Ji Yan stood up slowly in the face of the wind and rain. Her clothes were wet, stained with blood that could not be washed away. Her calves were full of mud and scars. She was calm and numb to help Fu Qingqing, who had always closed her eyes.
She slowly and carefully supported her weak mother, turned around and walked to the road in the storm. Her back was determined, and the cold air that she had never experienced before was like a shield that set up an indestructible barrier around her, and no one could get close to her.
Maggie looked at Ji Yan’s back coldly. She did not miss Ji Yan’s last look at her. The bone-chilling hatred seemed to swallow her whole body, which made her scared.
“Shen.” She rushed to Shang Jinshen, who seemed to have lost his soul on the stairs, and called him deeply.
The man looked at the person’s slow back in front of him motionlessly, as if she was going to walk out of his world completely. How could he allow it? He was just late. What happened to make her hate him so much?
“Ji Yan, Ji Yan!” He fiercely pushed Maggie’s hand away and chased after her.
“Shang Jinshen!” Maggie roared crazily. She wanted to call him back. “Why? Why did he choose to chase me?”
What was wrong with her? Why didn’t he give up even though Ji Yan had said it was over?
It was as if Shang Jinshen could no longer hear Maggie’s voice. All of a sudden, he was terrified. He was as helpless as when he was kidnapped when he was a child. He could not understand why she was leaving him.
But he knew that if he didn’t want her to leave, how could his Ji Yan leave him?
They had agreed that they would be together.
“Ji Yan, Ji Yan.” He kept calling her name. In the darkness, she didn’t even turn her head, as if she wanted to walk out of his life forever.
“Tsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
“Shen.” Maggie’s eyes widened when she saw this scene. Suddenly, she rushed to where he was. Shang Shen’s head hit the top of the car hard, but his eyes were fixed on the last figure in front of him, who was about to disappear in the rain.
“Ji Yan.” He called her softly weakly, and his deep affection and reluctance showed in his mouth, but she could never hear it.
“Shen, Shen, how are you? Why are you so stupid? An ambulance, call an ambulance!” Maggie shouted at the driver, and her expression was full of panic.
During this period of time, she seemed to have fallen into a white dream. There was no joy, anger, sorrow, or joy, nor a trace of emotion. It was as if she did not know who she was for a moment. Why was she here?
Day after day, she didn’t know how long it had been. Until that day, when her eyes were sore, she suddenly burst into tears.
“Are you awake?” A pleasant voice suddenly appeared in her world and in her ear.
Her fingers moved slightly, and she slowly opened her sore eyes. A little bit of light appeared in front of her eyes, and then what came into sight was a face that was strange and handsome enough.
After staring at each other for a long time, her eyes were empty as if she couldn’t find a focus. She looked like a dull wooden man, as if he was just an object and couldn’t provoke any of her emotions.
The handsome man also looked at her for a long time. The first time he saw her, she closed her eyes. Only now did he know that she had such a pair of beautiful eyes.
It was a pity that if there were more ripples, he could imagine how beautiful that pair of eyes would be in his mind.
“Don’t sleep after you wake up. Time is not meant to be missed like this.” Like his appearance, his voice was so gentle that it could drip water. It was no exaggeration to say that it was the most pleasant and pleasant voice in the world.
Her eyes finally moved, and her lips twitched slightly. Her voice was hoarse and unpleasant to the ear. “Who, who are you?”
He gave a warm smile and whispered, “Lin Feng.”
“Where, where am I?” She lowered her eyes and covered the long and dense emotions in her eyes.
He didn’t ask much and replied, “I’m sorry for looking at your certificate without permission. This is Ocean City of China. People from China bring you back on your own.”
Unconsciously, she returned to China. Her eyes moved again, and she continued to ask calmly, “The one who is with me…”
Without even saying her name, she felt a sharp pain in her heart. She didn’t even dare to call out her mother. What right did she have to call her mother again? It was she who killed her mother.
As if sensing her sudden sadness, the handsome man’s voice became much lower, and his face became calm. “She has passed away. When you wake up…” He couldn’t continue because he heard her faint sobbing.
He didn’t say anything but stood by the bed and looked at her quietly. She cried louder and louder, and the sadness and despair in her heart almost drove her crazy.
The reality was so difficult to face, so she didn’t want to wake up all the time. She buried her head in her knees and burst into tears, as if she wanted to cry out all the sadness.
After a long time, she gradually lowered her crying and did not raise her head. She knew that the person was still there. She said, “Can you take me to see her?”
“Okay,” he replied, looking at her with pity.
Ji Yan was wearing a hospital gown, her face was pale, and her eyes were red, which was extremely pitiful. She held her blood-stained old clothes and followed the man calmly.
After a long time, he stopped and pointed inside.
Ji Yan looked up, took a deep breath, and walked in.
She stood still, and another ripple appeared in her eyes. She reached out her trembling hand and lifted the white cloth.
Her mother’s gentle and quiet face appeared in front of her. If it weren’t for the lack of breath, how beautiful would it be?
“Mom,” she called softly. She lowered her head and knelt on the cold floor. Then, she pressed her face against Fu Qingqing’s cold hands, and a teardrop slid down uncontrollably.
“Mom, I’m sorry. I hurt you.” She sobbed. “I haven’t been filial to you and let you live a happy life. I’m… I’m sorry. It’s all my fault.”
“I won’t let you die in vain. I won’t let her go. If it weren’t for her, I wouldn’t have lost you as soon as I saw you.” Her firm and hateful voice filled the cold and dark room.
“Mom, I won’t love you anymore. My daughter is in so much pain, so much pain.” She put her hands gently on her heart, and her face was full of sadness.