Forgive Me – Part I

Book:DEIMOS (Alpha of Alphas) Published:2024-6-2

WARNING:- This chapter contains mild sexual content not suitable for children.
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I feel him. Every inch of him deep inside me. I feel the weight of his body upon mine while his strong hands fist my hair. His thrusts are deep and fast. With each hard thrust, his body gives me I take it all with the push of my hips. His teeth bite deep as his arms keep me caged under him. My moans mix with his grunts and my appetite has been filled.
The sound of a loud ring disrupts us as I begin to look around for the source confused. “Get up, Lumina,” Deimos says his face serious as he walks away from me.
“What?” I ask frowning still not awake from the haze.
“Get up now!” The boom of his voice pushes me off the cliff and I fall as my eyes snap open. I find it hard to see with the sunlight striking my eyes but as the haze shifts, I see Deimos looking down at me frowning. His arms are folded as he stares with his hard gaze.
I shift up to a sitting position as the covers slip and pool down to my hips. With a sigh, I finally look up at him silently preparing for what is to come.
“Are you in hibernation of some sort? How is it you didn’t wake up to the alarm or Elriam’s calls? Do you think you are a princess that I have to come with my busy schedule to wake you up?” He questions me without a break.
I close my eyes as my head starts to throb. “To answer your questions I haven’t been sleeping properly. I have very disturbed sleep at night.”
“Why is that?” He asks me. My anger spikes while my frustration burns. Because of you! Why must I suffer because of this male? To have this same dream every night while he sleeps peacefully. Why are my mind and body pushing me to the edge while he does absolutely nothing!
I look straight into his eyes controlling the words I wish to spew out of my mouth. “Nightmares.” That is all I say as Deimos nods in understanding. I scoff for he understands nothing. Nothing of the torture I undergo every night for his choices.
I shift and fluid from my core slides down my thighs. This is the outcome of my dreams. My core is sore as if it actually was ravished last night. It’s ready waiting for the pleasure he can give.
“I have not forgotten about their visit. I will be down before Alpha Rastus arrives.” I say quickly rushing to the washroom. I do not wish for him to smell my want. He has made something mates find as seduction embarrassing for me. He makes me think I am weak.
I hear Deimos leave as I begin my morning activities. Looking at myself in the mirror pleased with the result I head down the stairs walking to the gates. I can sense the excitement of the unmated wolves and I smile encouraging them.
Striding at Deimos’s right I do not meet his eyes but I feel the heat of his gaze taking in every part of my body. He shifts closer putting his nose into my neck. “You look beautiful.” He says as he holds my hips and brings me into him inhaling my scent.
“Thank you,” I say softly with a small smile moving away from him putting distance between us making him frown with my movement. It’s not that I do not wish to be near him, I want to. To the point of desperation but lately, I feel all over the place with my dreams I am scared of what I would do.
But before he could question me the sound of the gates opening has our attention and we watch heads held high awaiting their arrival into the gates. Cars and trucks of wolves and resources ride through and I watch quietly.
As they come to a stop Deimos walks towards the polished black car. The door opens and a tall male along with a petite female exit. Deimos nods as a gesture of welcome and the tall male I presume is Alpha Rastus bows and smiles in return.
Alpha Rastus wears a tight white shirt that sticks to his body like a second skin and light blue jeans that encage the muscle of his thick thighs perfectly. His blonde hair is brushed back with gel giving the view of his perfect jawline. His female, on the other hand, looks like a juvenile. Quite petite with her brunette hair and thin lips. Her floral dress flows softly as she smiles in greeting.
I walk towards them as Deimos introduces me to them. “My Luna, Lumina.” He says as Alpha Rastus nods in greeting and I meet with the blue of his eyes. He looks too beautiful to be a male. He turns to his female holding her to his side.
“My Luna, Eliana.” He introduces her to us as I put my forehead upon hers. She stares at me with a soft smile but her eyes seem to speak words.
“Nice to meet you both,” I say.
“It’s wonderful to meet you, Luna Lumina.” They say bowing in reply.
We separate quickly as Luna Eliana and I move to the left near the tree and Deimos and Alpha Rastus move to the right across us engaging in their conversations as wolves from our pack and theirs mingle in groups in the middle.
“You are stunning.” Luna Eliana says and I quickly turn to her.
“Thank you and so are you,” I say smiling looking down at her. Such a petite female perhaps just five feet.
“No I mean I have never seen such a tall beautiful female before. The females in my old pack are of my height so it’s my first time meeting one.” She compliments me with her big doe eyes staring up at me.
I chuckle in response to her as her eyes take me from head to toe. “I heard you are an Alpha. The first female Alpha to have ever lived.” She continues as I shift a little.