By Amah’s Heart.
I was still speaking when Julie stopped me midway.
“Kat… hope is not what I’m Thinking? Wait a minute… you mean that..
I interrupted her
“No… no Julie is not what you are think. It can’t be what you are thinking…
I found out I was repeating myself all over and stopped
“How do you know what I’m thinking Kat? C’mon Kat you can’t possibly be falling for your boss? He’s a married man and it doesn’t matter if the wife is having an affair with another man or not. Mr Desmond loves his wife so much. Erin can never do wrong in his eyes which is why you have to stop that crazy feeling of yours and focus. You have tried for the man already. Kat… you can’t protect him when he’s not ready to protect himself. If he wants to die in the hands of his wife and her lover then good luck to him. You have tried enough. Is high time you start focusing on yourself. Leave that house before they throw you out. That will be more embarrassing. I’m happy to know that he gave you some money… more than expected. Get out of that house Kat.
I breath out deeply as I listened to Julie talk.
“Julie… you don’t understand this whole thing. I feel awkward having this kind of strange feeling for Mr Desmond. I tried to stop myself several times from thinking about him but I still go back to same thing. Is never deliberate and it all started recently. I have to stop myself from admiring the good and fine man I saw in him whenever I look into his eyes. I wondered why Erin will be gambling with such a good man’s heart. Listen Julie, I’m worried and scared for Mr Desmond. I have being looking out for him, he’s not an easy target for Erin and her gangs because of the way i made it, That’s more reason she wants me out by all means. As much as I want to get out of that house immediately I can’t help but worry over what will become of Mr Desmond. This is not exactly how I planned my life… never. initially I used to feel pity for Mr Desmond… watching him sit in that wheelchair helpless. But after he got out of the wheelchair the pitiful feeling change to something more. I tried… I really tried to shut it off. I did not want to nurse any unnecessary emotions but then the more I tried the more he occupies my head. I needed somebody to talk to which was why I sort you out. Erin slapped me twice and is unfortunate that is all in vain. I couldn’t achieve my aim which was to gather evidence… a good proof. She needs to be expose. I wanted Mr Desmond to know the kind of woman she is… well, Mr Desmond is still in love with her and my opinion will never count.
After sometime I left Julie and went over to see my Dad and younger brother.
I told them that I was coming home soon
My Dad asked to know why but I just told him that I felt is time to leave and Chase my dream.
I didn’t want to prolong the topic.
I quickly head straight to bed.
I passed the night at my place.
The following day I returned back to the Desmonds mansion.
As I was going to my quarters, Natasha walked up to me.
“What are you doing here again. I thought you were gone for good So that we can breath in peace. Mrs Desmond said her husband fired you, I couldn’t help but dance for joy. I told you that throwing yourself into his arms won’t do you any good. Acting like a cheap prostitute all in the name of helping him won’t save you from getting fired. You deserved whatever you get, I wish is even more…
She started laughing as I walked away.
I was not in the mood to battle words with her.
I was in my quarters arranging my things when I heard a knock on the door.
I quickly set my recording gadget properly.
I hide it within the room where it will record everything.
My thoughts was that Natasha has come to taunt me again and she may say some useful things that will give me proof of what Erin is up-to.
I will be able to show Mr Desmond before I finally leave the house.
All I want is for him to be careful.
It will sadden me greatly if I found out that something bad happened to him after I’m gone.
I hope whatever Natasha has to say will be very useful.
I may even try to put words in her mouth to make her speak even more.
It didn’t work out with Erin does not mean it won’t work with Natasha.
Natasha is a parrot, she enjoys humiliating me with her nonsense talk.
But today her talk will be useful to me.
I’m hopeful that it will go well this time.