“Stop.”
“I’m not doing anything.” I grinned further and continued rubbing him.
“Please.” His golden eyes pierced into mine. “You have no idea about the amount of control I’m showing right now. Not being able to touch you the way I want to is… I feel depraved.” His chest was heaving hard and I could feel him through our bond. He was struggling hard.
I instantly felt guilty. I was about to take my legs off him but he clasped it, keeping it on his shoulder.
He shook his head. “No. It’s fine. I just want you to know,” his voice turned into a growl, “once the clock hits twelve, I’m going to fuck you. Hard.” His throat moved as his eyes roamed around me body. “So hard that you will be able to see the sun, the moon and the stars.”
I gulped.
That sounds very promising.
And then he began massaging me again, his golden eyes fixated on mine.
I tired touching me again but that flew out of the window when I realised that I’ll never be able to cum without having Nik touch me.
“That’s enough.” My voice was thick as I said that.
I still need to come.
I got off the bed. “Lie on the bed. In the centre.” I told him. “Head close to the headboard. No pillows.”
Still not taking his eyes away from mine, he did as I said. I climbed on the big bed and stood beside his head and looked down at him.
A smile started forming on his face when he realised what I was about to do.
I straddled his face. “Eat.”
His arms locked around my hips and his tongue snaked out to tease me before he took it away.
“No teasing.” I groaned, my hips buckling. “I need you to eat me out hard and fast.”
And so he did.
He opened his mouth, and for the first time ever, he dug in directly.
He licked. He sucked. He flicked my clit. He literally made out with my core.
“Oh fuck!” I held on to the headboard as I rocked my hips against his lips.
And then he bit me, making me cry out loud. “Fuuuuck!”
His arms banded against me tighter, making me sit down on him and he raised up, angled his head and then inserted his tongue in me.
Fuck.
I’m going to die now.
“Nik.” I moaned. “Right there.” I hissed as I moved with him.
Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.
He gave me a final lick and a then a final flick to my clit.
And then I was coming.
My voice died out as I cried loudly.
Nik’s hand dart up and he grabbed my breast and he squeezed it hard, his nails digging in.
My hips bucked mid-orgasm and he licked me again. “Oh god.”
My heart was racing and my oxygen was low as I heaved, trying and failing to regain control.
Gently, Nik held me by my waist and picked me up, placed me on his waist and pulled down on him.
My head rested on his chest as my body recovered from the exertion.
Nik placed his finger under my chin and raised my head so I was looking at him.
“You’re my favourite meal.” He murmured against my lips and then his tongue darted out to lick his own lip before he kissed me softly. I tasted myself on him and I felt a blush rise on my cheeks.
He caressed then with the back of his fingers. “It mesmerises me how you still blush, Love. Even after all this time.”
I leaned in his touch. “If you actual think about it, we’ve truly only been together for a year and a half.” My voice was soft. “A year earlier and about six months now.” I had been with Gabriel more than twice than this and it still felt like it was nothing in compared to the time I had been with Nikolai.
His eyebrows furrowed before realisation lit his eyes. “Feels like we’ve been together for lifetimes.”
“We have.” I smiled. “We’ve had some distance between us. And we have also been through so much together. Maybe that’s why.”
“Maybe.” He pecked my lips again. “It’s hard for me to remember a life in which you didn’t exist. Everything is you, Avalyn.”
A feeling of warmth settled in my heart.
I am loved.
I am so very loved.
I have everything I could ever wish for and more. A loving erasthai, two wonderful kids, a supportive family and a Kingdom where I felt like I belonged.
There was a time when I wished to die.
Now I want to live each day to its fullest. With everyone I love by my side.
“I love you, Nikolai.” My voice shook as I said that. I feel so emotional.
He caressed my face with a soft smile, pushing my long silver locks behind my ear and then kissed me. “I love you too.”
I gave him a grin. “Good. Because this meal is yet to be feasted on.”
His eyes twinkled. “Cook away.”
I dragged myself out of the bed with a mischievous smile, walked in my closet and took out the bag I had specifically told Tessa to pack.
I was over all my fears and reservations. I knew what I liked and didn’t like. And I wanted to experiment.
I picked up the bag and carried it outside.
Opening it, I took out the leather cuffs, the paddle, the flogger, the riding crop, the cane, the whip and the blind fold and tossed them on the bed.
“Oh hell no!” In a single jump, Nik was out of the bed as he stared at me in shock, his hands on his waist.