Why did he show me and make me feel that he loves me? Then deny me to another woman?
I quickly organized myself to be able to leave. I don’t mind If I’m just wearing a shirt and boxer!
Before I could finish, Rad walk out from the bath room. Only a towel wrapped around his waist and his hair were little damp of water.
He was confused when he saw me in a hurry and had tears in my eyes.
“Where are you going?” He asked , confused.
I confronted him and slapped the cellphone on his chest!
He looked so shock by my sudden actions. He didn’t seem to be hurt . His cellphone just banged on the floor. I look like a mess now. I can feel the tears on my cheek.
“Who’s Pia huh?” I sobbed and slapped him.
My palm hurt and his cheek turned red. His jaw tightened. He looks like mad.
“What the fuck are you talking about ?!” He shouted that I would almost close my eyes.
I wiped away the tears and faced him.
“Pia just called you.” I said mockingly. “Many times! So I answered because it’s annoying!”
His eyebrows rose.
“And then? Why are you crying?” he tried to reach me to wipe away my tears but I violently pulled it away.
“Don’t you dare touch me!” I saw how the pain passed through his eyes when I said that.
“She asked me who I was,” I looked at him. “And because I’m stupid I said I’m your girlfriend ! She said, you said you don’t have a girlfriend! ”
His forehead furrowed. “Fuck.”
I shook.
“All this time.. Am I still a fuck buddy? That you only remember when you need to fuck?” The tears continued to flow.
“Damn, baby Pia is a–” I cut him off.
“Is a what? Your fuck buddy too? Like me?” I sobbed. “Rad! When will you love me? I thought we are okay.”
“Baby, please let me explain! I didn’t say that! Maybe Pia told you that because she wants to piss you off.” He said hard and kissed me. “Fuck! I’m gonna sue her.” He mumbled.
“She wants me to piss off? Because she like you huh?” I spat.
“Pia is a family friend. She’s nothing.” And he kissed my forehead.
He chuckled.
“You’re really brutal. I tasted a cellphone slap.” then he became serious. “I want you to meet my family.” He said with seriously.
I looked at him in shock.
“Huh? But–” I stuttered.
“No more buts. I’ll introduce you to them. So no more doubts.”
***
Last night we fought, because I didn’t want to meet his parents yet. I’m just not really ready.
“So what, If he introduces you? It means he’s serious about you, doesn’t it?” Cassy asked.
Here we are now in front of the soccer field on benches sitting under the trees.
I took a bite of my sandwich.
“I don’t want to right now. Maybe next time.”
I rolled my eyes. Loisa who was focused on her cellphone is now attentive to me.
” Frixxie De Leon-”
I frowned.
“-we know that Rad is really a certified fucker. Does he have a big uh… you know.”
They both laughed on unison.
“Both of you, stop!”
” I’m just asking. Did you swallow his…?” Cassy suddenly asked a weird question. My forehead creased.
“Swallowed what?” I looked at her badly.
“Don’t me, Frix. Don’t tell me that you wasn’t done it to him!”
And why? Is it an honor if you are good at that kind of thing?
“I haven’t done that yet and I really won’t.” I said and shook my head.
Loisa laughed out loud.
“You know Frix… it’s not okay that only men make an effort in bed! We should be women too.”
I rolled my eyes. “Stop it please.”
“No. It should be like this.” Cassy touched her frap. She motioned her hand up and down and licked the top of it like a lollipop!
My cheeks got too hot.
The afternoon wind blew.
I don’t have any classes left so I can go home. But first, I have to go to auditorium for Rad.
I went down the hallway but there was a group of men lying there and laughing and Franko was there too.
My chest throbbed violently with nervousness.
I tried to throw away my nervousness and just ignored them. I could feel Franko staring at me badly. Someone whistled as I passed.
I was suddenly nervous until someone grabbed my arm.
“Franko! What !?”
Now I can no longer fathom my nervousness. I don’t know if anything good is going to happen!
“Why? Can’t I touch you now? I used to touch you before.” He said.
I winced with pain.
“Let me go.” I say emphatically.
“I can’t. You’re attractive, I felt sorry for myself that I didn’t taste you.” He bit his lip.
He gestured to a man and dragged me away!
“Franko?! Let me go please!” I begged.
Three with him shouted, and one went with us.
Why is there no one here? I don’t know what they will do but I feel that their intentions are bad!
I frowned.
