All this while I have never talked to anyone about myself and it was a good relief talking about it.
During my turn he was absent minded, his mind was flooded again but I kept talking anyway.
We took another walk, gently but steady.
I kept quiet during this time because I assumed he needed it.
He later went to sit. I sat quietly beside him, creating a little distance between us.
I wanted to ask him why he decided not to have kids with Erin but I maybe asking too much.
He looked me all over without a word, it was as if he knew what was on my mind but decided not to say anything.
I suddenly felt like the hair on my head stood as he looked at me.
There was something different about him.
For the first time I felt shy staying close to him.
He later went back inside but not without thanking me all over again.
Natasha met me after few days and said.
“You can only try your lucks on him but he will never ever look your end… You are not even his type.
I looked at her with a puzzled face.
“What are you talking about? How do you mean?
I asked bewildered by the hilarious look that she was giving me.
“You know exactly what I’m talking about, stop pretending because you can’t fool me. Isn’t it obvious that Mr Desmond doesn’t fancy you. You are only his personal staff who was meant to obediently attend to him not disobeying his loving wife in the process. He loves his wife and all your whole tactics won’t work on him. Quit throwing yourself at him. Let me shock you with the latest good news. Mrs Desmond has picked interest in me which is exactly what I have always wanted. So get ready for anything. My two eyes are watching you Kay-se… I’m watching you like a hawk.
I tried to avoid Natasha and Mrs Desmond at every course.
I still do Mr Desmond laundry and his cooking too.
It got to a time Mrs Desmond warnned me never to cook for her husband again.
“I don’t know what exactly you are still doing here. You finally succeeded in getting my husband back to his feet and making use of his hands again but the fact remains that I’m deeply into Silas and that is not changing soon. Desmond got the money and the full love for me but I have fallen over heel in love with Silas. Desmond will still lose at the end. Him being able to walk again destructed alot of my plans… it shattered my laid down plan and is all because of you. Desmond will never go against my orders. That man respect and adores me. He practically worships the ground I walked on. I employed you because I thought you will be a good distraction for him. But instead you started threading on a dangerous path. You are so lucky that I was on a journey when you carried out your full plan in getting doctors for Desmond. Not withstanding… I’m creating something new which you will never be part of, you won’t be here to see it. Natasha will take your place, she is quiet a handful and very useful to me. You have made yourself our common enemy. I will speak to my husband so that he can discharged you. He does whatever I tells him to do. Is time to start packing. You lose big opportunity that came your way. A big time modeling career that will not only make you famous but rich because you may get to meet wealthy men who will want you for themselves just like Desmond fished me out among other beautiful models. But you have missed out on everything because of my very own husband that is not even related to you in anyway. I really liked you Kay-se Lukas, I wanted to help you but you turned yourself into my enemy and that’s what we will be. Go back to your wretched life… I can see you are destined to be poor.
She walked away from me.
Maybe is high time I start recording her ill words to me so that I can show Mr Desmond for him to listen and be very careful even after I’m gone.
Alot of evil people are surrending him and he has to be very careful of them.
KATZY.