I was pregnant? Whose?
The answer was self-evident.
If I had not been invaded yesterday, the baby’s father would be the only one.
But when?
Was it in the design competition? Recently Sean and I only had sex that day and didn’t use contraception.
“You are pregnant. If you take medicine, your baby will surely die.”
Barton said it calmly.
It seemed that such a thing was not surprising to him.
“I won’t take medicine!”
I said almost without hesitation.
Barton was surprised.”What? Little girl, you can get pregnant again, but if you are infected with HIV, you will have to take medicine for the rest of your life.”
Yeah.
Of course I knew what HIV was!
It was one of the few incurable diseases in the world.
Once I got infected I had to wait to die.
It was not terrible for me to die. There was no one in the world worthy of my nostalgia.
I looked up at Barton.”If I am really infected, will it affect my baby?”
“The probability that a mother will pass the virus to her baby is 20%to 40%. You are in a special situation, but no matter what you do, you can’t guarantee that you won’t be infected.”
Barton’s explanation threw me into despair.
Even if it was a one percent chance, I didn’t want to pass it on to my baby.
Now the only way was…
I quickly remembered the conversations of the black men before I was in a coma and the nurse just now!
“Where is the nurse just now?”I grabbed Barton.”I want to find her!”
Barton was shocked by my behavior.
I looked at Paul.”That nurse is weird. She must know who killed me!”
When I finished, I saw that they were all confused. They didn’t seem to want to find her. I was angry and put on my shoes to find her by myself!
I went out of the ward. They all followed me.
When I went outside, I looked around, but the whole floor was almost empty.
“You are not fit to walk now.”Another doctor advised me in the back, and I ignored him.
Barton couldn’t seem to stand it. He grabbed a passing nurse and asked, “where is Hebe?”
The nurse took a look at Barton and her face was a little complicated.”Just now, Hebe came out of the ward and said she was going to quit. The head nurse asked her to resign next month.”
“Resign?”Barton frowned.
“Yes.”The nurse nodded, “but she didn’t agree and insisted on quitting. As a result, she was hit by a passing motorcycle just downstairs. She has now been taken to the rescue room.”
“What?”
Barton was stunned!
He walked downstairs quickly.
I wanted to follow him, but Paul stopped me.”Miss Carter, you are weak and hurt now. I’ll help you find her. You wait for me here.”Then he took a business card out of his pocket and handed it to me, “your things are in the locker of the ward.”
Then he left with Barton in a hurry.
I looked at the business card. It was clean and only had Paul written on it.
There were his mailbox and phone number below.
I went back with his business card and was worried.
Was it an accident or a murder?
How could it be so coincidental!
I didn’t want to have an abortion, but what if I really got sick and passed it on to my baby?
No matter how the society changed, people’s prejudice against this disease would not change.
In that way, my baby would be looked down upon.
He would feel inferior and live in the shadow all his life.
“What should I do?”
I went into the ward and squatted on the floor. I put my hands on my head and felt desperate!
I really couldn’t choose!
I had lost a baby. How could I bear to kill my second baby.
But what if I really got violated and got HIV?
Although in my mind I could basically conclude that it was a false image made by others. I thought it was obvious that the purpose of that person was to separate Molly and me.
Maybe even he did it for Sean.
Anyway, I didn’t want to bear the possibility of one in ten thousand!
I thought of Barton saying that I could start taking medicine in 72 hours. The sooner I took the medicine, the better. I was in a coma for less than 10 hours, so I still had time!
At this time, if I found the one who hurt me, maybe I could…
I couldn’t do it on my own.
Someone had to help me.
That person must be willing and could be trusted by me for the time being.
I thought about everything and thought there was only one person, Sean.
Only him!
Although Daniell’s death may have something to do with him, these things could be ignored.
I wanted to save my baby first!
After I made sure, I didn’t hesitate to take out my cell phone in the locker.
When I opened the locker, I found my laptop in it. I was shocked!
I thought of what Molly showed me. I quickly turned on my laptop and displayed the hidden file in her way.
But I didn’t have that hidden folder in my laptop at all!
At first, I thought I had made a mistake and searched for information on the Internet. Then I was sure I didn’t make a mistake but I really didn’t have that folder.
“Why?”
I was even more confused.
The whole thing made me confused. I thought about it and felt terrible.
Although I didn’t know who this person was, he easily let me and Molly completely break up.
And there was no trace left.
It was not Sean, was it?
It must not be him.
I didn’t think Sean would be so mean anyway.
I turned off my laptop and called Sean.
He didn’t answer the phone at first. After about five minutes, he called me. He said, “I was in a meeting just now. I came out when I saw you call me.”
His tone was a little relaxed and even a little joyful.
He didn’t seem to know what happened to me at all.
I took a deep breath and said to Sean,” President Jessop, I’ll send you my address later. You come here. I have something to tell you.”I thought my tone was a little stiff. I exhaled and said softly, “will you?”
“Yes.”
Sean agreed right away.
He agreed without asking anything.
I hung up and looked up my address. I was in a place called Safe Trust Hospital.
I stood at the door and looked downstairs to make sure my ward was on the third floor. I took a look at my bed number and sent them all to him.
This place was close to the Giant group. I knew he would be here soon, so I was a little nervous.
I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I looked at the gauze wrapped around my face.