She hated herself for being so indecisive, and hated herself for actually being swayed by John Lott’s words.
“No way! I’m not going over to him! You want to see your daddy, you go to He Ming Wei yourself!” Finally, Selena Lott got angry, and for the first time in ten years, she snapped at John Lott.
John Lott felt aggrieved and he was tempted to go to Codie Wei, but he stayed with Selena Lott.
He looked at her pitifully, “Since Mommy isn’t going, I’m not going either, I’ll stay by Mommy’s side, that’s what I promised Daddy, a man’s got to do what he says!”
John Lott’s words were spoken in a sobbing tone.
Selena Lott took John Lott for so many years, he grew up understanding and rarely cried in front of himself.
She realized it was her fault for getting angry with him earlier and she immediately hugged John Lott, “I’m sorry! I’m sorry! Mommy shouldn’t have been mean to you!”
Selena Lott herself was in pain, torn between going and not going. She wanted to go, but at the same time, her sanity told her that she couldn’t go.
What exactly does she count with this going?
I’m sorry for Mr. Irwin Rin, and I’m sorry for all the suffering I’ve suffered!
“Selena Lott, do you know where Codie went? He left this morning and never came back, I’m calling him now and his cell phone is off, and Gu Dye Jean hasn’t heard from him.
I’m begging you, if Codie comes looking for you, you must keep him!” He Mingwei called the phone over again, this time, her voice was full of anxiety and pleading.
There is no longer the arrogance and righteousness of before.
“He didn’t come to me, I don’t know where he is.” Selena Lott makes her voice sound as normal as possible.
But her normal voice, fell to He Mingwei’s ears, it became cold and desperate without humanity.
“How can you be so calm? Didn’t you claim to have loved him for ten years, why can you be so calm! I tell you, you better pray that nothing happens to Codie, otherwise, I, He Mingwei, will never let you go even if I use up the rest of my life!”
He Mingwei was so anxious that she was on the verge of tears, she looked at Gu Yanjan who was also on the verge of tears next to her, and then listened to Selena Lott’s cold voice.
Her anger was once again ignited.
“Whatever! I’m no longer a member of Jiang’s family, much less Codie Wei’s wife, and when he’s gone, shouldn’t you be the one to go to Gu Yanjian?” Selena Lott heard He Mingwei open her mouth to scold, she wiped away the tide from her eyes with the back of her hand, then her voice became even colder.
He Mingwei still wanted to curse something, Selena Lott had already hung up the phone first.
“Dye, Codie didn’t say anything to you today? You are his wife, how come you don’t know anything about his physical condition?” He Mingwei had no place to send her anger, she asked Gu Yangyan, her voice obviously dyed with dissatisfaction.
“Mom, you know, Codie’s mind is completely off of me right now. I’ve been asking him to cooperate with me to do the IVF, but he keeps delaying it.” Gu Yanjian looked at He Mingwei, who was also aggrieved.
Now, she is indeed in a panic and anxiety, her plan does not include Codie Wei’s cancer!
But even then, she had to get him to cooperate with her to get the baby done!
Thinking of this, Gu Dyeing let stand up, “Mom, I’ll go out and look for it, in case I really get Codie back.”
“You go ahead!” He Mingwei waved her hand as she watched Gu Dyeing let go, before she remembered to call Jiang Zhenjun.
Today was a day that was simply too hard for her.
“Mommy, don’t be angry with me, okay? Here’s the fruit you cut for me, you eat first.” John Lott saw Selena Lott hang up the phone and also made it clear to He Mingwei that he would not go to his daddy.
He picked up a piece of fruit with his fork and brought it to Selena Lott.
Selena Lott looks at John Lott, she takes the fruit and puts it down, then takes his hand and leaves The Shine.
“Mommy, where are we going now?” John Lott looked at how late it was getting, and he wondered where she was taking him.
“John, think back, did your daddy ever tell you where he would go if he left Dragon City?” Selena Lott was still torn when He Ming Wei gave herself a third phone call, she decided to find out.
She is going, but she can’t go along with He Mingwei and make her think she is going for her.
“You’re going to find Daddy?” John Lott’s originally dull eyes lit up abruptly and his little face was happy.
Selena Lott was bitter in her heart, but still stroked his hair, “Mommy shouldn’t have let you cut off your relationship with your daddy and grandma just because of me.”
Yes, she told herself, she went to Codie Wei just for John Lott.
“Mommy, you’re so sweet.” John Lott held Selena Lott’s hand as he racked his brain remembering the events of a month or so ago.
But in the end, he didn’t expect anything.
Selena Lott, on the other hand, was clear in her mind as the car gradually drove out of The Shine.
But she was not absolutely sure, so she did not tell John Lott, but asked the driver to drive the car to the place she specified.
If Codie Wei really decided to leave Dragon City and to find a place to end up in silence waiting for the onset of her illness, then, before he left, he would have gone to the hotel where she was pregnant with John Lott.
Sure enough, when she led John Lott straight towards the room, she found the door open and inside, Codie Wei was lying in pain and shivering on the bed.
On the carpet next to his bed, blood stained the carpet.
“Daddy! Daddy! What’s wrong with you!” John Lott saw Codie Wei and he rushed over to him.
His little face scrunched up and his eyes instantly had tears about to fall.
“John? You, what are you doing here?” Codie Wei covered his upper abdomen with a deadly pain that was choking him at the moment.
Thinking that he might have blood at the corner of his mouth and fearing that he might scare John Lott, he braced himself to sit up and tried to wipe the blood from his lips.
But he sat up, and at the end of his sight, he saw a pair of ladies’ shoes.
He looked over from the bottom to the top a little bit, and finally met, was Selena Lott’s face.
Selena Lott couldn’t put into words how she felt when she saw this scene, she looked at Codie Wei and pointed to the blood on the carpet, “I thought you said you were in good health? What is this?”
Codie Wei put his head away, his medication had come on and his upper abdomen didn’t hurt as much.
He stood up a little, face to face with Selena Lott, he elegantly and haughtily wiped the blood from the corner of his lips, “What? Seeing me like this, do you feel very relieved? You think this is all my retribution?
Yes, yes, this is indeed my retribution. I deliberately approached you in order to get custody of John Lott, obviously in love with you, but I didn’t know it, and when I found out, I turned around and realized that I had gotten you all over the place.
Selena Lott, you go away and pretend you never saw me.
Besides, right now, I don’t want to see you either!” Yes, the last person Codie Wei wants to see at this moment is Selena Lott.
He never wanted her to know about his condition, but he imagined that when he died, she would be standing at his grave with a bouquet of flowers, holding John Lott.
He did not expect her to say anything good about himself, but only that she would laugh away the past feuds.