How could she bear to hurt herself? Even if she was accidentally scratched by a knife, she would cry for a long time.
She, who was so afraid of pain, would protect him like that when she was a child, and now she would choose to end her life because of humiliation.
How could he think that she had changed? She was still Maggie, the girl he cherished very much in the past.
Finally, the ambulance arrived. Without saying a word, Shang Jinshen picked Maggie up and carefully carried her into the car. The panic in his eyes didn’t calm down until the doctor came out of the emergency room and said that she was out of danger.
He slowly accompanied her to the ward, which was in a coma. Sitting on the edge of the bed, he watched her delicate face. Her face was pale. If the doctor had not said that she was not in danger, he would not have believed that she was still alive.
Lan Si stood at the door and looked at the young master with undisguised pain in his eyes. He thought that the young master no longer had Miss Maggie in his heart, but had fallen in love with Young Madam.
If Young Madam knew it, she would be sad, wouldn’t she?
The phone in his pocket rang. Lan Si looked at the caller. After a long time, he turned around and picked it up in the empty corridor. “Young Madam.”
“Lan Si, no one answered my call from your young master. When will he come back? My dinner is ready.”
Lan Si glanced in the direction of the ward and lowered his voice. “Young Madam, Young Master may not be going back for dinner tonight. He’s very busy now.”
“Oh, I see. Well, remember to order some takeout. Don’t starve no matter how busy you are.” The person on the other side of the phone seemed to be a little disappointed, but it was only a few seconds, and then he carefully reminded her.
After hanging up the phone, Lan Si’s heart was filled with dark clouds like a cloudy day. He could not let them go no matter how hard he tried.
At ten o’clock in the evening.
“Young Master, you’ve been watching Miss Maggie for a few hours. Call the nurse. You should go back to rest.”
There was no reaction from the man. No one knew what he was thinking with no expression on his face.
Lan Si almost imagined the beginning. If the young master didn’t give him an order, he wouldn’t do anything. All he needed to do was follow him.
But…
“Young Master, Young Madam called and said that dinner is ready. She also told you to eat no matter how busy you are.” Lan Si couldn’t help but add.
After a long time, the man gave a faint “yes”. Unlike two days ago, when he heard Ji Yan’s call, he packed up and went home after work.
The current Shang Jinshen was like the man who had no feelings for Ji Yan at all. He was waiting by another woman’s side.
“Oh.” A sound came from the hospital bed.
Shang Jinshen quickly stood up from the sofa and walked over. “Maggie, are you awake? How do you feel?”
“Aren’t you going to call the doctor?” Shang Jinshen frowned and looked at Lan Si.
Lan Si had nothing to say. He turned around and went to call the doctor.
At half past midnight.
“Young Master, the doctor said that Miss Maggie is fine. She’ll be fine after a good rest. If you don’t want to go back and rest, I’ll watch over her here.” Lan Si said. Shang Jin looked at Maggie, who had fallen asleep under his advice.
“I’m here today,” he said without hesitation. Without any hesitation, Lan Si seemed to let out a soft sigh.
Ji Yan, the merchant, lay on the two-meter-wide bed and tossed and turned, with a little worry in her heart.
In the past, she didn’t feel that the bed was big. But now that he didn’t come back, she knew that the bed was big enough to make her lonely.
Why hadn’t he come back yet? He didn’t tell her. The dishes on the table were cold, hot, and cold. Only God knew how long she had been busy.
Just because he loved her dishes, she was not afraid of trouble at all.
Sigh, I guess she’s really done for?
Finally, it was dawn the next day.
Maggie woke up. She raised her arm in the light, looked at the gauze on her wrist, and smiled silently.
Looking at the man sleeping quietly on the sofa, a sense of comfort rose in Maggie’s heart. In fact, he didn’t care at all. The relationship between them wouldn’t be replaced so easily.
“You’re awake?” Suddenly, he opened his eyes. His black eyes were fixed on her, making Maggie feel so guilty that she almost turned her head away.
She said yes. Her face was pale and her eyes were dull, as if there was no hope of life.
“Do you still feel uncomfortable? Let the doctor come and have a look.” He stood up, walked over, and looked at her face clearly.
Maggie turned her head away, and there was a trace of tears in the corner of her eyes. She said in a desperate tone, “Why did you save me?”
“I, I don’t have any meaning to live at all.” She choked with sobs, as if she had endless grievances.
After a moment of silence, Shang Jinshen said, “You have your own dream. Who told me when I was a child that no matter what happened, we should live well?”
She suddenly turned her head, looked at him with tears in her eyes, and whispered, “Do you still remember?”
“I can’t forget,” he answered honestly. Although he was alienated from Maggie, he never forgot what had happened in the past. That was the biggest warmth in his heart.
Maggie smiled gently and said weakly and helplessly, “Do I still have hope?”
She slowly raised her head and looked at him, full of expectation. It seemed that his words would determine whether she was willing to live well.
“Shen, will you dislike me? I know I’ve changed a lot because of jealousy. I can’t stand you being someone else. I know I was wrong.”
“Can we go back to the past? Let’s start over again.”
He looked at Maggie deeply, as if something was pulling him hard in his heart. He told her to go back to the past and find his warmth.
While telling him not to be immersed in the past, he was already feeling warm beside him.
Looking at his silence, Maggie clenched her fists, almost hurting herself. She had made such a big bet to take back Shang Jinshen’s heart with her life, but it was still not enough. What poison did Ji Yan poison him?
“Shen.” All her tears fell, and the hope in her eyes faded little by little. It seemed that the only thing waiting for her was death.
Shang Jinshen’s heart tightened. In the end, he could only sigh and say to her, “Take care of yourself. I will protect you in the future.” Under his eyelids, he felt guilty and guilty for what had happened to Maggie, but he did not regret it.
If he did it again, he might still choose to ignore Maggie because of Ji Yan.
Unconsciously, fate had made a decision for him. The past was always the past. He could not let down the people around him because of guilt.
However, he promised that as long as he was there, he would not let Maggie suffer any more.
Maggie’s eyes lit up. She thought that his protection was another meaning. She was proud of herself. “Look, in Shang Jinshen’s heart, I’m the most important person.”
As long as she aroused his sympathy and let him think of the past, he would slowly return to her side.
Haha, this time, she wanted Ji Yan to see with her own eyes how her man became hers step by step.