“The truth about John’s surgery? Mom, could it be, was it really you who intentionally harmed John, saying that you knew that doctor, saying that John’s surgery would be fine, all of it was a lie to me?” Codie Wei recalls the time when John Lott had his surgery and Selena Lott strongly requested for another option.
He felt that he was too sorry for Selena Lott.
He had faked his death for He Minglan, disowned Selena Lott, and turned her away time and time again, and he knew that John Lott was the only one for her, but he still listened to He Minglan’s words and stopped her from saving John Lott alive.
He couldn’t imagine how heartbroken He Minglan must have been after telling Selena Lott all the truth, and how heartbroken she must have been with herself.
He clenched his fists tightly, raised them, and slammed them hard into his face twice.
The more his face hurt, the more it eased the guilt he felt for Selena Lott.
“Codie, what are you doing?” Dai Yusheng saw Codie Wei hitting himself, she went up to help him up and had to wipe the blood from the corner of his lips.
Selena Lott pushed Dai Yusheng away, his eyes were not a bit angry, as if he was dead, staring straight at Selena Lott, “I thought, you disappeared because John’s surgery failed, I never knew, you were dead to me.”
Codie Wei remembers that Selena Lott disappeared without a phone call, without leaving a word for herself.
It didn’t even occur to her to hit herself hard; she left softly and quietly as if she never knew herself.
“A man like you, whoever falls in love with you, is out of luck.” Selena Lott blandly turned on Codie Wei, who she could tell was greatly irritated.
But all she wanted to say was that Codie Wei had it coming, he deserved it.
She was glad that she had lost her memory and no longer loved him, and she was glad that her heart was ancient when she saw what he had become.
“Whoever falls in love with me, who is unlucky? Oh yes, someone like me, I have such a pair of mothers, whoever falls in love with me, whoever is unlucky!” Codie Wei looked back at He Minglan and He Mingwei as he stumbled back.
Never looking back again, the man walked away.
Just when everyone thought Codie Wei was really gone, he walked out of the building again, in his hand, holding a piece of glass.
“What are you doing?” He Minglan saw Codie Wei holding the glass in his hand, the broken glass cut his palm and he was oblivious to it, his eyes were just staring straight at Selena Lott, her heart hung in the air.
Selena Lott ignored Her Nameland.
“Codie, put down the glass, this is between me and your mother, you just need to live your own life in the future, you leave us alone!” Jiang Zhenjun also huffed backwards, he wanted to step forward and snatch the glass from Codie Wei’s hand.
But Codie Wei had a death grip on it and just wouldn’t let go.
Mr. Irwin Rin didn’t say anything, but he reflexively protected Selena Lott behind him, he was afraid that Codie Wei would hurt Selena Lott.
“Selena, I owe you so much in my life, whether it’s emotionally or whatever, I’ve made you suffer too much. Now, I’m returning everything I owe you!” As Codie Wei’s words fell, he raised the blood-stained glass in his hand and slashed it viciously towards his neck.
He had faked his death last time, this time, it should always be real.
He could no longer recall, living in this world, who else is his expectation?
He used to have a father and a mother, a wife and a son.
Now, what else does he have?
Jiang Zhenjun and He Mingwei, he severed his relationship with them, He Minglan, is she still worthy of being his mother? He gave up the love of his life for her, and she, time and time again, took away all his loves.
Selena Lott, the original is that Jane loved himself, but he lost her, only to see her into the arms of others, into someone else’s wife.
John Lott, as soon as he saw him like a lot, he also accompanied him for five years, but in the end, after all, he caused him to fall into a coma.
He was a son in vain, a husband in vain, a father in vain.
“Asshole! If you do this, are you going to abandon me just like them? Codie Wei, listen to me clearly, without my order, you are not allowed to die in this life!” Just as Codie Wei’s broken glass was about to touch his neck, He Minglan somehow rushed to his side.
She grabbed his hand.
But Codie Wei still wanted to kill himself, he tried to push He Minglan away, but He Minglan came forward and blocked his force with her own head.
No one knows what happened in this second, only to see that originally Codie Wei’s broken glass was to kill himself, but in the end, the broken glass cut He Minglan’s neck.
Blood flew and sprayed down all over the place, and Codie Wei’s face was all covered with He Minglan’s warm liquid.
Everyone was dumbfounded and stunned, not knowing how to react.
He Minglan collapsed to the ground a little bit, she gasped for breath, her hand raised high, trying to hold Codie Wei’s hand.
Codie Wei flinched for a long time, and finally trembled as he knelt on the ground, he took He Minglan into his arms, and used his hand to press her wound, trying to stop her bleeding.
But it didn’t take long for He Minglan’s blood to wet through Codie Wei’s fingers.
“Codie, don’t, don’t hate me, if you want to hate, if you want to blame, blame them!” He Minglan raised her hand and touched Codie Wei’s cheek, when she mentioned “them”, her eyes were still staring at Jiang Zhenjun and He Mingwei as if they were vipers.
Especially when she saw that He Mingwei and Jiang Zhenjun were still holding each other’s fingers tightly, the hatred in her eyes reached its peak.
“Why did you do this? Why did you save me?” Codie Wei’s tears fell as he grew up expecting love from his mother.
In the past, he didn’t know why He Mingwei always disliked him, and throughout the year, she even rarely hugged him.
Every year on his birthday, his biggest wish was that He Mingwei could love him and spoil him like other mothers do, and then gradually grew up, he no longer looked forward to the love she gave him as he did when he was a child.
But in the bottom of his heart, more or less still have expectations.
Every year on Mother’s Day, he would prepare a bunch of flowers and a gift for He Mingwei, and it was the same every year.
As long as He Mingwei smiled at him, he was happy in his heart.
But until He Minglan appeared, he realized that he was not born of He Mingwei at all, she did not love herself, and, as soon as she saw herself, she probably loathed him at the bottom of her heart.
So, when He Minglan made a request, he agreed to her.
He thought, He Mingwei didn’t love himself because he wasn’t born to her, what about He Minglan? She was her own mother, she should always love herself and love herself, right?
In the end, he was wrong.
He Minglan forced him time and time again, and every time he compromised, he didn’t exchange it for her to look at herself squarely.
She has been driven crazy by these decades of not seeing the sun, her world, only revenge, and, she not only want to take revenge herself, but also pull him a piece of revenge.
Codie Wei didn’t understand, He Minglan obviously wanted revenge, why, at the critical time, she preferred to sacrifice herself to save him?
“You are my son, everything I have is yours, so if I die and you live, you can continue to avenge me. Codie, mother didn’t grow up with you in this life, in my next life, I’ll pay you back.”
He Minglan didn’t regret dying for Codie Wei, what she regretted was that she didn’t let He Mingwei die before her.
“So, you saved me, or for revenge? NO! I won’t help you take revenge! I don’t hate them, and I’ll never help you again!” Codie Wei let go of He Minglan, he looked at her in fear and just wanted to run away even further.
“No, you must help me! Otherwise, I won’t die in peace …” He Minglan struggled to get to Codie Wei, but she couldn’t get up, and could only turn her head for a moment before her breath was completely cut off.