If it weren’t for the fact that he couldn’t let go, he wouldn’t have insisted on keeping her by his side after everything had happened. He knew that she hated him.
But he couldn’t let go. He couldn’t let go of the past. He couldn’t let go of the present.
What had happened in the past was destined to be the current situation.
He had once betrayed her, and now he was still hurting her. However, he was not willing to give her to Shang Jinfeng, nor to give her to anyone else. That was why he still kept her by his side.
Ji Yan was destined to be with him, so she could only be with him.
“Ji Yan, Ji Yan.” Shang Jinshen knocked on the door anxiously. There was no movement from Ji Yan, for he was afraid that something would happen to her. He called the nurse and opened the bathroom door with the spare key.
He rushed forward and hugged Ji Yan. Only God knew how worried he was about her just now.
“Let me go.” Ji Yan struggled hard and trembled with anger. She hadn’t eaten for a long time, so her weak body felt dizzy.
The disgust in her eyes froze Shang Jinshen’s soul.
“I can’t believe she hates me so much, even though she knows that Shang Jinshen’s heart has been pierced by this eye. It hurts so much.”
If she didn’t forgive him and insisted on seeking death, what should he do? The fear of completely losing her made his brain blank. His lips trembled and he said with a pale face, “Ji Yan, if you die, I will live very well, and I will make Maggie live very well. As long as you dare to die, Yan Feng will immediately become an orphan. If you are with me, I will avenge you.”
You’re doing well!
Maggie is doing well!
Yan Feng has become an orphan!
Ji Yan was so angry that her eyes went black and she felt dizzy. She really wanted to stab Shang Jingshen to death with a knife.
“It’s so funny. It’s so funny.”
He forced her like this and wanted her to be with him.
She was so angry that her whole body was trembling. A few streaks of blood appeared in her usually gentle eyes and pierced her palm. Blood oozed out from her nails.
The raging anger in her chest and the sorrow in her mind made her lose control of her emotions.
Ji Yan was so excited that she raised her voice and roared. Shang Jinshen quickly cut Ji Yan’s neck with his knife, hoping that she could calm down.
In order to comfort Ji Yan, the doctor gave her a quiet shot, and Ji Yan fell into a deep sleep.
Shang Jin looked at Ji Yan with pity. “It’s been hard on me all these years.”
At first, when he did not understand the truth, he could still blame her and ask her to stay by his side to pay the debt and try to suppress his feelings for her. Now that he knew the truth, he could no longer suppress his love. He had let her down.
She couldn’t help but laugh at herself. If he hadn’t brought it upon himself, she wouldn’t have treated him like this. Wasn’t she picking up a rock to smash her own foot and take a step back?
Thinking of Ji Yan, who lost control of her emotions, he was at a loss.
If this continued, he thought that he would definitely go crazy with Ji Yan. In her emotions, in the depths of her heart, in the torment of regret and the loss of her fear…
But even so, he was not willing to let go.
Shang Jinshen held the sleeping Ji Yan firmly in his arms, feeling more at ease than ever before.
Listening to Ji Yan’s gradual and even breathing, his heart ached. If he hadn’t been deceived and didn’t believe Ji Yan, Ji Yan would have suffered so much. She should hate him.
The more he hugged her, the tighter he became, as if he was afraid of losing her. Not long ago, he almost lost her. As a result, he was so strong that Ji Yan felt a little uncomfortable. She frowned, and he saw it. He quickly loosened his strength and gently put it on her.
Shang Jinshen gradually fell asleep in regret and uneasiness.
The next morning, Ji Yan woke up from her sleep. She was not hysterical as Shang Jinshen had imagined. She just calmly pushed him away and washed and ate as if she didn’t see him at all.
She returned to her usual calm and began to eat. Her eyes were a little red and swollen, too silent, and her face was calm.
Shang Jinshen was delighted. “Anyway, I’m finally willing to live well.”
After dinner, she turned on the TV. It was entertainment gossip. She didn’t expect that Maggie would escape unscathed from the aftermath of breaking off the engagement and start a new movie. It was very popular.
Ji Yan looked at the TV in silence. Shang Jinshen was a little uneasy. If he hadn’t spoiled Maggie in the past, it might not have happened today. He was about to ask the hospital to block the signal of this TV when Ji Yan spoke.
“I want her to be ruined.” Ji Yan looked at Maggie, who was well-dressed and proud on TV, and said coldly without turning her head.
The corners of Shang Jinshen’s lips curled into a smile. As long as Ji Yan was willing, he was willing to put everything in front of her.
At this time, Maggie went to Ji Ye and the two of them sat in the same car.
Maggie threw a thick stack of photos to Ji Mei and said with a sneer, “I thought you had some ability to hook up with Shang Yu An. I didn’t expect you to be so down-and-earth now. I didn’t expect you to be a good-for-nothing. In the end, it was all in vain.”
Ji Jun looked at the photo in her hand. The woman in the photo was in a wedding dress, with a beautiful smile and a graceful figure. The man next to her looked at her gently.
Ji Mei moved the corner of her mouth and then changed the photo back. “My good sister is really capable. Did she hook up with a rich man again?”
Maggie smiled with satisfaction. She fiddled with the big red fingernails and explained to her, “He’s not an ordinary person. He’s now changed his name to Lin Feng. He has a lot of assets in Italy. Such a good man has been taken down by your sister. Look at you. Tsk, tsk. You’re so poor.”
Hearing this, Ji Mei was a little dissatisfied, but she kept silent in the end. After all, Maggie was much more important than her, so she dared not offend her.
“Why? Why can that woman get everything? That woman has become the Young Madam, and the Shang Yu An she snatched from me is indeed a fake. But I didn’t expect that it turned out that she thought that Shang Jinshen had forced her sister to marry him and robbed her of her sister’s boyfriend.”
“Are you willing to accept it? We’re sisters, but you’re prettier and smarter than her, but you’re not as good as her. Are you willing to accept it?” Maggie coaxed her.
Upon hearing this, Ji Mei, who had been silent, laughed. “I heard that Miss Maggie and Jin Shen’s wedding has been canceled. I don’t know why.”
Maggie’s face darkened. “It seems that Ji M is very bold. How dare she laugh at me?”
“That’s right. I thought Jin Shen was mine, but in the end, he was taken away by your good sister. Why don’t we destroy him instead of letting your sister get away with it?”
Ji Zhen didn’t say anything. The merchants were very powerful, and so was Jin Shen. She didn’t dare to mess with Tai Sui. Besides, it didn’t seem to be good for her.
Maggie could not help but try to persuade her again. “Miss Ji, are you so broad-minded now? As the saying goes, the enemy of the enemy is a friend. I thought we were friends, so I came to cooperate with Miss Ji.”
Ji Meng replied, “I think Miss Ma has been broken off by someone. Love turns into hatred. But what’s the benefit for me?”