Chapter 638 – May I lose twenty years of my life

Book:Deep Love: Let's remarry! Published:2024-6-2

“Why does your father hate you so much?” Jane Gardner never heard Zhong Jinghao mention about his eyes, she thought he was cold-blooded and selfish before, but today, it seems that the reason why he has become like this is just all forced by Henry Fran.
Jane Gardner also hated Shan York back then and could understand Zhong Jinghao.
“This question is also what I want to ask, I want to know how exactly my mother has hurt him, making him hold such a grudge against her that he can’t wait to strangle me whenever he sees me.” Zhong Jinghao smiled to himself.
Ever since he was a child, when he had memories to begin with, Henry Fran had never given him a good face.
Scolding was even more the norm, and after his mother’s death, it had even turned scolding into abuse.
“Your eyes, too, were damaged by your father …” Jane Gardner couldn’t imagine how Zhong Jinghao had survived all those years in the past, and she looked at him, her eyes tinted with sympathy.
“Ten years ago, he drank too much one night, tied me up and beat me violently, my eyes, moreover, were scalded by a cup of boiling water that he deliberately poured over, it was from that day onwards that I told myself that I would take revenge.
Not only for my revenge, but also for the death of my mother by his and Sofia’s hands.
Jane, I’m sorry, all these were originally my business alone, I shouldn’t have dragged you into this, or even caused you to …” Zhong Jinghao mentioned Jane Gardner’s health condition, his eyes were all full of self-blame and worry.
Jane Gardner wasn’t generous enough to say she didn’t care, didn’t care, but she wasn’t as cold as before anymore, she faintly moved her eyes away.
“The past is over, I won’t blame you, but at the same time I won’t treat you as my friend anymore. Zhong Jinghao, Grandpa said that within the next year, don’t announce to the public about us being married under false pretenses, and after a year, you’ll completely erase all traces of me, and whoever you want to marry and whoever you want to make your countess is your freedom.”
“In fact, even if you didn’t get the antidote and didn’t remember everything, you should still fall in love with Zachary Irwin again, Gu Yi Ren said that as long as one injects the potion, they will all follow the hypnotic instructions and forget all the things in the past that they would forget.
On the contrary, the potion gradually fails to work for you over time, and when you were at the Mysterious Island, you said that you dreamt of Zachary Irwin, and from that day onwards, I expected that sooner or later, one day, you would abandon me.”
The bitter arc on Zhong Jinghao’s lips blossomed wide, his throat choked up, but he didn’t want Jane Gardner to see his emotions, he suppressed all his emotions raw and turned his back to Jane Gardner.
“Today, excuse me! Behind, I will properly control Gu Yi Ren, I won’t let her find you trouble again. Jane, wish you happiness!”
Jane Gardner looked at Zhong Jinghao’s back as he left, then watched Gu Yiren’s people retreat one by one, and the emergency room entrance was finally less crowded.
She was in a complicated state of mind.
Whether Zhong Jinghao was a good person or not, she couldn’t tell, but he wasn’t a bad person, she knew that very well.
After Zhong Jinghao left, Zachary Irwin came in, he just came back, the door of the emergency room finally opened.
The other party said that Mr. Irwin Rin’s surgery was successful, but because the bullet was too close to the heart’s position, he must take care of it carefully after the surgery, and must not have the slightest accident.
Selena Lott heard this answer and her heart completely dropped.
She walked to Mr. Irwin Rin bedside, looked at his pale face, tightly closed eyes, her heart is very complicated.
Zachary Irwin saw Mr. Irwin Rin like this, he postponed his plan to go back to China and arranged for Mr. Irwin Rin to be hospitalized, while he himself stayed with Jane Gardner in a nearby hotel.
Jane Gardner did not know that Zachary Irwin’s relationship with Mr. Irwin Rin was so good to such an extent that she looked at him with a smile and her eyes were his shadow.
Zachary Irwin saw Jane Gardner like this, he hooked his finger and signaled her to walk to his side.
