But I also knew that the person in the picture is not me. She is another person, and her name is Nan Su, the daughter of the Su family who has passed away for many years.
This room was naturally the room where Nan stayed. At that time, Nan was still a young girl. So the layout of the room was very young and lively.
White princess bed, exquisite crystal chandelier, bedside small cartoon table lamp, time seemed to be going back, as if I saw a beautiful and lively girl happily living here.
She read books here, played games here, memorized words here, and sent messages to boys she likes here.
At that moment I had an illusion that I was that girl. She and I were one. I can understand her pain, her happiness, and her deep affection when she left.
I sat blankly by the bed, put my feet reached into that purple cartoon slippers, and suddenly the tears fell down.
There was no omen at all, and the tears fell, rolling down my face and fell on the slippers.
The drawers of the small desks were not locked, and there were many delicate small items inside. I wanted to have a look, but I held back. That was her thing, I could’t touch it because I worried that she would be unhappy.
There was a separate bath room. After washing, I turned off the light and lay down. It seemed that I met her in that period of time again, and we greeted each other. It was a mysterious feeling that I couldn’t speak out. I even doubted my nerves.
I could’t sleep, so I got up again and turned on the lamp. I sat down at that exquisite little desk. I finally couldn’t help but open the drawer on the far right and reach out to the blue-covered notebook.
But my hand shrank back, and I felt a voice stopping me.
But I still couldn’t hold back my curiosity and stubbornly opened the notebook.
The notebook had only be written a few pages, and there was not much content on it. Even if it is a written page. my page, there were not many words but some short sentences with unclear logic. For example, one of the sentences was, ‘The wind is roaring in a frenzy, the moon rises quietly, and the wooden door squeaks. All will be all right. ‘
This sentence looked like poetry, but it doesn’t. I read it for a long time, but I didn’t understand what to express?
The other page seemed to be a bit logical, but it was also not very clear, ‘There is wind sound, but I say no. He and I listened quietly. He said he heard, but I was not. I said with a smile, he heard the voice in my heart. ‘
Almost all of these were inexplicable short sentences, and some can understand a little while others were completely unsound.
The shortest one was only one sentence, but it is completely smooth, if you are well, time will be young forever.
I remembered the original sentence of this sentence should be ‘if you’re well, it’s sunny. ‘She’s changed to if you’re well, and time will be young forever. It seemed to be a bit smoother, but with less charm.
These diaries had no date, so I don’t know which year or day she wrote. I found that there were a lot of personal pronouns like ‘he’ and ‘you’ in these sentences, which showed that there was actually another person hidden in these sentences, and this person was a man.
It was normal for a girl to have a loved boy in her heart. For example, the sentence ‘he heard the voice in my heart’ can be said so intimate. As for the voice in her heart, I thought it was easy to guess, nothing more than ‘I like you’.
I flipped through the notebook several times, and I was thinking, what kind of boy would be? She was so concerned, but dare not confess.
Finally, I put the notebook back gently, and then went back to bed to lie down. The strange thing was that I slept soundly rather than a uncomfortable feeling in a strange place.
I got up very early the next day and came out after tidying up the room. The maid had prepared breakfast. Wenbei Su and Jiye Su were sitting at the dining table talking about something. Seeing me coming over, the two ended their topic and said morning to me.
After a while, Ling also came out. She changed back to her professional attire and restored the image of a capable woman.
“I’m afraid I won’t be able to accompany you to have breakfast together. I have an morning meeting with my partners. Take your time with the meal. I’ll go first.” Ling took a sip of milk and left.
Jianye frowned, “Why is it so urgent? I also have a meeting, but it’s still early.”
“It’s too late, it’s too late. I made an appointment with someone.” It seemed that Ling was very anxious. While replying to Jiye, he asked the servants if they had prepared the car.
She turned back to me and told me not to mind. She was too busy so she didn’t have time to have breakfast with me. She will definitely accompany me next time. She also said that she would let someone have the car transferred to my name, and give the car key next time.
After explaining this, she left. I came out to send her, watching her beautiful background get into the car and quickly leave. It suddenly remind me of Wenbei’s comments on her. Wenbei said that she is the most severe person in the group. She is not only strict with others, but also herself.
Because there was no Ling Jiang for breakfast, I felt less uncomfortable . I didn’t know why, I indeed had some fear of Ling from my heart. It may be that she is really too strong and always gives people a sense of oppression.
“Did you sleep well last night?” Jiye Su asked me with a smile.
I smiled and said it was fine, and I didn’t feel uncomfortable.
“you should often go home in the future and adapt slowly. We are now a family. If you have any difficulties, tell Wenbei or contact me.” Jiye said.
“Thank you, Chairman.” I said with a smile, I wanted to call “Daddy”, but I found it really impossible.
Jiye didn’t care about it, and still laughed, “Well, are you in charge of the Tongyu company in Hai City now?”
I nodded and said yes.
“Take it easy, and tell me if any difficulties. Your aunt Jiang is strict, strict with herself and even others. If she puts too much pressure on you, you can leave her alone. you are my daughter.” Jiye said.
I didn’t dare to reply, and just smiled, saying that Aunt Jiang is a strong woman, I should learn more from her.
After chatting for a while about works, Jiye looked at his watch and said he had to go.
Wenbei, Jiye and I left Su’s villa together. Jiye went to the company, and Wenbei took me to the airport. I had to return to Hai City.
This trip to Yang City felt a bit like a dream. First of all, Ling asked me to acquire Lanhai Technology, which gave me tremendous pressure. Immediately then Jiye wanted to accept me as adopted daughter, so I became a member of the rich Su family.
I didn’t know what would happen to me. Was it a blessing or a curse?