Because of this realization, luster floated out from the bottom of his deep eyes, his tiger’s muzzle gently rested on her tear-stained little face, and without waiting for her to open her eyes, he lowered his head and kissed her lips deeply and forcefully.
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The deeper the kiss, the harder the tears flow …
Finally, releasing each other, she was already disheveled and he was out of breath …
“Don’t cry …” His forehead, against hers, his fingers wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes. His voice, with the huskiness belonging to lust, in the dark night, sexy, “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have mentioned this to you …”
She just sat on his lap, her hand clutching the collar of his shirt in his trench coat, crying like a helpless child.
A year … Nini can wait, but, for him, it’s really cruel …
It seemed very short, but what kind of torture would it be for him to spend a year of his life hanging on a cliff? Moreover, after one year, it is not known whether he will fall into the cliff completely …
Looking at her like this, Jerry Xiao smiled back at once. “Looks like you won’t be able to sleep tonight.” He raised his hand and looked at the time, it was already past 2:00, he suggested, “Why don’t we go to the mountains to watch the sunrise?”
Tonight, he thought, not only would she have trouble sleeping, but he would have trouble sleeping as well. Most of all …
Right now, he didn’t want to leave her. Not even, just for a moment. …
His offer made Zoey’s tears pause. She raised her face to look at him, “Watching the sunrise? Can you physically make it?” .
Right now her biggest concern is his condition …
He smiled, his eyes so soft they seemed to melt her, “It shouldn’t be that weak. Besides, there’s still a few hours before sunrise comes out, so I can sleep in the car for a while.”
The offer, Zoey, struck a chord. …
Zoey thought everything about tonight, was strange. Inexplicably, she ran down in her clothes, inexplicably, she agreed to run away from him in the middle of the night …
Doing everything as if it was out of his control. That feeling in the bottom of his heart, as if he just wanted to stay with him a little longer, a little longer …
Car, over the ring road, over the viaduct, out of the city of light, traveling to the dark mountain road. Halo yellow headlights, shining on the rows of tree branches covered with snowflakes, the whole night is so quiet that you can only hear each other’s breath.
Zoey was afraid to sleep, driving on a night like this was extremely dangerous. Occasionally the snow was deep enough to make driving a little slippery, so she would jaw and keep an eye on the road for him. Compared to her nervousness, he looked calm. The first time I saw a car, I saw a car, I saw a car, I saw a car, I saw a car, I saw a car, and I saw a car.
“Take it easy, if you’re tired, take a nap and I’ll call you when we get to the top.” He comforted her and turned the radio back on in order to soothe her.
The gentle music, flowing out in the narrow car, is as soft as a feather. Zoey looked at him, still keeping an eye on the road for him. Jerry Xiao smiled a little helplessly, and didn’t say anything else.
Zoey breathed a sigh of relief when she finally reached the top of the hill, and Jerry Xiao parked the car and looked at the time, which was just a little after 3:00 a. m.
“Could we work our way up to the top of the mountain and then there’s no sunrise at all?” Zoey asked him.
Jerry Xiao looked down at the window, “There will be.” In fact, it didn’t matter if there was or wasn’t for him. With her by his side, what’s the harm in watching the sunrise or not?
“It’s still early, take a nap.” Jerry Xiao bent his head slightly and carefully adjusted the seat down for her.
The whole man leaned over, and the scent forced its way over, making Zoey breathe a little harder. She shrank back and stared, only able to see his forehead held back by his hair.
“See what?” He asked. And didn’t look up, just patted the recliner that had been lowered, “Sleep.”
Zoey’s finger, touched on his brow, clearly felt his slight shudder, she pursed her lips, “You’ve lost a lot of weight.”
In five simple words, the pity and heartache in them were impossible to hide.
Jerry Xiao moved to grab her thin fingers and hold them in his palm. Lifting his eyes to look at her, those thick eyes made her heart tremble, “You’ve lost a lot of weight too.”
Even his voice was dark and husky, with a deadly allure. His palm, warm, Zoey’s fingers were tightly clasped in his palm. She coveted such warmth and didn’t pull out, just let him hold her, slowly lying down.
With her eyes, still resting on his face, she slowly opened her lips and asked, “The doctor, what did he say?”
“For now, nothing can be done.” Jerry Xiao honestly relayed the doctor’s words, speaking of which, his eyes darkened slightly as he too lowered his recliner. They just lay there, looking at each other.
His eyes, deep, like he wanted to condense her whole being into his life and never forget it in his next life …
And in her eyes, she couldn’t hide the sadness.