“-we know that Rad is really a certified fucker. Does he have a big uh… you know.”
They both laughed on unison.
“Both of you, stop!”
” I’m just asking. Did you swallow his…?” Cassy suddenly asked a weird question. My forehead creased.
“Swallowed what?” I looked at her badly.
“Don’t me, Frix. Don’t tell me that you wasn’t done it to him!”
And why? Is it an honor if you are good at that kind of thing?
“I haven’t done that yet and I really won’t.” I said and shook my head.
Loisa laughed out loud.
“You know Frix… it’s not okay that only men make an effort in bed! We should be women too.”
I rolled my eyes. “Stop it please.”
“No. It should be like this.” Cassy touched her frap. She motioned her hand up and down and licked the top of it like a lollipop!
My cheeks got too hot.
“What the fuck, Cassy!”
****
The afternoon wind blew.
I don’t have any classes left so I can go home. But first, I have to go to auditorium for Rad.
I went down the hallway but there was a group of men lying there and laughing and Franko was there too.
My chest throbbed violently with nervousness.
I tried to throw away my nervousness and just ignored them. I could feel Franko staring at me badly. Someone whistled as I passed.
I was suddenly nervous until someone grabbed my arm.
“Franko! What !?”
Now I can no longer fathom my nervousness. I don’t know if anything good is going to happen!
“Why? Can’t I touch you now? I used to touch you before.” He said.
I winced with pain.
“Let me go.” I say emphatically.
“I can’t. You’re attractive, I felt sorry for myself that I didn’t taste you.” He bit his lip.
He gestured to a man and dragged me away!
“Franko?! Let me go please!” I begged.
Three with him shouted, and one went with us.
Why is there no one here? I don’t know what they will do but I feel that their intentions are bad!
“Watch over there!” Franko’s ordered.
I tried my best to push him but he was too strong!
They took me to the old library and he pushed me inside. He locked the door and he smirk as he walked towards me.
I fell to the floor. My face was full of tears. My muscle trembled with extreme nervousness.
“Please Franko, please… What are you going to do? Let me go.” I sobbed. “I have nothing done to you!”
He knelt down in front of me and pulled my hair to look up at him.
“Nothing !?” He mockingly said. “Shut up Frixxie! You think I do not know?” He blew air. “You played me! That’s why you answered me so quickly! I love you! You thought I didn’t know? That I saw you get in Radleigh’s car? Frix’s it hurts especially when I saw how Rad’s car moved! I’m not stupid not to know what you did in there! “He shook his head. My cheeks warmed at what he said!
“It hurts! You know that! I’m your boyfriend but others benefit from you ! So even though it hurts I chose to break up with you! ” he shouted.
I covered my face by my trembling hand.
“But just hold on! We were just apart for the day! You smiled so much at him! You just played with me. You are unfair.” He shook his head.
“I’m s-sorry. Forgive me. I love Rad.” I cried.
He smirked. I saw how he wiped his tears.
“Now, my turn.” He said before pulling and slamming me down on the old table.
The guy with him took a cellphone and pointed it at us.
I was nervous about what might happen and what they would do!
“Do you know I want to fuck you now?” He whispered in my ear.
I saw how the camera flashed on us. The boy took a picture. What the hell!
My cellphone rang but when I tried to answer it..
“You try!” Franko threatened. “You want to get out?” He asked. I nodded instantly.
“Please!” I begged and bit my lip. I saw how Franko look into my lips. My chest suddenly throbbed.
I no longer looked at the man with us here no matter what he was doing because of my fear.
“Let me out a–” I didn’t finish what I was going to say because he kissed me hard!
His arms went to my breast and he molded it. I saw another three shots of camera flashed on us!
His lips traveled down on my cleavage. What the hell!
Why are they taking pictures !?
I pushed him hard so he bit my lip.
“I hate you!” I shout.
He just laughed and gestured the door out. “You can go now.” he smirked again. Damn!
With so much emotion and fear, I couldn’t think anymore. I didn’t know why I came home. I was floating and couldn’t speak.
I wiped my face. My cellphone rang a few times but I didn’t answer.
I sat on the floor of my bedroom.
there was a knock on the door. My sister Veron came in right away.
“My god! What happened Frix?” Remember he asked.
My previous sob turned into a child’s cry.
“Veron.” I mumbled. “I’m scared.”
I don’t know why Franko did that. and I also don’t know how to deal with Rad .. I don’t know.