“Of course, if you are obedient, I will give you benefits. You can ask for as much money as you want.” Mrs. Shang looked at Ji Yan with certainty. She always liked to solve problems with money. At that time, Ji Yan was also a vain woman. She offered such a generous offer, and she didn’t believe that this vixen wouldn’t change her mind. As long as Jin Shenshen was fascinated by her and got engaged to Maggie, she didn’t mind giving Ji Yan more money.
Ji Yan smiled coldly and said lightly, “We haven’t seen each other for many years, but Mrs. Shang is still so confident and ridiculous. I’m sorry, but you’d better keep Shang Jinshen for yourself. I don’t think he’s worth a penny.”
Mrs. Shang yelled angrily, “Shut up! How dare you say that to Jin Shen!” This vixen dared to say that to her son.
When Ji Yan entered the club, Shang Jinshen and Maggie stepped into the high-end club. Mrs. Shang called Shang Jinshen to show her son this vain vixen. It was not worth it for her son to pay so much.
When Shang Jinshen entered the private room, he happened to hear Ji Yan say that he was worthless. Shang Jinshen couldn’t help but feel sad. It turned out that he was like this in her heart.
Maggie was secretly happy to see this. As she expected, as long as she added fuel to the fire, Jin Shen would definitely forget this b*tch.
“Mom, why are you looking for Ji Yan?” Shang Jinshen looked at Mrs. Shang with dissatisfaction. Although he didn’t know what had happened before, it was not difficult for him to know that Mrs. Shang must have known that he was injured for Ji Yan. She came to make things difficult for Ji Yan. He didn’t know which one of his men didn’t keep his mouth shut and told Mrs. Shang about it. It seemed that he needed to teach her a good lesson.
Seeing this, Maggie immediately walked up to Mrs. Shang and said, “Auntie, please calm down. Ji Yan, you’re getting older, and you can’t bear the anger of your poor health. Please be considerate of the old man and pay attention to your words. Don’t be angry with me.”
Ji Yan looked at the scene in front of her and sneered. “What a big show, but I don’t know who you are acting for.” “Haha, it’s none of my Ji Gui how you do Ji Gui. Please don’t get me involved in it in the future, and dirty my eyes.”
Shang Jin frowned. He didn’t know why Ji Yan was so biased against him. He didn’t want to get Ji Yan involved.
“You! You!” Mrs. Shang became angrier when she heard Ji Yan’s words. She didn’t take her seriously at all. She took a deep breath in her heart and was about to slap Ji Yan.
Ji Yan’s eyes darkened. It seemed that the family thought that she was as easy to bully as before. They wanted to beat her or scold her? She immediately reached out to stop Mrs. Shang’s arm.
Shang Jinshen didn’t think that his mother would hit Ji Yan, so he shouted, “Enough! Have you had enough?”
Ji Yan felt a stab in her heart. “Hehe, have you had enough of it? What did she do? Is she just standing here and letting Mrs. Shang slap her?”
Mrs. Shang seemed to have suffered a lot. Her eyes turned red and she complained, “Jin Shen, it’s all because of you. This woman has harmed my grandson. I will never let her in again!”
Shang Jinshen’s heart skipped a beat. Before he could ask what was going on, Maggie, who was watching the show, had already answered him. “Jin Shen, haven’t you lost your memory? We’re afraid that you’ll be sad, so we can’t bear to tell you. You guys got divorced because this woman hit your child.”
Maggie helped Mrs. Shang up again and looked at her bitterly. “I don’t know why anyone in this world is so cruel to hurt the child in her belly.”
Then he turned his head and looked at Ji Yan with hatred. “Because the merchant didn’t give you money, you are so cruel to harm the merchant’s children, aren’t you?”
Shang Jin held back his shock and looked at Ji Yan, waiting for her to explain what was going on with the child!
At this time, Ji Yan could no longer pretend to be strong. Her child, the child she had been looking forward to, and her flesh and blood, lost her mother and child because of the cruelty of the merchants. Now these people came to question her child. It was ridiculous.
Ji Yan turned and left. She didn’t want to mention her mother and children in front of these dirty people. She thought they were dirty and didn’t deserve to mention her son.
Shang Jinshen watched as Ji Yan left with a cold expression on his face. His heart was as if it had turned to dust.
“Jin Shen, forget about that vixen. Don’t worry, Maggie is a good girl. She won’t hurt the children of our merchant.” Mrs. Shang’s voice reached Ji Yan’s ears.
When Ji Yan came out, it was raining heavily. At this time, she could no longer pretend to be strong and burst into tears. No matter what, her mother and son would never come back.
The mother who insisted on seeking justice for her regardless of her illness, the child she had touched countless times, and her blood and bones had been killed before she came to this world. He made some mistakes, but he was killed so that he could not be born. She must pay the price for the person who tried to hurt him! She would not let go of any merchant or Maggie.
But no matter what the price was, her mother and her child would never come back. It was all her fault. It was all her fault. She didn’t protect them well! If only she had been stronger.
The heavy self-blame overwhelmed Ji Yan. Sinian, pain, and self-blame. She hated him so much. Except for those enemies, she hated herself even more!
…
When Lin Feng found Ji Yan, she was already drunk. While crying, she numbly continued to pour wine into her mouth and kept muttering why.
Looking at Ji Yan’s sad look, Lin Feng reached out to grab Ji Yan’s wine glass and picked her up. This was the heart-wrenching Ji Yan. No one knew how much pain she had endured, but she was still so strong and independent in daily life.
Lin Feng could not help but coax Ji Yan and say the pain in his heart, “Good girl, just tell me what you’re sad about. Say it and cry. Don’t hide it in your heart.”
Ji Yan, who had once been hurt, sealed her heart like a hedgehog. She was afraid of being hurt again, which also prevented others from getting close to her. Lin Feng wanted to become the person who had entered her heart, to be able to rely on himself, and not to hold on alone.
“Lin Feng, is that you?” Ji Yan was drunk, as if she had seen Lin Feng’s anxious eyes.
“Are you sad for me again?” Ji Yan reached out and touched Lin Feng’s frowning eyebrows.
“It’s not worth it. It’s not worth it. I don’t deserve it.” Ji Yan tried hard to smooth out her annoying eyebrows.
“I killed my mother. My child, it’s me. It’s me.” Ji Yan’s tears fell like raindrops. “I don’t deserve happiness.” Ji Yan pointed at herself, gritting her teeth as if she were her enemy.
Lin Feng could no longer restrain himself. He reached out and hugged Ji Yan. “Good girl, it’s not your fault. Good girl.”
Ji Yan still couldn’t forgive herself, so Lin Feng had to drug her. “Do you want to kill yourself and make your enemy happy? They just want you to live a hard life, don’t they? Do you want your loved ones to suffer? Do you want your enemies to be quick?”