“Are you the patient’s family? The patient has just been operated without anesthesia, her wound has just been stitched up, it will still hurt for a while later, you take care of her more, in addition, in these few days, her diet should be light.”
Selena Lott closed her eyes and rested, Codie Wei guarded beside her.
The nurse came in with the medicine, and gave an explanation to Codie Wei.
“No anesthetic? Why didn’t she use anesthetic? Didn’t she say the baby won’t stay?” Codie Wei was surprised to hear the nurse’s words.
“The patient finally decided to keep the child, so she didn’t use anesthesia when she was stitched up for her trauma, you don’t know?” The nurse looked at Codie Wei in confusion, “Are you her family member? I saw her case card, her husband is Mr. Irwin Rin, are you Mr. Irwin Rin?”
“I’m the father of her child!” Codie Wei’s previous color of joy instantly disappeared, he looked at the nurse slyly, the nurse felt the air go cold and quickly collected her things and left.
And also closed the door of the ward for them.
After the nurse left, Codie Wei fidgeted, he looked at Selena Lott pain tightly knitted up eyebrows, and finally did not ask anything.
He raised his hand and smoothed Selena Lott’s furrowed brow, he didn’t want to admit it, maybe he still had to.
Selena Lott was completely unloved, amnesia or not, he was no longer in her heart.
“It hurts …,” Selena Lott no longer had the strength to pick up Codie Wei’s hand, she opened her eyes and saw Codie Wei, a quick flash of impatience in her eyes.
“Why are you still here? You go away, I don’t want to see you.”
“Even if you want to kick me out, you have to wait until you’re better. Selena, we, is there really no hope at all? You, hate me so much? Resent me?” Codie Wei’s eyes were pained.
He knew the answer, but he didn’t want to, he had to confirm it again and again, in every situation.
As if, every time he asked a question, he had hope one more time.
“You go, and if you don’t want to see me feel worse, get out!” Selena Lott, annoyed, braced herself and raised her hand to point in the direction of the door.
Codie Wei didn’t move as he looked at Selena Lott in front of him, no longer able to think of the times they had been happy.
Over the years, the time he and Selena Lott had actually spent together had been short, and for the most part, she had kept herself on her guard.
In the past, she prevented herself from stealing John Lott from her.
Later, He Ming Wei and Gu Zhan Jean, and He Ming Lan were unanimous in preventing them that together.
Codie Wei had always thought that Selena Lott had been secretly in love with him for many years, and even if he faked his own death, as long as he appeared in front of her again, she would definitely accept him.
When they divorced, he could see that Selena Lott still had feelings for him in her heart.
There was too much artificiality in their divorce.
“Is it true that in the beginning, if we hadn’t divorced and I hadn’t faked my death, we wouldn’t have ended up in this situation?” Codie Wei was resigned to the fact that he had already lost He Mingwei and He Minglan, and John Lott was even in the ICU.
He had lost everything but the last Selena Lott.
He didn’t want to lose her.
“In the past, before what happened to John, although I hated you and resented you, I did still have feelings for you, otherwise, I couldn’t have suffered from depression because of you.
But since John got into a car accident, and because of your decision, he became a vegetable, from that day, from that moment, I completely let go.
Codie Wei, I’ll say it for the last time, just now, what I said to you at the door of the operating room was a lie.
It was to drive away Mr. Irwin Rin.
I have long since stopped hating you, and I don’t blame you, because, now you, in my eyes, are John’s father, you and John have a blood relationship, you are relatives, these are hard facts, I can’t change them even if I regret it.
But that’s between you guys, me and you, there’s no connection anymore!” Selena Lott’s wound was still hot and painful, and it was hard for her to say so many words.
The speech was also broken, but her voice was firm, and she spoke slowly, but solemnly and seriously.
Codie Wei went from heaven to hell in an instant, staring hard at Selena Lott, his fists clenched by himself, and with this one, it was the first of several times Selena Lott had rejected herself.
“What if I had to start over with you? What would you do?” Codie Wei shaded his eyes as he asked.
“What the fuck are you? When I loved you, you came and went as you pleased, and now that I don’t love you, why should I start over if you say so?”
Selena Lott’s patience ran out and she was straight up on fire.
Codie Wei is the first time to hear Selena Lott burst out, his eyes sank, his eyes are all prancing flames.
Selena Lott faced this kind of Codie Wei, she has no fear, “You know what? Now you, you are simply a bitch! Dai Yusheng is your wife, even though she hides it well, she has always been in love with you, instead of spending time with me, you should spend more time with your wife!
You’ve already missed out on one wife, do you want to miss out on a second? Codie Wei, I don’t need you to take care of me, even if I die, it has nothing to do with you! Get out!”
Codie Wei wanted to explode all his emotions, but seeing the genuine disgust and impatience in Selena Lott’s eyes, he realized abruptly that it was all over.
He didn’t want to admit it, he didn’t want to accept it, and he had to compromise.
Finally, with a bleak look in his eyes, he stared hard at Selena Lott and left the hospital room, not saying a word before he left.
Selena Lott looked over to where he had been standing after he left, only to realize that a few drops of blood had dripped from the floor.
Where the drops of blood had fallen was where Codie Wei’s hand had been hanging down.
Selena Lott looked at those drops of blood on the floor, she decided to smile, not just a little stimulation? She had been stimulated not less than Codie Wei!
She is no longer the past her, now Selena Lott, not because Codie Wei shed a few drops of blood and heartache!
Before Codie Wei came over, Selena Lott thought that she would be more or less affected by the past when she saw him again.
But when she saw Codie Wei, she realized that she had really let go of the past, and Codie Wei had no impression on her.
On the contrary, it is Mr. Irwin Rin whose figure keeps echoing in Selena Lott’s mind.
She wondered why Mr. Irwin Rin had left, whether he knew about her decision to keep the baby.
She asked herself what was going through her mind when she was in the operating room, when she said that she wanted to keep the baby and put the baby first.
Does she really love Mr. Irwin Rin? Did her feelings for Mr. Irwin Rin exist before she lost her memory, or did they arise afterward?
Selena Lott didn’t know, and she didn’t have an answer for herself.
The only thing she knows for sure now is that she has to protect her child, whether it’s John Lott or this unformed one in her womb!
That night, Selena Lott tossed and turned in contrast to the sleeping Jane Gardner.
The next day, early in the morning.
Selena Lott woke up, the nurse was taking her temperature, she wanted to go to the bathroom, but there was no one around, she braced herself and got out of bed ready to go to the bathroom.
Dai Yusheng rushed in.
Selena Lott’s memory of Dai Yusheng was always dignified and generous.
It was the first time she had seen her show such a flustered expression.