Emily’s p. o. v
What the hell was I saying in the forest?. I couldn’t sleep at night because all I could think of was his hands on my body.
In the morning I avoided Jason like crazy, I couldn’t help but feel embarrassed. All I wanted was for the ground to open up and swallow me.
“Morning.” Rhoyda greeted while walking downstairs.
“Morning.” I answered then stopped dusting with a smile.
“Can you believe that Jason had the guts to ditch me?” She asked, I laughed nervously then nodded.
“That’s because you aren’t a kid anymore. You know the way perfectly fine, but yet you rely on me to walk you home.” He answered upstairs as I tensed.
I quickly turned and went back to dusting. My heart was beating loudly.
“Whatever.” Rhoyda answered then left the room.
I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath.
“You are going to be fine.” I whispered to myself.
I quickly turned when I felt a hand on my waist. I faced Jason who was smiling at me.
“Morning.” He whispered then leaned in and kissed my cheek.
“Morning.” I answered in a whisper then cleared my throat.
He carefully looked at me making me more nervous than I already was.
“You don’t look very well, are you okay?” He asked Softly.
I was surprised by his question, how on earth did he know that I wasn’t that well when I was pretending to be fine.
“I didn’t sleep much last night.” I answered then brushed a strand of hair behind my ear.
“Is that all?” He asked.
“Yes.” I answered with a smile.
I was lifted up in bridal style, I quickly wrapped my arms around his shoulders.
“Jason, what on earth are you doing?” I asked loudly.
He ignored my question and went with me upstairs into his room.
“Wait, didn’t you say you hate it when someone else is in your room?” I asked loudly.
“Quiet.” He whispered then put me on the bed carefully.
I kept quiet just staring at him, I was wondering what he wanted to do. My breath was laboured and my body was slowly getting hot. My mind was forcing me to imagine sexual things he would do to me.
He slowly began to unbutton his shirt while gazing into my eyes. I swallowed hard when he took off his shirt. I was dying to touch his chest and feel his warm skin on mine.
“Screw this.” I whispered then got up and walked to him.
He frowned when I stood in front of him.
“What?” He asked Softly.
I pressed my hand on his chest lightly then trailed it to his abs. He had an amazing body and great built, everything about him was to die for.
“Emily.” He called in a warning tone.
“I love everything about you.” I whispered then gazed into his eyes.
“I know you might think of it as a lie, but I brought you here to rest.” He whispered back softly.
“What?” I asked loudly.
“You look tired and I feel bad that you might be overworking.” He answered seriously.
I covered my face with my hands and bite my lower lip. How embarrassing was I. Here I was, thinking of something sexual when all he was doing and showing me was his kindness.
“I’m sorry.” I said quickly.
He touched my hands and removed them from my face.
“What’s wrong?” He asked in concern.
“It’s your fault for being nice and touching me yesterday. All I can think of is you. I couldn’t even sleep at night, your confession is ringing in my head and my mind keeps on replaying what happened between us. I think I’m going crazy.” I said on top of my voice.
He was just staring at me with a smile across his face.
“Really?” He asked.
“What do you mean really. I’m telling you I can’t focus on anything but you, and whenever you touch me there’s this feeling that engulfs me and makes me feel so good. It’s like tingles that calm me whenever I’m upset and arouse me when you kiss me.” I answered seriously.
“Come here.” He said then grabbed my hand and walked with me to the bed.
He sat at the edge with me standing between his legs.
“Do whatever you want with me, I won’t stop you.” He said with a smirk surprising me.
What was I suppose to do to him, I knew nothing about how to please a man. I was a virgin who clearly kept away from men.
“I have no experience with men, I don’t know what to do.” I answered Softly then lowered my gaze.
He held my hand and pressed it on his abs.
“You don’t have to be experienced, the fact that you aren’t makes me very happy. Now do what you want with me. You were touching me a few minutes ago and you said you loved everything about me. So do what you want.” He said seriously.
I hesitated then lifted my hand and pressed it on his chest once small, feeling his muscular manliness with my fingers, trialing them on his abs then back up to his neck and to his cheek. I could feel his gaze on my body stripping me naked.
I was about to drop my hand when he held it in his.
“Go on.” He demanded.
I leaned in closer and pressed my lips on his firmly.
He pulled back slightly then laughed.
“It’s no use.” He whispered then pulled me to him.
In a second I was under him. His eyes were slowly turning into dark red.
“You kiss like this.” He whispered then leaned in and kissed my lips slowly and teasingly.
Sucking and biting my lower lip gently, I moaned out and moved my hand caressing his back.
“I’m holding back so Fucking bad.” He whispered then thrust in his tongue when I opened up to him.
I loved how his tongue completely dominated mine whenever we kissed. He made my body shiver and yet want more.
I didn’t know what the feeling I was feeling was, but I decided to go with the flow.
I pushed him back slightly and sat upright. He watched me as I took off my blouse and unhooked my bra then threw them down.
“Emily this is going a little too far.” He warned.
I knew it and I didn’t want him to tell me that.
I crawled to him and sat on his laps pushing him down on the bed and he let me.
I brushed my hair backward and leaned in brushing my lips against him.
“I know.” I whispered then crushed my lips on him.
He groaned Softly when I shifted my body against his, making sure my breast were pressing his chest intensely.
His hands went around my waist pulling me closer.
“Gosh! Fucking stop. I can smell your mixed sexual arousal all the way up to my room!” Rhoyda screamed on top of her voice.
I quickly sat upright and looked at the door ashamed.
“Have some mercy on me who isn’t mated, it’s hard to find a nice guy to fuck me!” She screamed.
I quickly stood up and picked up my shirt.
“Emily.” He called Softly.
I ignored him and quickly put on my blouse.
“I’m sorry sir. Let’s just forget about this.” I answered then quickly rushed out of his room.