at her intently, “Is it so hard to get you to believe in me again?!”
“Haven’t you ever heard the story of ‘The Wolf Came’? Lan Yu Feng, you’re that sheep herding kid, I’ll never trust you again!” The trust had already collapsed long ago, how hard was it to delusionally try to pile it back up again?
“You let go of me!” She fought to shake him off.
He also got annoyed and suddenly grabbed the suitcase in her hand, and with a ‘thud’, he flung it against the wall before slamming it heavily to the ground.
Two loud bangs in a row caused Ziggy to be stunned for a moment.
When she raised her eyes, he was in front of her, approaching in anger like a wounded lion. She subconsciously took a step back and pressed herself against the wall. With one hand he then braced himself against the wall at her side, trapping her, “Stay right here, stay here!”
His words were strong and irrefutable.
If it had been before, perhaps she would have actually shaken under his aura and obediently complied.
But …
The old her, she’s dead.
“You, are, dreaming!” Word for word, as if she was afraid that he wouldn’t hear her clearly, she bit each word extremely hard. Plucking him out with hatred, she reached out and pushed him.
The sharp pain in his knees was already difficult to support his heavy body, and being caught off guard by such a hard push from her, he took a step backward in a lumbering manner.
He stumbled, and only barely managed to stay on his feet as he sharply held onto the wall.
Sideways glance, only to see her bending over to pick up her luggage once more. Without ever, looking at him more than …
That desperate back stung his eyes, his heart …
Eyes tightening, he scooped her up from behind, as soon as he could. Pinning her heavily against the wall as she shrieked.
“Lan Yu Feng, what are you doing?!” Her hands had been easily shackled above her head by him, and she let out a somewhat terrified cry of alarm.
At this moment, his eyes were dark and seeping with great danger. Like the wild leopard creeping on the grassland, like he could easily tear her apart at any time.
She glared at him nervously …
Originally, thought he would do something out of the ordinary to himself, but …
Instead, he always just stared at her silently for a long … long time, so long that she was a little uncomfortable by his stare, staring at her and wanting to escape …
“Don’t move …” finally, opened his mouth. The tone was dark and hoarse, like it was covered in a layer of gray.
Instead of the forcefulness and dominance that he had thought he had before, it was laced with a loss and depression that was so thick that it was alarming.
She could feel a slight tremor in his large grip on her hand.
“This is the last time … ” he spoke again.
Not the last time he saw the little bean, but the last time he … was so bitterly entangled. So …
“Menzie Ge, let’s take the thorns in our body and put them all away.” Not a command, but like a plea.
She was slightly alarmed.
The desolation in his eyes made her feel terrified.
“We won’t be together for long, so …” he kept his eyes leveled at her. Zige felt that what she saw must be an illusion, otherwise … how could she see … sadness and desolation in this man’s eyes?
“So, what?” She swallowed before she voiced the question. Trying to sound as cold and unfeeling as possible.
“Let’s not make this unpleasant, let’s make it easier on each other.” He took a breath, “You said that to you, I’m just a regular patient now. So, from now on, I hope you … do what you say.”
The last period of time, in this place where they once had good memories, he hoped … that at least, they could get along a little bit calmly, without having to sword fight all the time.
He, tired …
It’s exhausting ….
Ziggy froze for a moment.
Seemed to have some idea of what he meant.
Each other, really getting along like … men and women without any entanglements …
Patient-Caregiver Relationships.
Simple and clear …
This was what she wanted, but, looking into his eyes, somewhere in her heart, there was an inexplicable ache.
“Even if you’re a regular patient, that doesn’t mean you can lie to me.” Sensibly collecting her mind, which had just nearly derailed, she once again turned a cold eye. Ziggy still had a lump in her throat about not seeing Little Douzi.
“Daddy, Mommy …” Suddenly, a childish voice, interjected. It directly responded to her words.
Jaw dropping in surprise, he looked at Lan Yu Feng, who gave her a slight nod of his head to give her reassurance.
She was pleasantly surprised, noticing their posture at the moment, and coldly turned her little face again, “Aren’t you going to let go?”
Looking deeply at her, Lan Yu Feng before slowly releasing her hand and taking a step back. The warmth in his hand, the moment it disappeared, his heart, slightly tightened …
She had run out in a gust of wind.
“Little Bean!” A surprised voice, with an excitement that was hard to hide.
“Mommy!” The child’s childish voice was as surprised as she was.
Standing inside the door, the elation of the reunion of mother and child can still be clearly felt.
Just …
Underneath this euphoria, he looks like an outsider …
With them, grungy, out of place …
“Sir.” As Yan Nan walked in, Lan Yu Feng straightened his face, immediately collecting the emotions he had just lost.
“Young Master and Miss Meng are both very happy.” Yan Nan also has a relieved look on his face as he looks at the large and small group hugging tightly together outside the door, “It’s really been a long time since I’ve seen them smile so happily. It seems that with Young Master Junior around, Miss Meng’s spirit will definitely be fine.”
Lan Yu Feng’s line of sight was then cast towards the two figures at the door.
Their world, where they belong …
“How is Zhuo Yunruo’s situation?” Drawing back his gaze, Lan Yu Feng asked Yan Nan in a deep voice. Yan Nan’s expression sank a little, “She has given up on treatment. In the time between Malaysia and her return home, she hasn’t gone to the hospital even once.”
Lan Yu Feng nodded lightly, already having a plan in his heart. This kind of genetic disease, even Su Chen found it a headache and couldn’t do anything about it for the time being, so there was no need to mention other doctors.
“Tang Yao Yang has yet to make any moves, it looks like he’s not aware of Zhuo Yunruo’s condition.” Lan Yu Feng moved his steps and walked over to the sofa to sit down. Again, his eyes fell on the two people, a large and a small one, who were talking excitedly at the doorway.
The color of his eyes, deepened a few points.
“He’s now a time bomb that will explode at any time.” Once it was clear about Zhuo Yunruo’s condition, with Tang Yao Yang’s character, he was afraid that he would hate for the whole world to bury his beloved woman with him. Of course, the first person he would look for would undoubtedly be himself.
“Then … are we going to make a preemptive strike?” Yan Nan asked. On the battlefield, the most crucial thing was to get the initiative. “Instead of us staying on our guard in such a passive manner, it would be better to give him a head start.”
Lan Yu Feng shook his head, “‘Blue Sect’ never actively picks fights.”
Yan Nan was somewhat helpless, “Then we can only wait.”
“Uh-huh.” Lan Yu Feng nodded slightly. Yan Nan glanced at Zi Ge who was leading her child inside and lowered her voice, “Sir, if Miss Zhuo has heredity, then, Miss Meng …”
He said nothing further, trusting that the gentleman, clever as he was, would understand what he was about to say.