I stared at him in confusion for a second before it clicked. Did he- did he think I wanted to use all of these on him?
I controlled my laughter.
“What the fuck, Avalyn?” He pointed at all the toys on the bed. “The teasing and the massage was fine but this is just too much!” He trailed his fingers through his hair.
“But it’s my birthday!” I bit my lip and widened my eyes for a puppy-eyes effect. “You said anything.”
“But I didn’t mean this!” He looked affronted. “I’m sure you don’t even know how to use these.”
He was absolutely right. I had no idea. “Yes. But you do.” I gave him an angelic smile.
“Of course I do but you don-” his eyes shifted from me to them and then back to me. “It’s not for you to use on me, is it?”
I shook my head, still smiling.
“You little-” He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder, slapping my ass a couple of times and tickling me at the same time.
“Nikolai!” I laughed. “Put me down!”
“No!” He tickled me more and I squealed.
I got an idea. “Put me down, slave!”
He huffed and put me back on my feet before crossing his hands against his chest. “I’ll be sure to get you back for this later.”
“Sure.” I giggled.
And then his face lost all humour and he looked down at those things. “What’s all this then, Ava?”
“Well this is called a flogger,” I picked it up and flicked it against Nik’s chest, “you are supposed to hit me with it, just like this.” I flicked it again, the leather tails splaying across his chest lightly.
His eyes still didn’t hold any humour as he started at me unflinchingly. “You aren’t into all of this. You don’t like it. You don’t like anything that isn’t me.”
“I’ve gotten over it.” I informed him with a smile. “I’m finally at a place where I can be true to you and myself that I like pain. At least a little pain.” Nothing like Natalia though. She was on another level. “I’ve gotten over my reservations and I want to explore everything. And I want you to show me. To help me know what I like and don’t like.”
“What if you don’t like it?” There was a dark shadow in his eyes. He was scared. Scared for me.
I need to remove it.
“Then so be it.” I shrugged. “I’ll tell you. I promise. I used to be scared earlier. But I’m not anymore. I trust you. And I trust you that you’ll stop the moment I say so. And that you’ll know my limits. You’ll know when to push me further and when to stop.”
There was still a little hesitation on his part.
“Come on! I’m not scared anymore! I wanna know what I like and don’t like.” I tossed the flogger back on the bed. “You’ll not be taking advantage of me, I promise.” I picked up the blind fold. “I want both of us to enjoy it. I know you like it. Why deny us both of something we like and want?” I put it on top of my head and covered my eyes. “Think of it as an order. I order you to become my Master.” Yes, it made perfect sense in my head to order him to order me.
I couldn’t see him but I could feel him. He wasn’t moving.
“Now stop wasting time and pick up something and start!” The anticipation was clear in my voice. And because of the blindfold, I became hyper aware of everything. The excitement buzzing in me was palpable.
I could feel him move before he neared me. My skin prickled up.
He slid the blind fold off and I opened my eyes, looking at him in confusion.
“We will go slow, okay?” He cupped the back of my neck and caressed my bottom lip with his thumb. “You not being able to see anything will make everything too intense. More than it is. For your first time, I want you to know and see what I’m doing, alright?”
“Sure.” I shrugged with a grin. “Let’s begin.”
He took the leather cuffs and put them on my wrists. “Use your magic and tie these up to the ceiling.”
I raised my hands and did as he said.
“No. Use a real rope. You won’t be able to sustain your magic when I’m doing what I’m going to do with you.” Nik informed.
I gulped. Instead of just using magic to help me keep my arms raised, I imagined a rope attached to the ceiling and my cuffs.
“Good girl.” Nik smiled.
“Let’s start with a little warmup first.” He stepped closer and kissed me, angling my head properly and then snaking his tongue in my mouth. I sucked it before biting it.
His hand came down on my ass hard and I moaned before a smile slipped past my lips.
“Impatient?” He bit my lip gently.
“Very.” I replied honestly.
“That won’t do, would it?” His hands roamed around my body as I squirmed and twisted.
Oh God. Being tied up is already intense.
“I believe I’m going to have to teach you how to be patient.”
“Oh, yes, Master.” I moaned as he squeezed my ass.
He stepped back and my eyes opened to see him pick up a flogger. “Ava?”
“Yeah?”
“I need you to pay attention right now.” Upon hearing his words, I opened my eyes fully and straightened up.
“First I’m going to give you a feel of it. And you’re going to tell me if you like it or not, okay?”
“Yes, Nik.” I smiled at his thoughtfulness.
“Okay.” He let out a small breath. That’s when I realised he was a little scared and a little nervous too. And that he was doing all of this only for me.
I was brought out of my thoughts when I felt the tails of the flogger swing against my ass.
My toes curled and a gasp left my mouth at the foreign sensation. Oh God.
It wasn’t too hard. It wasn’t too soft.
It was nothing unlike anything I had ever experienced.
The smell of my arousal hit my nose.
“I think it’s safe to say that you like it.” Nik’s face appeared in front of me.
My body felt hot. I felt empowered.
I nodded, biting my lip.
He snapped the flogger against my breasts. “Words.”
A moan left my mouth and my eyes slid shut. I felt the throbbing in my core. “Yes, Master,” I somehow manage to rasp out.
Master gently caressed my heavy moulds. I looked down and saw light pink coloured stripes covering where the tails had splayed across my breasts.
“You amaze me, Ava.” He kneaded my round moulds.
“Thank you, Master.” My cheeks heated up.
He tossed the flogger on the bed.
“What? That’s it?” I wanted more!
“We’ll try out everything first. I want to know what you like.” He said.
“Okay.” I nodded and gave him a smile. “Do as you wish, Nikolai.”
He picked up the paddle next.
“This will feel a lot like my belt.” He said and I immediately knew I would like it.
He moved behind me and first placed the paddle against my left asscheek and tapped lightly before he snapped it against my skin.
I automatically rose to my toes and my head rolled back. All my nerves came alive. He laid two other continuous stripes. One on my right ass cheek and another one on both.
“Oh God.” I groaned as my knees buckled, the rope the only thing holding me up. My body twisted and turned.
I heard the paddle being dropped on the floor before Nik caught my waist and turned me around. I rested my forehead against his chest.
I was feeling too much. It was so intense.