I was absent for three days. My cellphone is also off. I didn’t even show up to Rad.
I was scared and embarrassed to face Rad. I wanted to tell him what Franko did to me but I couldn’t. I am so scared!
Veron returned to the US yesterday. Somehow we got pretty close. Especially yesterday.
Someone rang the doorbell so I was shocked.
Here I am at the counter and drinking wine. My eyes are full of dark circles and I don’t sleep much.
I opened the door and was surprised to see who had rang the doorbell.
“Cas.” I uttered.
She immediately went inside.
“Frix.” Her voice is full of concerned. She looked at my whole body.
“What? Are you sick? How many days have you been absent?” She pulled me so I can sat beside her. “And you’re losing weight.” She spat.
I shook. “No. I just don’t feel good.” I said hoarsely.
She looked at me as if she wasn’t convinced. “Did you have mis understanding with Rad?” She suddenly asked. So I settled down.
“N-Not really. Why?”
She shook his head and cursed. “Really ? Did you not quarrel? Or something ?! ”
My heart beat violently. Why does she seem to want to convey something to me?
“Say the fucking word Cas. Dammit!” I cursed and pulled my own hair! I am totally mess up!
Damn you Franko!
She sighed.
“I don’t really know if what’s really happened between you two but Frix.”
She stopped for a while she estimated my reaction.
“There’s a rumors that.. he is in relationship with Pia!” My chest throbbed at what he said.
I’m confused.
“Huh? But, how ?!” I’m a tire mess. Didn’t Franko show the pictures? That is not impossible.
“You’ll know that Frix so If I were you.. you must go to school and talk to him.”
Cassy left immediately because she still had work to do.
I had no other thought but who was Pia , Cassy said? She said Pia Altamirano is the transferee at our school. Couldn’t Pia call Rad and the transferee at school be the same?
I straightened up and put on a uniform. I’m going to afternoon class.
I’m too nervous. I’m sweating bullets.
I didn’t even turn on my cellphone and text Rad.
To Rad: Rad, please lets talk.
I sent it and I hailed a cab.
When I arrived I could no longer imagine my nervousness.
I swear in my mind I can’t really forgive Franko no matter what he planned and did.
Whispered immediately, and the students shook to greet me.
“I told you, they broke up! Pia is Rad’s girlfriend now. Gosh, I saw them making out! Seriously!”
“Unfortunately, Rad just made it a point.”
Familiar kind of pain filled my chest. I can’t breathe in pain! It’s all my fault!
Suddenly my phone beep.
From Radleigh: Science building room4.
I sweating cold when I decided to meet him today. While entering the school, I heard some various comments from students about my scandal with Franko!
I heard what they say. Damn!
Familiar kind of pain filled my chest. I can’t breathe in pain! It’s all my fault!
Suddenly my phone beep.
From Rad: Medicine building Science room.
I almost prayed to all the saints that everything would be okay that we would be okay.
I’m in the hallway to the Science room here in the Medicine building and I can’t seem to walk because of the shaking of my knees! There aren’t too many people here.
I knocked on the door before I opened it.
I almost fell to my feet when I saw Rad. He’s not alone.
Rad was leaning on the table as a woman stood in front of him. They were kissing torridly. Rad’s t-shirt was lifted and the woman caressing him.
My tears flowed and I covered my mouth to avoid sobbing.
He bended his head so he could suck the girl breast and then the girl moaned.
I could almost cover my ears because of the woman’s moaned. I seemed to be stuck in my position.
I can see Rad’s eyes widened. He doesn’t even care if I saw it! Fuck!
He saw me.
To see that there was a kiss and someone else holding Rad was like destroying me.
“R-Rad,” I called him.
If the woman hadn’t heard me they wouldn’t have stopped!
The woman was shocked and stopped in shame. I didn’t know I didn’t have time to look at the woman. All my attention was on Rad.
I wiped my face with my palm.
Rad smirked and licked his lips.
“Leave us, Pia.” Rad said.
He called the girl Pia? So, it’s true? Pia Altamirano huh?
“Okay babe. I’ll wait downstairs.” She said with a sweet tone.
Very painful. I’m speechless. One thing is for sure, I am hurting.
I approached him. I tried to hold his hand but he pushed me.
He smirked.
“You’re a bitch. Now, does it hurt too ?!” he said emphatically. Words I never thought he would say to me.
“Rad, please. Don’t be like this.” It’s hard for me to say. “What’s wro–”
I couldn’t continue what I was going to say because his cellphone crashed on the floor. He threw it at me!
I saw his dark aura and he’s dangerous. His veined arm flexed.
“That’s all you’re going to say? That’s all !? What is that! That’s a picture of you with that fucking Franko!” He scoffed and raked his hair. My tireless tears… flowed.
“Is it good to taste someone else?” He punched the table. My eyes widened. He was like a monster lost in a cage.
My knees were trembling when he gripped my arms. I winced in extreme pain!
“R-Rad. Let me explain. You misunderstood — “I couldn’t continue because he pushed me and I fell to the floor!
“Why, Frix huh? I love you so much!” He shouted. “So dearly! I just became stupid!” He nodded. His eyes were bloodshot.
I saw his tears rolled down.
I covered my mouth and let go of Rad’s cellphone. So, Franko set this all up! He planned to break Rad and me!
“Rad, you got it wrong! Please let me–”
“Wrong ?!” He shouted and laughed.
“I don’t know Frix, I don’t know. I don’t know if I’m the only one who fucked you now or maybe we’re two ?!” Trembling, he said to me. His jaw clenched and he balled his fist. He punched the wall again!
“Oh my g-god.” I stuttered.
“We are done.” He said emphatically.
I lost strength in what he said.
“Rad… Please let me explain.”
“You’re a whore. Aren’t you satisfied with me so you still did that? Is that why you didn’t come to me and answer my calls that day because you and that assholes were together ?! “He rasped every damn words.
His chest rose rapidly. His face, neck and ears were red.
“Lets break up, were done. I dont want to see your face again.” He looked at me with disgust. I was almost depressed.
“Rad, No! Please.”
“I said I dont want to see your face !! Get out!” He shouted at me that I almost jumped in fear.
Sharp words that left a scar on my whole being.
I looked at him one more time. I memorized his face. His eyes that have become a favorite scene once in my life, and his face that I adore much.
I nodded. Another tears rolled down on my cheeks. So, that’s it. He ended up our relationship just like that. He didn’t even let me explain .
And for the last time. I looked at him again. It almost broke my heart to see him cry.