Never have I felt something this intense, my core opens wide swallowing everything he has to give. He keeps thrusting until he has spilled every last drop. The fire within me finally departs and his beast finally gives way. Green eyes welcome me with a tired smile.
The pleasure dies a sudden death and gives birth to sharp pain. “Wait.” I try to push him off me. He is still buried deep within me and refuses to move. A single movement sends arrows of intense pain to my core.
“D-Deimos what is happening? It hurts.” I whisper tears welling in my eyes unable to take it. I hunch forward inhaling his scent trying to reduce its intensity. Deimos begins to rub my back softly still not extracting his cock from within me.
“Take it out!” I whimper as the pain increases and I begin to sob loudly. It feels weird nothing like the heat. It feels different. “I am scared.” I whimper my face stuffed into the side of his neck.
Deimos rocks us back and forth. “Hush now my female. I cannot do so for I have knotted you. Remain still and it will be over soon.” He whispers.
Knotted? What does that even mean? I whimper and whine in his arms for a few minutes until the pain subsides and I become comfortable. Deimos grabs me by my hips raising me slowly removing his cock from my core freeing us. His seed drips down my inner thighs as my core is unable to hold it all and I watch it slide down my legs.
Alpha males produce more seed during their females’ heat so this is the first time for me to see this much. Caressing my cheek he leans down taking my lips. A soft and gentle kiss to end my first day of heat. His eyes swoop down watching his cum spill out of me.
Here comes the discussion that has been postponed over and over. But I change the subject quickly. “You said knotted? What was that?” I ask him for I was not taught of these things. Perhaps the healer did not teach me this assuming that I knew of it.
“It is an Alpha trait. It is usually done with low ranking wolves in heat but it can be done with mates as well.” He replies.
“Do you have control over it and for what?” I question confused. I still do not understand why it is done.
“Yes, I have control over it but not when you are in heat. I couldn’t control it today. It is done to improve the chances.” He says meeting my eyes so I can see his truth.
“Chances of what?” I get up to a sitting position. He looks away first for a few seconds ad returns to meet my eyes.
“Pregnancy.” He whispers.
Silence. Pin drop silence as tension sparks between us. We stare at each other drowning in our thoughts. My barrier is up, he cannot read me. Did I just hear him say pregnancy? He said he had no control of it today does this mean he was forced to do so? Does he want this?
“Lumina, I-” He begins but is cut off by the shrill sound of his phone’s ringtone. He looks back at the phone laying upon the table and with a loud sigh whilst running his fingers through his hair frustrated he strides towards it picking it up.
“Did I not tell you to disturb me unless it was an emergency?” Deimos snarls to the wolf. I hear a scared apology as Deimos continues to engage in the conversation facing the open windows.
My ears tune out their conversation whilst my eyes land on my handbag. Gathering up every last drop of energy I have left I walk towards it, opening it and taking out the second pill. I need to do this. I can do this. I don’t want to raise my expectations. I cannot change my mind now.
Taking the pill from its socket I quickly search for a glass of water. Deimos has his back turned to me so I need to swallow it down now before it is too late. I cannot seem to find it so I head to the kitchen. Taking big steps I rush before my male finds me.
Where are the glasses? Opening up all the cabinets in the huge kitchen, trying to find a single glass. Frustration and anxiety fuel my adrenaline. Cursing within I find a small pot laying upon the counter. “This will do.” Filling it up with water clutching the pill tightly in my palm.
My heart pounds in fear of perhaps what I might be doing is wrong. As soon as it is filled I push it to my mouth ready to take in gulps and pop in the pill.
“Lumina?” He calls out to me and I drop the pot of water to the floor. The loud crash scaring me further. He rushes towards me, eyes filled with concern. “What are you doing, Lumina? You could have hurt yourself!” His voice reprimanding me.
I tremble beneath his gaze in fear he will see the pill I am hiding. He places his palm upon my cheek looking into my eyes. “Are you alright, my female?” He asks filled with worry.
“Yes I was thirsty and you scared me. I couldn’t find any glasses.” I whisper as he chuckles lightening up the mood.
“You could have told me so. Why did you run here like a little lamb? Must be a bad wolf chasing you.” He utters with mischief walking to a small cabinet hidden in the corner, taking a glass out. Bringing it to the sink he fills it up with cold water to help calm the heat of my flesh.
He gives it to me and I quickly take it from him. I see the first hint of confusion in his eyes for I took the glass with my left hand. I never use my left hand. The second hint comes when he looks into my eyes and finds fear.
Paying not much attention to it he whispers with a kiss upon my head, “I will prepare the bath for us. Come after you are done.” Walking past me he begins to leave as a sigh of relief passes through my lips. Turning my back to him, I take sips to calm my thirst still clutching the pill tightly in my right palm.
“Open your right hand, Lumina.” Deimos speaks from behind me and I flinch eyes widening. My body begins to shiver and I know that he knows. I cannot hide anything from him. I have been caught.