Jane Gardner takes a few steps over to him and grabs his beckoning, ah-beckoning finger and squeezes it hard, “Next time, no calling me over with a gesture like that, I’m not a cat or a dog!”
Jane Gardner was protesting, badly.
Zachary Irwin pinched her nose as soon as he did, his voice was all satisfaction and ease, “You’re not a cat or a dog, but you’re more capable of running than a cat or a dog, you see, this time, I chased you to Y again to find you, Jane Gardner, if you’re so lackadaisical next time, believe me I’ll take a chain and lock you up, let’s see how you’ll run! ”
Jane Gardner was also aggrieved, she stretched out her hands and held Zachary Irwin in her arms, “Okay, next time, if I run around again, you’ll do the same as last time, bind my limbs and chain me to the hospital bed!”
“The hospital bed is too small, if you want to lock it, lock it to the big bed at home.” Zachary Irwin’s voice turned low as he tightened his grip around Jane Gardner’s waist and lifted her across the room and onto the bed.
Selena Lott and Mr. Irwin Rin’s side, in the hospital room.
“You awake?” Selena Lott had been standing by Mr. Irwin Rin’s side, waiting for him to wake up, and she tensed on her face when she saw that he had actually woken up.
Mr. Irwin Rin smelled the obvious smell of disinfectant in the air, he pulled the corners of his mouth, “It seems that Y and I are really incompatible, I’ve been here for a few days, and I’ve been lying in the hospital every day.”
Selena Lott saw that he could still joke, so she knew that he should still be in good shape.
On this day, when she thought of the image of Felix shooting, her heart was always lifted high and she couldn’t let go for a moment.
“Actually, you didn’t have to take that shot for me, I was the one he was trying to kill, and you only made me feel more guilty by doing that.” Selena Lott didn’t feel terrible about dying, but she felt, however, terrible about owing Mr. Irwin Rin.
“You’re not afraid to die, so I prefer you to live! What, want to die all together? So as to ignore me and John Lott? Selena Lott, you still haven’t answered my question, you now, can you no longer love Jiang Zhicheng?”
Mr. Irwin Rin’s voice was still a bit fragile, and his breath was not enough, but his eyes were like an eagle’s quail, even if he was sick, the light in his eyes did not diminish by the slightest bit.
“That’s a question you have, and I don’t want to answer it!” Selena Lott turned around and got up, pouring a cup of warm water for Mr. Irwin Rin, and then using a straw to his lips, “The doctor said that after you woke up, you need to drink some warm water, you drink a little.”
“In what capacity are you taking care of me now? Since you don’t want to answer my questions, go get me an escort, I don’t want to see you until you answer my questions!” Mr. Irwin Rin was really angry.
Selena Lott had abandoned everything at home for Jiang Zhicheng and followed Felix away with her heart in her mouth.
He had searched for her for months, and now he had even found his way to Y. He had been hospitalized twice for her, but she was still still obsessed with Jiang Zhicheng.
He is really angry, very angry.
Selena Lott saw Mr. Irwin Rin sidle up and not want to drink the water she fed him, she didn’t say anything and put down the water cup, so she really went to call Meng Shen for him.
“Selena Lott, listen to me clearly, even if you still love Jiang Zhicheng and can’t let go of him, but he has already received a marriage license with Dai Yusheng and they will be going through a marriage wedding soon as well!
He is your treasure in your heart, but you are a piece of grass in his heart!” Mr. Irwin Rin wanted Selena Lott to realize the reality and not to be so stubborn.
But his words were like a sharp knife stabbing into her heart.
“Who told you I was still in love with him! From the second he wouldn’t let John operate, my love for him was all but dead. Mr. Irwin Rin, can you stop being so self-righteous, if time could be rewound, I wouldn’t let you take the bullet for me!
You lie in the operating room, know how much pain in my heart?
I also thought I hadn’t let go of Jiang Zhicheng, and even hated him for harming John, but in that moment, you were all I could think of, and I told myself that as long as you survived, I’d rather lose twenty years of my life!” Selena Lott was really stimulated by Mr. Irwin Rin’s words, she said the words in her mind in a brain.