It made Jerry Xiao feel uncomfortable. He reached out, slowly blindfolded her, and spoke without haste, “Don’t look at me like that.”
The palm of his hand, clearly felt, her eyelashes were trembling. He smiled grimly, “There is a river of forgetfulness in the underworld, drink the water of forgetfulness in the river, all the memories of this life will disappear …”
She cried, suppressed, her shoulders shaking gently. In his palm, a wetness, were her tears. She bit her trembling lip and didn’t say a word, just grabbed his hand over her eyes hard and let the tears flow more.
“I’m not going to drink it.” Jerry Xiao laughed softly. There are some people, some things, some feelings that he does not want to forget …
He suddenly bent his head and leaned over toward Zoey, his dark voice ringing right in her ear, “If in my next life, I … come back to you and the baby, will you be willing to forgive me?”
Zoey choked back a sob and jerked his hand away, glaring at him with red eyes that seemed a little angry, “No. I won’t forgive you! I won’t forgive you, and the children won’t forgive you any more! You owe the children so much, leave this life to make up for it, can’t you?”
At the end of her sentence, she was sobbing a little. Jerry Xiao sighed and patted her back to help her smooth out her breath, “I know. In this life, I won’t go, I won’t go anywhere …”
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She was very unstable, crying, crying, fell asleep. jerry Xiao smiled at the quiet sleeping face, even when she was asleep, she was still hanging tears in the corner of her eyes.
Fool …
With a low murmur of pain, he probed his hand to gently dry her tears and ruffle the broken hair on her forehead. Although the temperature inside the car wasn’t low, he still carefully took off his jacket and covered her body.
Time, one minute and one second past, the snow did not fall again, the sky overflowed with a touch of bright golden color. Jerry Xiao looked at Zoey, a slight smile, and did not bother to wake her up, just gently push open the door, walk down alone.
The cold wind was pouring in, and he was only wearing a shirt and a thin pullover, and it was a little bit piercingly cold by the chilly wind. But, knowing that she was sleeping quietly beside him like this, so close to him, so close that if he reached out and touched it, he could touch it – for a moment, he didn’t feel cold either.
Leaning against the car, with my chest wrapped around me, I smiled at the sunlight breaking through the darkness and breaking through the earth. It will be adorned with golden hope, sprinkled all over the white-covered earth. In an instant, the mountains and forests were dyed with translucent sunlight, and Jerry Xiao inhaled greedily, smelling the fresh smell of the forest, accompanied by the freshness of the snow.
It was the most most beautiful morning …
With her, there is hope and sunshine …
By the time we descended the mountain, the sky was already bright, the snow had melted away, and the earth was beginning to come back to life. zoey obviously couldn’t stay up any longer, and slept heavily under his windbreaker. jerry xiao didn’t wake her up, and drove the car very smoothly, for fear of waking her up.
Instead of driving her back to the Baker family, he just drove the car straight to his house. Opening the passenger door, he lifted her carefully out of the car. Being moved, she frowned slightly, but didn’t wake up. Instead, she probed her arms and hooked them around his neck, holding him tighter.
Chest …
For a moment, the sweet feeling of dependence and trust filled the room. He spread his smile and carried her right into the house.
She was placed peacefully in his bedroom, the bed was large and she was especially small. The bed was large and she was especially small, Jerry Xiao carefully removed her coat and she lay there in a simple robe.
Jerry Xiao pulled the quilt over her and covered her. Closing his shirt and wrapping the quilt around her, he held her tightly in his arms.
This early morning …
So warm, so peaceful …
Seeming to feel the warmth around her, she, in her dream, turned slightly and leaned deeper into his chest.
That soft fragrance, drilled into his nostrils. A whole night of sleep and exhaustion, invaded, Jerry Xiao can no longer resist, fell into a deep sleep …
Cuddling together they slept. Dreaming dream after dream.
The dream, everything, was beautiful.
There’s them, there’s the kids; there’s the grass, there’s the sun …
It was a deep, deep sleep. By the time Zoey woke up, in the crook of his arm, she didn’t even know what time it was. In the room, there was no clock, and she squinted and looked out the window only to realize that it was bright and clear. The snow had melted, and only a single crystalline icy strand hung from a dead tree branch.
Looking around, she realized that she was actually back here … In her heart, she was overwhelmed with emotions for a moment. Once, she really never thought that she would come back here. Of course, even less thought …
She would still be lying so quietly in Jerry Xiao’s arms, as she was today.
She thought she would never forgive him again, never be able to get along with him in such a peaceful way, even if not as an enemy, she would be the coldest and most indifferent stranger. But … she was wrong in her estimation …