As if I have a dream, nothing in the dream has changed. James and I still love each other, there is no gap, there is no misunderstanding, he will smile gently at me, full of love
I wake up, feeling sad. I just want to cry when I see everything in front of me is familiar.
There are too many good memories in this house, carrying all my fantasies about love.
It is the bedroom where James and I have stayed with.
The decoration has not changed, everything is still the same as if my relationship with James has never changed.
I see around in this room and finally meet on the man sleeping on the bed.
My hand is held in his hand.
I almost cry when I see him look sad when he is lying there. Why do you hate me so much?
His hands are so warm, wrapping around me, palms are hot as if burning me.
This moment is a comfort that has not been seen for a long time, and I don’t want to ruin it.
In this way, I quietly look at him as he sleeps, his eyes blinking, with my love and fascination.
Until the night comes, James wakes up.
There are indentations on his face. He rubs his face and looks at me.
In an instant he changes into an annoyed look, “I’m sorry, you need to have a rest. I forgot about it.”
You see he still cares about me.
But then he let go of my hand indifferently and stands up. He wants to leave.
“James!” I quickly shout at him and look at him nervously, “This time I really didn’t lie. All I say is true. Whether you are angry or not, but I beg you. Can you stay with me?”
I pray without dignity.
James stands still, a trace of helplessness flashes in his eyes.
“Carolina, how can I believe you? I’m really scared.” James closes his eyes and takes a deep breath.
He seems to be suppressing something, it is painful, but he feels he could not control it immediately.
“Damn it!” James curses and looks at me fiercely, “You know what, Carolina? You hurt me!”
He grits his teeth bitterly, angrily.
I am scared to look at him.
But I heard him say again, “Did you divorce Neil? The agreement is valid. You and Neil go to sign the divorce agreement.” He says helplessly as if he has compromised.
“James…” I look at him in shock, James turns around and only gives me a lone figure.
He stands under the shadow of the lamp, his figure hidden, “I am not forgiving you, but I feel that I still can’t move on, Carolina. Don’t let me down again this time.”
Is he going to forgive me? When I want to ask something more, James quickly walks out of the bedroom.
I am stunned, and tears burst out.
James, James, why do you still love me?
Buried myself in the quilt, I cry out loud. James, I really owe you too much.
I fall asleep, feeling confused that someone is approaching me.
His breath is very familiar and makes me feel at ease.
The movement is very light, he lifts the quilt and hugs me from behind. His body temperature immediately warms my whole body.
He is like a heater, let me close to him involuntarily.
Is it you, James?
Then I fall asleep.
Early the next morning, I wake up from my bed and look around. I could no longer see James.
As if it was a dream last night, he keeps holding me tight in the dream.
And on the table is a divorce agreement, which is prepared for me by James.
I take the agreement and go downstairs to leave.
James gives me hope, which gives me new momentum.
I ask where Neil is and then go directly to him.
At this time, Neil’s factory in the suburbs, I call a car and find him according to the address above.
“What happens.” Neil says angrily when he sees me, “I’m busy, make it brief.”
I say bluntly, “Divorce, I come to you to discuss the divorce.”
“My child is gone, don’t you say you can divorce me as long as my child is gone?” I even take out the signed divorce agreement.
“I don’t want anything, as long as you divorce me.” I hand the agreement to Neil.
“Damn it!” Neil curses and looks at me with vicious eyes, “So impatient thing. Bitch.”
He scolds me for not caring about anything and just wants to understand this matter as soon as possible.
Neil looks at me with no good intentions, “You know there is common property, but I tell you there is something called common debt! This factory owes a lot of debt, and you want to divorce me now. Well, half of the debts are to you, but you are not afraid, after all, James is very rich. This money is nothing to him.”
I don’t expect that he is waiting for me here, I am so angry that my chest hurt, “Do you think I really don’t understand the law?”
“But many loans are made with your documents.” Neil smiles, very proudly.
“You!” I point to his nose so angry that he is speechless.
“Look, why so mad. We’ve worked together so well, or you let James give me the money, or we’ll just suspend it like this.” James knows where my weakness is.
Now I am like a prostitute waiting for redemption, lowly, and without dignity.
“I will sue for divorce.” I snatch the divorce agreement, “I will not compromise.”
Neil narrows his eyes to reveal his gleam, “Okay, I will wait, and you will wait to see your dad die.”
When I squeeze the agreement in my hand, my fingers turn white.
Maybe it is from the beginning that I didn’t expect that things would be solved so simply, and there is no disappointment. I just feel angry and don’t expect Neil to apply for so many loans with my ID card!
The factory is in a very barren place, and there are few people around.
Neil is so shameless, I am angry while waiting on the side of the road. I am sad when I think of James’s disappointment. When I think of my father’s affairs, it’s about to be the deadline.
The money to sell the house is still not enough, relatives have helped us, but they are not able to make up that much money.
I stand on the side of the road anxiously, until the two people walk did I find out their bad intentions.
They look at me with a squint.
I look around alertly. There is no one around me, all are half-height grass.
I protect myself and walk forward in a hurry.
“Why are you leaving, Miss!” The person behind chases up.
My scalp is numb, and I know I am encountering a pervert. I run and pull out my phone from my bag. When I want to call the police, I am grabbed my hair by someone behind me.
“Oh!” I scream.
The man has a smelly smell, and the big hand is tearing my hair hard, “What are you running for. Let’s have fun!”
There is no one around for help. I shout in horror, “Help! Help!”
A car comes from the distance, and I place all my hopes on it, waving my arms vigorously, “Help me!!”
“Oh, you will know who is in the car in a moment.” They laugh.
At the same time my heart sinks, and I know that this matter is not so simple.
The car stops beside me and the door opens.
In an instant, I almost fainted.
The younger sister is tied up, and the moment she sees me shouted to me in joy, “Helps me!”
I start to feel cold, and there is a cold sweat on my back.
“Help me, help me!”
The sister shed tears in despair.
“What the hell do you want to do! Who are you?” I ask with a trembling tone.
My frightened teeth tremble.
The pervert behind me shoved me, “Get in the car, be quiet, or your sister will suffer.”
“Don’t be afraid. I am here.” I get into the car and hug my sister.
The car drives us into the distance and drives far away. I try my best to comfort my sister.
“No, no.”
She is shaking all over. Hiding in my arms.
Who are they? I have doubts in my mind, and figure out the way to escape as much as possible.
The car stops in front of a villa, very close to the villa in James.
The hunch in my heart is very bad, and a terrible thought suddenly appeared.
They are not afraid that I know where this place is, which means that it is not a general robber, and it does not require money.
It seems to want to teach me a lesson.
“Get off!” The door opens, I am pushed out, and the knife rested on Elaine’s neck, “Don’t shout.”
“Sister, sister…” The sister looks at me crying helplessly.
“Okay, okay.” I nod and look nervously at the knife on my sister’s neck.
I have to open the door obediently and walk in, but behind me is James’s villa. We are so close, but I don’t have a way to inform him.
Then the sister is pushed in, and the men walk in with a smile, and the door slams shut.
“Sister!” My sister runs to me crying, “We will be fine, right? I will be scared to death.”
“I will protect you.” I hug my sister, and my eyes become sharp, staring at the people around me fiercely, swearing with my teeth, “I will protect you well.”
She is affected by me, and I would rather die than let her be in trouble.
Until now, even if she has not appeared, I know who wants to teach me a lesson.
She is Isabel.