I learned from Benlyam that Zachary would’ve been Beta to this pack, but he didn’t want that so he sent him away to Kansas where he and Scott became Statal Alpha and Beta.
Scott was fine with everything, he didn’t care, but Zachary did. Benlyam also said it made sense because after his mother died, his grandparents moved to Kansas so it was easier to transfer them. He wasn’t super close to his brothers due to their childhood.
Benlyam was basically taking care of them because of how beat up his mother was and how unstable his father became, but they didn’t like staying home. That, and the age gap. While Zachary and Scott were only a year apart, Benlyam was five years apart from Zachary.
Benlyam slowly stood up and I felt Layton pull back from my nipple, resting his head against my bare skin instead, now drowsy and full.
“She’s asleep,” he informed me softly as he neared the crib.
“Oh, wait, put them down together,” I pulled my shirt down and Layton slowly blinked at me, falling asleep. Benlyam nodded and rocked back and forth as Lana slept against him.
We lightly laid them down in their crib, careful to not wake them. I breathed out once they stayed, I turned to Benlyam and gave a quick kiss to him before I walked back over to grab my water, taking a quick sip.
“I’m going to take a quick shower,” I put down the glass and started towards the bathroom, Benlyam reached out, wrapping his hands around my waist and pulling me to him.
“Take your time. They went to see Garret and some friends, they’ll come over around dinner time,” he kissed me again and I lightly responded, wanting to go further but I was insecure about my body and pregnancy added. I didn’t want to put him off, so instead, I’d give him handjobs or blowjobs.
I pulled away and looked up at his pretty eyes. He was so attractive, it killed me. I subconsciously leaned back into him, kissing him. Again, I pulled away, looking to the side.
“I’m going to go shower,” I shyly mumbled, waiting for him to release my waist but he had other ideas as he kissed my cheek, trailing to my mark.
He gave a small, sensual snip to it and a soft, pleasured sigh left my lips.
“We could save water,” he whispered against my skin and I felt myself get heated. I mindlessly nodded as my body leaned into his.
We made our way into the bathroom and Benlyam stripped off his shirt, slowly pulling on mine, waiting for my permission. I slipped it off and kissed his neck, leaving hickeys with no care in the world.
Benlyam pulled back for a quick second to turn on the shower and I glanced at the closed door.
“They’ll be okay, right?” I asked as I looked back at Benlyam and he smiled at me.
“They’ll be just fine, Flower. Now, let’s get you in the shower,” he playfully growled as he nibbled on my mark earning a soft moan from me. I stepped on my socks until I was able to slip out of them, then unbuttoned my pants.
Once we were both stripped, Benlyam pulled me into the shower. At first, the water was a surprise, but it warmed up. He had his tongue in my mouth as my fingers sank in his hair. He worked his way around my breasts because he knew I wasn’t comfortable with it, he trailed his hand down my back, spreading tingles.
I pressed my hips against his and his manhood kissed my area that was already drenched. I was getting so heated, I dragged my hand down and lightly grabbed him. He tightened his grip on my waist as I started to stroke him.
Benlyam broke our kiss, kissing my neck instead. I sped up my motions and one of his hands cupped my core. I gasped from the contact. He spread my lower lips, rubbing my clit as he inserted a finger in my heat.
I moaned out as he evenly quickened his pace. My movements became sloppy and he pushed me up against the shower wall gently, removing my hand from himself. I arched into him, my stomach meeting his chest as my eyes met his dark, lustful blue eyes.
My mouth fell open as he hit a spot. “Oh, Bee…” I let out, my hand tightening on his locks, he brought his mouth to my open lips, rapidly kissing me.
I moaned in his mouth as I reached my peak, I couldn’t help as my grip tightened and my knees became wobbly. Benlyam wrapped his arm around my waist, holding me up as I shook with pleasure. He kissed up and down my neck as I calmed, bringing his fingers up to his lips.
“My sweet honey pot,” he nibbled my mark and I exhaled softly, I was supposed to be calming down but his words were making me heated.
He pushed me up and I wrapped my legs around him, my mound meeting his member. My grinding was sloppy and he was quick to fix, lifting my hips as he positioned himself at my entrance. He glanced down at me, to make sure I was aligned but I tilted his chin back to my eyes.
I was self-conscious, no matter how many times he’s seen me naked. I had scars and I had two kids. Yeah, I lost the weight but I wasn’t comfortable with my body yet. Plus, my breasts looked weird because of nursing.
He looked at me with a small frown, quickly kissing my slightly pouty lips.
“Stop, Flower. You’re beautiful, we both know that.” He put his lips back on mine and entered himself in me. I moaned against his lips as he filled me.
My arms wrapped around his neck, tangling in his hair as he thrust up in me. I moaned against his mount, pulling back so I could kiss his neck.
“Fuck, honey,” he deeply groaned in my ear and it made me shiver. I gasped out against his skin as he sped up his motions, driving me to the center. I moaned his name as his grip on my waist became tighter.
I looked up at him, crashing my lips on his as he pushed me over the edge. I came down all over him, he kept his movements up, drawing out my peak. He stilled for a second, slowing his movements as he came, my body relaxed against his.
He rested his forehead against mine, water sprinkling down on us. He stayed in me for a second until he slowly pulled out of me, a low sigh coming from me. Benlyam kept me up against the wall for a moment, I felt drowsy.
He pulled back, holding me against him as I rested my head on his shoulder. I slowly slid my legs from around his waist, carefully standing, my arms circling his torso.
“I love you,” I mumbled against his skin and I felt him kiss the top of my head.
“I love you, Violet.”