But the next second, I realized something more terrible than disfigurement!
I felt my crotch and moved my legs. I had no feeling.
Was I in a coma for too long?
Or…
I had no feeling of being violated. Previously, if Sean and I had sex for a long time, I would feel pain the next day.
If those black men did something, I couldn’t have no feeling.
Didn’t I get violated?
But how could it be!
They were Molly’s people. How could Molly be merciful to me.
When I hesitated, I also remembered the conversations of the black men before I fainted.
They meant they had another employer.
At this time, my head was confused. Before I figured it out, the door suddenly opened.
I turned and saw a middle-aged man come in from the door. He had a small bag in his hand. When he saw me with my eyes open, he froze and said, “are you awake? I’ll call the doctor.”
Then he turned and went out.
After I saw him, I was more sure that I had never met this man at all.
Who was he?
After a while, the man came in with two doctors and a nurse. I saw one of the doctor’s badges saying, “chief physician: Bill.”
As far as I knew, this chief physician was brilliant!
The two doctors did a series of tests but they didn’t check there.
I asked, “how did you find me? How long have I been in a coma?”
The middle-aged man replied, “my boss found you through your mobile phone location. You were in a coma before you were sent here. You’ve been in a coma for almost 10 hours.”
“Your boss?”
“Yes, my boss is your patron. I’m his assistant, Paul.”
I understand what Paul said.
But I couldn’t help but ask, “when you find me, I…”
I couldn’t go on asking.
The doctor understood and offered to say, “we’ll leave for a while. You can ask the nurse.”
With that, they left.
There was only one nurse left in the ward.
I didn’t hesitate and asked, “what was I like when I was sent here?”
The nurse looked at me and wanted to say something, but she hesitated. After a while she said, “you were raped before you were sent here! Your body was swollen. We applied medicine to you so you recovered!”
She spoke in a loud voice.
And I noticed that her hands were slightly clenched and she was nervous.
“You’re lying!”I stared at her and said it word by word.
The nurse froze!
She looked at me and said guiltily, “I didn’t lie! There are records of prescriptions!”
“But I don’t feel it and it isn’t swollen.”
I stared at the nurse as I spoke.
Her upper teeth gnawed at her lower lips. Her eyes were slightly drooping but she looked around instead of me.
These actions clearly meant that she was lying!
The nurse didn’t admit, “that’s because we have good medicine. Believe it or not, do you know if you have been raped!”
“Of course I know.”By this time I had realized. I got up from the bed and grabbed the nurse standing by the bed. I asked her,”who told you to lie!”
“Ah? I didn’t!”The nurse was shocked. Her first reaction was to take back her hand.”I didn’t lie!”
I didn’t hold on to her.
The nurse took back her hand and left quickly!
By the time I wanted to get out, the doctors and Paul had come in.
When the doctor saw that I was going to get out of bed, he stopped me immediately.”Lie down!”
“What was it like when I was sent here yesterday? Have I ever been raped?”
At that time, I didn’t care so much.
I asked the two doctors and Paul directly.
Although I thought that I had not been violated, I was still not sure. After all, those men had done those things to me. Did they not violate me?
It was impossible!
I need a theory to determine my own judgment!
They were inexplicably guilty.
No one spoke. At last, Paul said, “when my boss’s people found you, you were the only one. You were not dressed, but I don’t know about the rest.”
“We only did a few checks for you, but we haven’t found at present…”
Before the doctor finished, I knew what he was going to say. I stared at him and said, “I’m threatened to be raped, and one of those people has HIV!”
When I finished speaking, two men stepped back.
Only Barton, the chief physician, did not move.
I looked at him and wanted to ask him, but Barton first said, “there are very few ways to transmit HIV. Daily contact does not infect HIV.”
What he said explained his behavior.
He didn’t know I wasn’t violated. He knew that HIV would not be transmitted in this way.
“But I…”
I was desperate! I wanted to say something for myself, but I couldn’t say it.
“If you’re not completely sure that you’ve never been violated or that person has HIV, I suggest you start taking blockers right away.”
Barton made a proposal to me.
“Blockers?”I heard the word for the first time and was confused.
“Blockers are also known as post exposure prophylactics. Fewer people know now…”Barton started to give me a brief introduction to blockers.
I probably understood that it was a drug to prevent infection. But I had to take the medicine for 28 days before I could check if I was infected.
And it was best to start taking this medicine within 72 hours. Taking medicine within 24 hours would increase the barrier probability.
“I can.”
I said that because I thought it was the same as a rabies vaccine that only needed to be taken every day.
But Barton told me, “this kind of medicine has a lot of side effects. You just have the possibility. You have to think about it.”
“I will take the medicine.”
I hesitated for a moment and agreed.
One more protection was always good.
“No way! She shouldn’t be able to take this.”Paul said as soon as he heard I was going to take the blocker.
His voice was loud and anxious.
Both the doctors and I looked at him.
Did he know anything?
“Paul, why?”I asked him.
“Oh, director, she’s pregnant.”
Before Paul said anything, another doctor said to Barton.
His words shocked me!
I opened my eyes and looked at the doctor.”What? What did you just say?”
I couldn’t believe my own ears.