Ji Yan pursed her lips and couldn’t help but feel nervous. “Look, I knew this man would think too much.”
Sighing, she said in a soft voice, “It’s not that I’m going to see them. There’s still Yan Feng and you.”
If she was alone, she would never go there. Although it was a secular restriction on human nature, it was an essential skill to survive for those she cared about.
But Lin Feng was his blood brother and Yan Feng’s missing uncle. He had taken care of Yan Feng for such a long time, and Yan Feng’s feelings for him were not casual.
It was reasonable for them to go and have a look. Besides… in private, she was also very curious about the woman who was similar to her.
Shang Jinshen snorted coldly, and the gloom in his eyes covered the joy of traveling. He stood up and walked to the bedroom without saying a word.
His slender back was inexplicably lonely.
Ji Yan stood there in a daze, not knowing what would happen.
Was she really wrong? She wanted to ease their relationship, but she didn’t ask if they were willing, what they said, what they said, and what they said. Was her ultimate goal not for them?
Lying on the sofa helplessly, Ji Yan covered her eyes with her hand to hide the weakness inside.
In the bedroom, the luxurious bedroom emitted a yellow halo, covering the room with a warm atmosphere. On the gorgeous and warm big bed lay a small body. The velvet feather covered his body, revealing a little red face.
The hotel was a suite with two bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen, and one guard. In the evening, Yan Feng and Ji Yan slept separately. At noon, Shang Jinshen put him in the master bedroom to take care of him.
Shang Jinshen walked into the bedroom with a hint of confusion in his cold eyes.
What kind of existence did he and Lin Feng have for Yan Feng?
In fact, he couldn’t accept it. He couldn’t accept that his close friends had a close relationship with Lin Feng.
Like Yan Feng, like Ji Yan…
Looking down from the French window, he could see the scenery on the street, but he couldn’t see it in his heart.
With a creak, Shang Jinshen’s back stiffened. He stopped in his tracks and the ashes of his cigarette fell to the ground.
When he heard the footsteps, he put the cigarette between his lips as if nothing had happened. He took a deep breath and spat out the misty smoke, making it hard for others to see his face clearly.
“I’m sorry.” A clear and beautiful voice came, which contained an apology, so lonely that it sounded a little lonely.
Ji Yan stood in the room. The man’s back in front of the French window was surrounded by smoke. His whole person became unreal and empty, just like her current mood.
She always followed her character, but she never thought that he would be angry.
Clenching her lips, Ji Yan gritted her teeth. Without hearing his answer, she still walked towards him.
Stretching out her slender arm, she wrapped her arms around his slender waist. Feeling that he was stiff in an instant, she smiled slightly and turned away. Her cheeks were pressed against his back, and her voice was full of grievance.
“I’m sorry, I’m thinking too highly of myself.”
Shang Jinshen froze, and the cigarette between his fingers trembled slightly.
“Don’t think too highly of yourself. Didn’t you just want to take Yan Feng to see his dear uncle? There’s nothing to be sorry about.” Shang Jinshen retorted with a sarcastic tone and a hoarse voice.
How could he not know her purpose of not leaving? But from the beginning to the end, she did not understand what he cared about.
“I…” Ji Yan paused. The sarcasm in his words made her feel pain. How long had it been? How long had he not spoken to her in such a tone? This time, he was really angry.
His fingers trembled, and the ash fell to the ground. Shang Jin threw the cigarette butt on the ground angrily and crushed it with the soles of his shoe until he couldn’t see its original shape.
Suddenly, his big hand covered Ji Yan’s hand. Before Ji Yan had time to be happy, the hand around her waist was forcibly pulled away.
Looking at his empty hand, the warmth of his waist was still lingering in her palm. It was so hot that it was burning hot, but she felt a chill in her heart.
“Ji Yan, do you know what you’ve done wrong?” Shang Jinshen’s tone was cold, and he looked like an ice sculpture without any expression on his face.
Ji Yan shivered because of the coldness, and her heart was beating violently.
“What did I do wrong?” Ji Yan was confused. She was just being kind…
Shang Jinshen didn’t hear her reply. His back was facing her, but he didn’t dare to turn around. He was afraid that if he couldn’t bear her grievance, he wouldn’t be able to control himself and would hold her in his arms.
Just like just now, no one knew how much effort he had put in to get rid of her hand. Until this moment, the hand hanging between his legs naturally trembled slightly. After a long time, Shang Jinshen continued to say, “Was it your fault to discuss it with me? Was it wrong to contact Lin Feng behind my back? Was it wrong to spend our traveling time on these boring things?”
Ji Yan did not speak, and her face gradually turned pale.
In the end, Shang Jinshen turned around. When he saw her, he couldn’t help but feel sorry for her. He couldn’t stand her fragile and aggrieved look.
With a long sigh, Shang Jin took her into his arms. Ji Yan felt warm and couldn’t control her tears.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry…” She sobbed and felt guilty for her selfishness.
Shang Jinshen kissed the top of her hair and smiled helplessly. She didn’t need to say sorry to him. He was always angry because she was sorry for herself.
He knew that she had wanted to travel with him for a long time. He worked hard to stay up late to spare time to accompany her.
However, she did not allow herself to stop when she finally got some leisure time.
The world was so big, and there were so many annoying things that happened in a second. How could she have the ability to help others? She just needed to enjoy her own life, go to the place she liked, do what she liked, take his happiness with her, and let him solve those things for her. This was his only requirement, and it was to make her happy.
But she thought of Wu Fan, Lin Feng, Yan Feng, and him. She thought of so many people, but she didn’t think about herself.
“Good girl, do what you like to do, not what you have to do, understand?”
His words were full of helplessness and gentle reproach, which warmed her heart.
Ji Yan agreed in a low voice and nodded in his arms.
In the end, Ji Yan still saw the beautiful scenery of Sheng Monica.
On the night before they set off, Wu Shufan invited them to a restaurant.
The restaurant Wu Shufan had booked was not a fancy luxury hotel on Wall Street. Instead, it was a three-story building with an antique Chinese style.
It was like the courtyard of a rich family in the Republic of China era, quiet and fresh inside.
Although the location was a little remote, it was such a remote place that made him feel like he was out of the secular world.
Moreover, it was not easy to own a small building on Wall Street alone. It could be seen that the boss was not an ordinary businessman.