“Can’t I come to you for nothing?” Maggie asked in return. Seeing that he looked at her in silence, her heart trembled.
“Shen, have you seen the news outside? What are you thinking? I’m not young anymore.” Maggie directly explained the purpose of her visit. She was almost about to make it clear.
“Well? It’s just some sensational news. You don’t have to worry about it,” Shang Jinshen said indifferently, ignoring Maggie’s words.
Hearing this, Maggie was stunned, as if she had been abandoned by a heartless man. She said sadly, “Shen, what do you mean? You should know what I mean. I have always wanted to marry you, since I was a child!”
“You also promised to marry me. Why did you change your mind?” Her tone was full of resentment as she condemned him.
Shang Jinshen didn’t know what to feel. Looking at Maggie in front of him, he only felt that she was very strange. When he was young, he thought that she was the angel who saved his life and his only light. But why did this light gradually become dark?
“It’s you who gave up, left,” he said. His voice was steady, without any ups and downs, nor was he sad. It was just a way to describe the truth.
Maggie knew that he was talking about her abandoning him to go abroad for the sake of being a star. But at that time, he was just the unfavored Second Young Master of the Ji Gui. How could she know that he was so capable?
If she had known that he had the ability to let her live a good life, how could she leave? She was also very reluctant to leave, and she was also very sad. Putting everything aside, she really loved him.
“But I regret it. I came back to find you. I thought that as long as I came back, you would forgive me. You would accept me and love me as always.” Maggie said sadly, and her tears flowed down along with her cheeks.
Looking at her, Shang Jinshen’s expression softened a little. After all, they used to be childhood sweethearts. Even though they didn’t have much affection for each other, they were still friends.
What’s more, she was his savior.
“Whatever you want to do, I will support you. Only marriage, I can’t give it to you.” He expressed all his attitude.
He didn’t know why, but he always felt that he couldn’t marry Maggie. He couldn’t.
He even had a hunch that if he really married Maggie, he would lose something very important in his life.
Maggie closed her eyes and felt a little desperate. She didn’t want anything but his marriage!
When she opened her eyes again, she had already sorted out her emotions. She was not an easy person to give up, especially when she finally drove Ji Yan away. How could she give up this last chance?
“Shen, I won’t force you. I’ll wait for you,” she replied softly in a firm tone, as if she was sure that she would marry Shang Jinshen.
She didn’t wait for Shang Jingshen to say anything else. She turned around and left, her back determined.
Shang Jinshen rubbed the space between his eyebrows. Suddenly, he felt a sharp pain in his head. He felt an inexplicable pain in his heart, and the missing part made him feel even more empty.
After returning to Italy, Ji Yan felt a little embarrassed about her roommate Linda because of Yan Feng.
So when she walked into the apartment, Linda squinted at her and the baby in her arms. She asked with a little leisure, “Why did you have a child in the past few days?”
Ji Yan could hear the sarcasm in her tone. She didn’t intend to argue with her. They had to get along with each other. It was not good to be too stiff.
Seeing that she put down her bag and the baby to make milk powder, Linda also chased after her and asked, “Hey, whose child are you holding?”
“Mine,” she replied simply without blinking her eyes.
Linda was shocked. “You have a child?”
After testing the temperature of the milk powder, Ji Yan turned back and answered Linda’s question.
As far as she knew, President Lin was not married yet, which meant that Ji Yan’s child was not President Lin’s. Linda suddenly laughed as if she had thought of something good.
In this way, Ji Yan already had a child, so she should not have had anything to do with President Lin.
For some reason, even if Lin Feng didn’t like her, Linda didn’t want Ji Yan to be caught by Lin Feng.
Seeing Linda humming a song and leaving in a good mood, Ji Yan didn’t care. She devoted herself to Yan Feng and didn’t even care about feeding him milk powder, for fear that he would starve.
It wasn’t until Yan Feng was full enough and began to sleep that Ji Yan let her go to the bathroom to clean herself up.
A short message came from Lin Feng, saying that he wanted her to arrange everything. Yan Feng was too young and needed someone to take care of him at all times. And it was impossible for Ji Yan to take care of him all the time when she was going to work.
Therefore, they agreed on the plane that when they came back, they would find a nanny to take care of Yan Feng. Ji Yan did not object, but it was not suitable for her to live in the apartment arranged by the company. After all, Linda lived there.
Lin Feng said that he didn’t need to worry about Ji Yan. He came to arrange it. Ji Yan probably felt too embarrassed, so she refused. She said that she was looking for a house, so she had to trouble Lin Feng to deal with the nanny.
This simple message was about the nanny. Lin Feng really had nothing to say about it.
Ji Yan was very happy to see this news after taking a shower. At least, she had solved a big problem. As for the house, she was not afraid of spending money. The company treated her very well, so she directly found a very good apartment for the nanny to stay in.
That afternoon, she personally cleaned up a small room for Yan Feng. The design was simple and generous, but the quality of the bedding was excellent.
She held Yan Feng in her arms and gently told him that this was his room. As long as she finished her work in the future, she would come back to see him and make him obedient.
She didn’t care whether he understood her or not. Anyway, Yan Feng was very well-behaved and quiet in front of her.
The nanny was already waiting outside. Ji Yan directly walked over with Yan Feng in her arms. She took a closer look and found that the nanny invited by Lin Feng was about thirty years old. At first glance, she was a gentle woman, and her smile made people like her very much.
Ji Yan looked at her and said slowly, “Please take good care of my son in the future. He is quiet and will not make any noise, but he is in poor health. You should pay more attention to him. Once something happens, you must tell me immediately.”
Although Yan Feng’s body was still relatively stable, no one knew what would happen. This was what Ji Yan was most worried about.
The nanny nodded and looked at the quiet little Yan Feng with pity. She had learned about the little master’s situation from her employer early in the morning. It was really heartbreaking for such a young child to suffer from the torture of illness.
“Don’t worry, I will take good care of him. You can come back to see him more often.” The baby needed his mother the most. Although she didn’t know why he didn’t raise her in person, everyone had their own secrets. She would certainly not ask about her professional principles.
Ji Yan kissed Yan Feng’s little face. She would negotiate with the company to move out of the apartment and live with Yan Feng, but she didn’t know if she would agree. After all, it was not good to do something special.
Also, she still had to talk to Lin Feng about this matter. Otherwise, he would definitely be angry that she would make her own decision and not tell him. That man was like this, always worrying about everything.
Yan Feng blinked his big eyes and looked at Ji Yan quietly. His little appearance made people feel soft-hearted when they looked at him.