The black snow stopped in front of a white building. In the long car ride, Ji Yan leaned on Ji Yan’s shoulder and slept soundly. Looking at his well-behaved appearance, Ji Yan was reluctant to wake him up.
Lin Feng got out of the car and opened the door for them. He stretched out his arms and said, “Let me hold him. He is very heavy now, and you can’t hold him.”
Looking up at him, Ji Yan blankly sent the child into his arms. Then she came to her senses and thanked him.
After taking over Yan Feng, Lin Feng stood aside and waited for Ji Yan to get out of the car before they went in together.
The room was still the favorite style of Ji Yan as usual. There was a strong Chinese flavor in the British style building. It was obviously two kinds of clashing culture, but it was cleverly harmonious. On the contrary, it had an indescribable charm.
However, there was a chair outside the terrace. It was a mixture of white and red. It was not made of metal, but a kind of vine.
Ji Yan raised her eyebrows in surprise. They knew how to fiddle with these things?
“Yanfeng saw it on TV and insisted on buying it for you. He said that you must like to lie in it and sleep in the sun.” When he mentioned Yan Feng, he subconsciously looked at the child in his arms with a smile.
Oh, Ji Yan was suddenly enlightened. According to Yan Feng’s character, it made sense.
“Let’s put him on the bed first so that he won’t catch a cold.” Yan Feng was not in good health, so Ji Yan paid special attention to his health. She would pay attention to everything she could think of.
Lin Feng nodded and smiled at her gently. “Well, I will go alone. You can sit here and rest first. If you are hungry, you will know it by yourself.”
After saying that, she turned around and went upstairs, leaving Ji Yan alone, feeling extremely uncomfortable. Yan Feng was her child, and this was also her home. But for some reason, she always felt that Lin Feng was more like the head of the family than her.
Walking into the kitchen, Ji Yan did not bother the cook. Instead, she wandered around casually to see what had changed in the days when she was not around.
“Miss Ji, are you sure you don’t want to eat? You must be hungry after getting off the plane!” The cook enthusiastically wanted to show Ji Yan her cooking skills. She raised her sleeves and looked like she was about to start cooking.
With a faint smile, Ji Yan waved her hand, picked up a tomato on the kitchen counter and played with it. She asked casually, “How has Mr. Lin and Yan Feng been together during this period of time?”
It was not because she was afraid that Lin Feng would treat Yan Feng badly, but because she was afraid that he would treat Yan Feng too well and she would not be able to say anything that she wanted to take away from him.
The cook gave her a thumbs-up and repeatedly praised her. “Miss Ji, I didn’t mean to say that. It’s the first time I’ve seen such a good man after living for so long. He treats the young master very well. He treats him with sincerity and sincerity. Even if he will be reprimanded sometimes, it’s for his own good. The young master is also clever and sensible. He knows who treats him well. It’s all thanks to Mr. Lin’s company in the days when you’re away!”
Ji Yan’s hands stopped moving and she forced a smile. “Okay, I got it.”
“By the way,” she stopped, turned around and added, “don’t tell Mr. Lin about this.”
The cook nodded quickly. As a person who took other people’s wages, she certainly knew what to say and what not to say.
Ji Yan came to the living room. Lin Feng was coming down from the building. When he saw her, he smiled and said, “What’s wrong? Aren’t you hungry? Why don’t you go and eat something?”
On the wooden stairs, the man was full of a gentle temperament and a handsome face, but unfortunately… it was not suitable. It was not about the time and location, and even the person was not right.
“I’m not hungry yet. Let’s talk.” Ji Yan pursed her lips, her nails digging into her soft palms.
With the corners of his mouth raised, Lin Feng opened his mouth slightly and said, “Okay.”
They should really have a good talk. He didn’t like this kind of strange atmosphere. She should know that this matter had nothing to do with her or him.
The two of them strolled out of the corridor. The surrounding scenery was elegant, and every part of it was exquisitely decorated.
“Lin Feng… I’ve reconciled with Shang Jinshen.” Lowering her head, Ji Yan didn’t dare to look into his eyes. The man she hated so much and the man who promised to take revenge on finally got back together.
She always felt extremely ashamed. She was ashamed of those who had helped her and those who had never given up on her during her most difficult time.
He didn’t speak for a long time. Ji Yan stared at her toes. It wasn’t until her eyes were sore that she heard his calm voice coming from above. “I guessed it. I wish you happiness.”
Ji Yan didn’t know how much effort he had used to control the sadness in his heart. Every word had a bitter taste on the tip of his tongue.
But things had come to this point. Since it was impossible for them to be together, it was better for him to let go of her and make her feel at ease.
There was inexplicable bitterness in her eyes. Ji Yan raised her head and looked at him, full of guilt. “Lin Feng, I’m sorry.”
If she had known what would happen today, she would not have given him any hope, agreed to his proposal, put on his wedding dress, and left him alone in the hall.
She lowered her head gradually, and the tears in her eyes came out in an instant. The person she was most sorry for was Lin Feng, but he had never blamed her.
“Don’t say sorry to me. I’m sorry in the most pale and powerless language. If you really feel sorry for me, you can live a better life on your own. Don’t let me worry about you, okay?” Staring at her head, Lin Feng didn’t blame her at all. Love was what you were willing to do, so he couldn’t blame anyone.
If he really wanted to blame someone, he could only blame himself for sending the post to the merchant, giving the merchant an opportunity to take advantage of him. If it weren’t for the fact that he was still thinking about that little bit of kinship.
Ji Yan still lowered her head and choked with sobs. The more he behaved like this, the more guilty she felt.
“Lin Feng, I’m sorry, I’m sorry…”
Slowly squatting on the ground, Ji Yan couldn’t help but burst into tears. Lin Feng’s feelings for her were like a mountain that made her unable to breathe, and the sense of guilt almost drowned her.
Lin Feng leaned over and hugged her. His hands were so stiff that he did not know what to do. In the end, he did not fall. He smiled helplessly and said, “That’s it.”
Just let her cry out and all her guilt. She, Ji Yan, didn’t owe him anything. Falling in love with someone was a very happy thing.
One was crying hard, and the other was guarding in silence. Perhaps this was the so-called subduing everything.
Looking at the crying woman, Lin Feng was in a bad mood. He didn’t even have the right to hold her in his arms.
He smiled bitterly and felt very upset in his heart. “This is the most terrible thing.”
After crying for a long time, Ji Yan’s eyes were red and swollen, and Lin Feng’s body was stiff and numb.
As the breeze swept by, a pool of spring water wrinkled and rolled up the boundless wilderness.
Ji Yan stopped sobbing, and her eyes were particularly bright after being washed by tears. Thinking of herself crying in front of him like this, she touched the tip of her nose and whispered, “I’m sorry.”