Forgiveness that I find so hard for me to do seemed light and easy as a feather for Deimos. He forgave my constant pushing with just two words that came from my mouth. And for the first time in my life, I admire him. At first glance, he seems like the person who would ask you to beg and cry for forgiveness on your knees but he showed me something completely different.
“What is it?” Deimos asks as he drinks his coffee. This male hides under thick skin that I need to peel little by little to see the parts of the real him. I thought I knew him at least a little but he keeps showing me I am nowhere close. I wonder what else he will show me.
Large warm hands cup my face gently as his thumb strokes across my cheeks. “Lumina?” His soft voice calls out to me and I finally meet his eyes.
“Y-Yes? What’s going on? Is everything okay?” I ask him looking around at the wolves eating breakfast. They all stare at me worried as I frown in response.
“That’s what I have been asking you all this while. You have been staring at me the entire time.” He says as I look down at my breakfast. I haven’t even touched it. My mind took me away.
“I am sorry, just some things on my mind,” I reply digging into the food shaking my head.
“About me?” He asks me as my mouth stops munching.
“Yes.” That is all I say in response while he nods not asking me more. The truth is I have been distracted lately. Even my females ask me whilst I am at work with them as to why I am not concentrating and if I am unwell.
But the truth is as a mate I feel as if I am failing in some sort of an exam as to how well you know your male. And that frightens me when I think of us in the long run, when I think of our future.
After breakfast, I head out to the greenhouse to inhale freshness into my lungs and clear my head. Strolling through the small pebble road my eyes enjoy the beauty of colours the flowers protrude. A soft sigh leaves my lips and I close my eyes just feeling, clearing out all my thoughts.
A soft kiss on the side of my neck awakens me but before I could turn to face him he brings my hips to his front locking my back to his front. His lips continue playing with the skin of my neck and I submerge in the pleasure. I feel safe and warm in his arms as we just enjoy our privacy within the presence of the other.
“You have a habit of always following me. Stalker.” I say smiling holding onto his forearm softly.
His hands clutch my hips turning me around slowly as I come face to face with him. He tilts his head to the side as he just takes me in from top to bottom.
“What?” I ask him smiling a playful tone in my voice.
“No, I just… I just thought about how beautiful you are. These flowers around you are nothing compared to what you possess.” He says as my cheeks begin to burn.
“Stop playing with me, Deimos.” I chuckle trying to get myself off his hold but he holds me tighter making our eyes meet.
“I am serious. I always have felt and will feel this way about you. I know lately, I haven’t been telling you all that lately. I am sorry I just- .” He says looking deep into my eyes and I cut him off grabbing him by the collar bringing his lips to mine.
I devoured his lips as he stands there a bit stunned but takes the lead quickly grabbing my hips moaning into my mouth. Our tongues tangle and I stand on my tiptoes, my hands across his neck as I tilt my head to the side so we can ravish the other more.
I bite his lower thick lip as I pull gently. He looks at my eyes clouded with lust. “And you, my male are the sexiest and the most handsome in the world.” He just looks at me as I lean closer and whisper in his ears. “As no wolf can make me wet with just their gaze as you do,” I say as I once more look into his eyes.
“Fuck.” That is all he says with his husky voice as he smashes his lips with mine once more. I giggle as he carries me and swings me around with his lips still upon mine. I feel dizzy with all the warmth and happiness my heart is feeling at this moment.
A wolf clears his throat as we both stop, Deimos putting me down gently. Ragon stands there hands behind his back a big smile on his face. “Alpha. Luna.” He greets us with a bow.
“No,” Deimos says still looking down at me with a smile.
“Yes,” Ragon replies to Deimos.
“Not now. Give me ten minutes.” Deimos says looking at my lips as I frown looking back and forth between the two males.
“No can do, Alpha. Come on let’s go.” Ragon says with a hint of a smile on his lips. He is trying to control his laughter.
Silence envelopes us as Deimos stares at Ragon and Ragon stares at Deimos while I stare at both of them. What is going on? I am super confused. Deimos brings his eyes back to my lips. He bites his lower lip as if he desperately needs something at the moment.
“Please,” Deimos says as my eyes widen and snap up to Deimos. Did he just beg Ragon?
“Say it, Alpha,” Ragon says sternly as if reprimanding Deimos as if he were a pup.
With a huge sigh, Deimos replies, “Work before kissing Lumina.” He says softly as I put my hands to my mouth laughing finally getting what’s going on.
Ragon walks up to us, pushing Deimos from behind to the exit with both of his hands. A small pout appears on Deimos’s lips as I laugh even more.