I am stiff, and panicky looking into James’s eyes.
Then, it seems that I see James smiles and he hugs me in his arms, and my body is tightly pressed against each other, “I see. “He says.
Our cubicle is opened unexpectedly, and I pinches James’s clothing corner to hide in his arms.
“Get out!”James turns his head and scolds coldly.
“I’m sorry! James! I’m really sorry!”The man repeatedly apologizes and quickly closes the compartment door.
I’m relieved, they are out.
“I can’t erect now. “James flattens his mouth and pulls out of my body.
What shall I say at this time? Thank you, or yell at him for fucking me?
James pulls up his zipper and sees me a little stupid, smiling, “You look like you are satisfied?”
I glance at him, quickly tidying up my clothes, and slump on the toilet.
Frightened, I haven’t calm down now.
“You guys are pretty hard at working as reporters. “James smiles and caresses my hair, and says with some concern, “What if you are accidentally caught by someone?”
I blurted out, “It’s you…”When I say something, I realizes that something is wrong.
There is a fever on my face, and I look up suddenly to meet his eyes. The light above his head separates him from me, one in the bright, the other in the dark, the bright smile is his proud smile, in the dim is my blushing face.
I don’t know why, I have a feeling that I could not get rid of his attraction, as if we are destined to entangle with each other.
James shakes me out and sways out. No one dares to ask me about my identity. He hides me and covers my face. Someone even respectfully hand me the bag I forget.
The sports car drives away, and I watch the flickering neon behind the entertainment city dwindling away.
“I advise you not to write anything about here. “James says.
I open my bag, take out the recording pen, and sure enough, nothing is left. I am discouraged and throw the things into the bag, “I’m a reporter and I have the right to let the public know the truth.”
“Whatever you like. “James hesitates twice.
Then we become embarrassed. To be honest, I don’t know how to face him.
On the one hand, he really has a fatal attraction to me, but I clearly realize that the possibility between us is very small, and we should not meet again in the future.
“Turn left at the intersection and I will get off there. “I raise my hand to point the intersection.
James says nothing, takes me away, far from my destination.
“I have to go home. “I sigh.
James turns his head and gives me a cold look, “You’re going to run away after taking advantage of me?”
“We’re just sex partners. “I wrap myself tightly in my clothes, look away from him.
Suddenly his hand touches my face, and he squeezes my chin with his fingers to force my head to turn to him, “I have never forced a woman, “James’s eyes are domineering and serious,, “So, we have long way to go.”
Then he lets go of me, staring ahead, stepping on the accelerator, and galloping on the empty street in the early morning.
The car slowly stops, and the wind blows violently all at once, and I feel like I am about to take off.
My heart is beating, not because the speed gives me passion and excitement at this time, but because the expression of James when he speaks to me makes my heart tremble.
The streets in the early morning are empty and quiet, away from the hustle and bustle. I only hear the sound of rumbling winds. The wind is blowing fiercely, as if the night is a person’s umbrella, and people could cleverly disguise themselves.
I stand up, shouting like crazy, venting all my emotions, as if I could throw away all my unhappiness.
“Let’s go to the beach!”I close my eyes, feeling the cold wind blowing on my face, which makes me sober and intoxicating.
“Alright!”James says cheerfully.
The quiet streets are full of my screams and the roar of sports cars.
The car stops by the beach. The dark sea in front of me has nothing to see. Only by smelling the salty smell of the sea and hearing the sound of the waves beating on the reefs, can I know that I have really reached the beach.
James hugs me from behind and rests his head on my hair. I don’t move, and acquiesce in his movement. Such intimacy gives me a fantasy.
If at first I don’t meet James, wouldn’t this story be different? It’s ridiculous. I’ve only seen this man twice, but I have the urge to be with him until the end of the world.
“Your taste is really charming, like the sea breeze. “James sniffs my hair, and my ears are all his voice, “I like you at first sight when I see you. I have been looking for you for the past few days. Shall we be together?”
No, no, we are not matched, but I can’t say anything. My loneliness, my helplessness, and ethics don’t allow me to do what I want.
“I’m sorry. “I say cruelly, at the same time, my heart hurts in pain.
“It’s fine, it’s fine. “James kisses my neck, with her finger stuck in my hair, and her voice is hoarse and trembling, “I’ll chase after you.”
The sky seems to be bright. I see that the coastline appears a little bit, and the clouds tumbled.
I turn around, holding James’s face and kiss his lips.